1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:11,600 Ever since our first night of talking and interacting you've always had this 2 00:00:11,600 --> 00:00:21,280 particular effect on me and it is a little more intense and kind of I guess 3 00:00:21,280 --> 00:00:32,720 out there compared to how I usually am but I figured you kind of might want to 4 00:00:32,720 --> 00:00:39,800 know precisely what I mean by this so I'm gonna tell you all about this and 5 00:00:39,800 --> 00:00:47,560 it's a thought it's a thing you bring out of me that kind of it kind of goes 6 00:00:47,560 --> 00:00:56,600 off into several other thoughts and it's almost like what do you want to call it 7 00:00:56,600 --> 00:01:00,040 it's almost like a bubble map of sorts do you remember those things or it'd be 8 00:01:00,040 --> 00:01:03,720 like you have your starting idea in the center and then you have all those 9 00:01:03,720 --> 00:01:09,600 things that kind of branch off of it that's basically what I'm thinking with 10 00:01:09,600 --> 00:01:18,960 this so I guess the main point I want to share with you I guess so to speak I 11 00:01:18,960 --> 00:01:21,920 don't know why I'm making it sound so formal I'm just talking at you but like 12 00:01:21,920 --> 00:01:27,840 I want to have some sense of cohesion to what I'm talking about so it's not just 13 00:01:27,840 --> 00:01:47,240 like disorganized babbling but uh excuse me so you make me want to feel small and 14 00:01:47,240 --> 00:01:56,080 defenseless and tiny around you you make me want to be those things for you more 15 00:01:56,080 --> 00:02:09,880 specifically it's a little embarrassing when I word it like that so let me think 16 00:02:09,880 --> 00:02:13,440 of a way that might be a little more intense than usual for me to ever say 17 00:02:13,440 --> 00:02:18,160 but I think it'll paint the perfect picture in your head of precisely what 18 00:02:18,160 --> 00:02:22,720 I'm looking for what I'm thinking of what these thoughts like what my brain 19 00:02:22,720 --> 00:02:29,600 is thinking I said looking for but it's more like you know what I mean like it's 20 00:02:29,600 --> 00:02:43,640 like the things I desire when I think of these things and so to give you another 21 00:02:43,640 --> 00:02:54,560 kind of mental image of what I mean it's it's more like you make me feel like I 22 00:02:54,560 --> 00:03:06,200 want to be your prey and you my predator so and I guess it's worth clarifying like 23 00:03:06,200 --> 00:03:12,960 not even necessarily in a physical sense because I believe very heavily that you 24 00:03:12,960 --> 00:03:20,840 can have a predator prey mentality without necessarily having to have like 25 00:03:20,840 --> 00:03:32,240 a physically like violent kind of what do you want to call that attachment or 26 00:03:32,240 --> 00:03:38,280 like the expectation of violence per se I understand that imagery probably brings 27 00:03:38,280 --> 00:03:45,200 up like you know with chains and all the spanking stuff but for me it's more like 28 00:03:45,200 --> 00:03:50,520 you bring out this mentality in me that makes me crave nothing more than for you 29 00:03:50,520 --> 00:03:55,040 to take what you want from me and just kind of making me feel small and 30 00:03:55,040 --> 00:04:05,920 defenseless like basically it's almost as if I'm made to do what it is that you 31 00:04:05,920 --> 00:04:13,600 want from me and stuff you know I feel really shy saying all this because it's 32 00:04:13,600 --> 00:04:22,280 so not like me but you bring this you bring this side out of me that just 33 00:04:22,280 --> 00:04:28,440 craves that and I feel the need to clarify when I say that you in 34 00:04:28,440 --> 00:04:35,840 particular make me feel small it's not like a I want affection give me cuddles 35 00:04:35,840 --> 00:04:41,680 like cute kind of small although you are more than welcome to give me cuddles and 36 00:04:41,680 --> 00:04:47,400 hugs and shit that's totally fine and I would welcome it but this kind of small 37 00:04:47,400 --> 00:04:55,040 is like it's almost like a powerlessness like a vulnerability almost and I want 38 00:04:55,040 --> 00:05:12,040 you to take advantage of that fact and kind of I want you to kind of overpower 39 00:05:12,040 --> 00:05:19,400 me I don't know how to word it without sounding creepy so that's the best way I 40 00:05:19,400 --> 00:05:29,200 can think but it's not like I just have these thoughts and that's it they kind 41 00:05:29,200 --> 00:05:35,560 of like come into play when I'm thinking in particular about us doing things 42 00:05:35,560 --> 00:05:43,600 together when I touch myself and whatnot and I kind of want to share those thoughts 43 00:05:43,600 --> 00:05:53,480 with you there's a couple in particular I really like that do it for me pretty 44 00:05:53,480 --> 00:06:02,560 intensely so I kind of want to share them yeah if that's okay there's this 45 00:06:02,560 --> 00:06:08,760 one in particular that comes to mind that I like quite a lot so I kind of 46 00:06:08,760 --> 00:06:18,560 want to share that I know I say that a lot but see this is what I mean like I 47 00:06:18,560 --> 00:06:27,360 kind of feel a smallness kicking in a little bit and it's like you know but 48 00:06:27,360 --> 00:06:32,280 I'll do I'll do my