1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:06,000 Today I keep having submissive thoughts about other women. 2 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:13,000 To articulate it more clearly, I'm having very intense thoughts about me submitting to other women sexually. 3 00:00:13,000 --> 00:00:23,000 And for some reason I'm actually sticking with the thought of pet play, like being a mistress's good little puppy or kitten. 4 00:00:23,000 --> 00:00:29,000 I feel like I'd be more fit to be a puppy given my personality type, but it's kind of hard to say. 5 00:00:29,000 --> 00:00:34,000 I really like being a bit more independent and kind of like that. 6 00:00:34,000 --> 00:00:46,000 I like being more kind of like a cat in that regard, but I also feel like my clinginess and my affectionate nature is more close to a dog. 7 00:00:46,000 --> 00:00:52,000 Admittedly I get more turned on imagining I'm a mistress's good little puppy. 8 00:00:52,000 --> 00:00:56,000 Or maybe multiple mistress's good little puppy, that might be kind of hot too. 9 00:00:56,000 --> 00:01:03,000 So they could all have their way with me and I just obey every command that they tell me to do. 10 00:01:03,000 --> 00:01:08,000 Assuming it's not any hard limits being crossed. 11 00:01:08,000 --> 00:01:19,000 I don't know, I'm just really turned on because I watched this Japanese porn film earlier where it was a lesbian movie. 12 00:01:19,000 --> 00:01:35,000 It was focused on this sweet younger girl being dominated by a couple of her admired fellow actresses who she really loved a lot dearly. 13 00:01:35,000 --> 00:01:39,000 She was so happy to see them she actually cried, it was really cute. 14 00:01:39,000 --> 00:01:52,000 But they put a collar on her and had her act as their pet and it was so cute, but it was really hot. 15 00:01:52,000 --> 00:01:59,000 And I like that the tone throughout the movie, it wasn't too harsh that it was mean, but it wasn't too tender and loving to lack edge. 16 00:01:59,000 --> 00:02:06,000 It was very sweet and gentle, but it also had that subtle erotic edge throughout. 17 00:02:06,000 --> 00:02:18,000 It was really hot watching the entire thing, but I put myself in the shoes of the younger girl in the movie, the one that submits, and I've been a mess since. 18 00:02:18,000 --> 00:02:30,000 I came really hard watching it, but I feel even more turned on now that I'm thinking about the fact that I crave nothing more right now than to be at a mistress's feet. 19 00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:36,000 Making her feel good and being her good little puppy. 20 00:02:36,000 --> 00:02:47,000 I love the idea of a mistress fucking me in the ass with her fingers or strap on or maybe a vibrator. 21 00:02:47,000 --> 00:02:51,000 That might be very good actually. 22 00:02:51,000 --> 00:02:58,000 But I also love the thought of a mistress being relentless in how she plays with my clit and my vulva. 23 00:02:58,000 --> 00:03:15,000 I love the thought of having every external piece of me teased until I'm just writhing and crying in the mess and only until she said that I could come when I let the orgasm actually happen. 24 00:03:15,000 --> 00:03:19,000 I would try to be the best puppy that I could be. 25 00:03:19,000 --> 00:03:25,000 I'd try to be the best pet that I could be. 26 00:03:25,000 --> 00:03:32,000 Please let me submit to you. 27 00:03:32,000 --> 00:03:37,000 I guess that's the recurring thought in my mind. 28 00:03:37,000 --> 00:03:45,000 I want nothing more than to be a good little girl, a good little puppy. 29 00:03:45,000 --> 00:03:48,000 Just for you. 30 00:03:48,000 --> 00:03:51,000 Collar, leash and all. 31 00:03:51,000 --> 00:03:53,000 I want to be yours. 32 00:03:53,000 --> 00:04:00,000 I want you to make me into what you want me to be. 33 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:04,000 I want to be the best puppy that I can be for you. 34 00:04:04,000 --> 00:04:11,000 I want to be the most obedient, sweetest puppy that you've ever seen. 35 00:04:11,000 --> 00:04:14,000 I just want to be yours. 36 00:04:14,000 --> 00:04:20,000 I want to be your precious puppy. 37 00:04:20,000 --> 00:04:36,000 And I don't care how many orgasms you take away from me because I'll always give back insane amounts of lust and affection that you could ever need. 38 00:04:36,000 --> 00:04:45,000 So all I really want is to be somebody's sweet little puppy. 39 00:04:45,000 --> 00:04:47,000 That's what I'm craving right now. 40 00:04:47,000 --> 00:05:04,000 I just, I need a woman to take charge and to show me how to be more experienced, how to become even more, I guess, well-trained than I am now. 41 00:05:04,000 --> 00:05:15,000 Normally I'm the one that's trying to train others into being more in line, but I want to be the one being put in my place for once. 42 00:05:15,000 --> 00:05:21,000 So please, mistress, put me in my place.