best to not get too embarrassed while talking about these 49 00:06:32,280 --> 00:06:40,320 things so 50 00:06:42,320 --> 00:06:54,240 I primarily want you to use me so I want you to do things to me but in such a way 51 00:06:54,240 --> 00:06:57,960 that like you're taking what you want from me you're not necessarily being 52 00:06:57,960 --> 00:07:05,480 commanded by mean videos and that like I know that's not how things work hey I 53 00:07:05,480 --> 00:07:13,520 wouldn't be like that it would definitely be more like you're doing 54 00:07:13,520 --> 00:07:20,520 what you want with me regardless if I'm enthusiastically being like yeah or like 55 00:07:20,520 --> 00:07:33,360 just being kind of reluctant almost even and a little secret between us even if I 56 00:07:33,360 --> 00:07:40,080 said no you could still do what you wanted with me because in that moment my 57 00:07:40,080 --> 00:07:57,000 body would be yours so that said there is a particular thing I would want to 58 00:07:57,000 --> 00:08:06,960 do for you though okay so I'm getting a little worked up I feel a little bit 59 00:08:06,960 --> 00:08:24,840 shyer than usual but bear with me here I really really want to kind of like this 60 00:08:24,840 --> 00:08:28,520 is gonna be almost like not move the whiplash but like it's definitely gonna 61 00:08:28,520 --> 00:08:31,200 be a little different than what you might expect with all the intense stuff 62 00:08:31,200 --> 00:08:41,320 I've been talking about but I really want to lightly kiss and run my tongue 63 00:08:41,320 --> 00:08:51,280 along your wrist that's okay like the inside of it and not only that but I'd 64 00:08:51,280 --> 00:09:00,400 really love to kiss and suck on your fingertips so you could kind of I guess 65 00:09:00,400 --> 00:09:08,320 get an idea of what my mouth is capable of should you ever want to mess around 66 00:09:08,320 --> 00:09:13,080 with that at some point I guess and for the sake of the fantasy if that makes 67 00:09:13,080 --> 00:09:25,000 sense but the point of this isn't for you to do things to me is that I don't 68 00:09:25,000 --> 00:09:32,840 think it is so with this particular fantasy there are bits and pieces that I 69 00:09:32,840 --> 00:09:36,360 don't quite know how it gets to this point but like I have this very 70 00:09:36,360 --> 00:09:47,160 particular mental image in my head that you sort of as I do that you kind of 71 00:09:47,160 --> 00:09:57,120 take hold of my other hand with the opposite hand and you just kind of or 72 00:09:57,120 --> 00:10:01,520 maybe maybe not quite that it's like hard to explain but I imagine you 73 00:10:01,520 --> 00:10:09,600 somehow kind of just pushing me down onto the bed the couch whatever and just 74 00:10:09,600 --> 00:10:21,640 kind of envision you like I'm not saying you would be a total asshole and like 75 00:10:21,640 --> 00:10:27,160 they got neglect for play or any of that but when I'm usually thinking of this 76 00:10:27,160 --> 00:10:32,000 it's a pretty intense like sort of I'm not in the mood for foreplay kind of 77 00:10:32,000 --> 00:10:35,400 fancy like do you know what I mean like you're thinking sexy thoughts and you 78 00:10:35,400 --> 00:10:38,440 don't really want to think of all the buildup you think of some of it but then 79 00:10:38,440 --> 00:10:41,000 you just kind of want to get to the point this is one of those ones where I 80 00:10:41,000 --> 00:10:45,640 just sort of get too worked up to really care about the details leading up to how 81 00:10:45,640 --> 00:10:59,840 this bit happens but I really want your mouth on my pussy in particular but it's 82 00:10:59,840 --> 00:11:08,120 more like I I realize wording it like that kind of almost makes it sound like 83 00:11:08,120 --> 00:11:13,240 I'm almost mortal and commanding you maybe and that's not how I'm intending 84 00:11:13,240 --> 00:11:18,440 it it's more like when I fantasize about it you just kind of go in for the kill 85 00:11:18,440 --> 00:11:23,080 so to speak like you don't even really wait for me to ask or anything you don't 86 00:11:23,080 --> 00:11:34,600 even tell me to ask or anything you just do it and so I just kind of imagine like 87 00:11:34,600 --> 00:11:45,520 your tongue just going against my lips and my clit and what-have-you and I 88 00:11:45,520 --> 00:11:49,760 recently discovered I actually quite like playing with my nipples and stuff 89 00:11:49,760 --> 00:11:58,160 so I think while you did that I'd want to reach up and play with my breasts 90 00:11:58,160 --> 00:12:10,040 while you did that I think it would be really hot um but I'd want and I'm not 91 00:12:10,040 --> 00:12:16,200 sure how this would go down really but as you were doing that as sensual as 92 00:12:16,200 --> 00:12:21,720 everything would have been like in a physical sense I really mentally I just 93 00:12:21,720 --> 00:12:26,640 want you to fucking like I don't know if break me is gonna be the right word here 94 00:12:26,640 --> 00:12:30,760 because like I said I'm not sure I really I don't know if I said this or not 95 00:12:30,760 --> 00:12:34,360 but I'm just gonna re-emphasize like I'm not really into the super intense stuff 96 00:12:34,360 --> 00:12:38,760 like I definitely need to be like I would definitely need to be eased into 97 00:12:38,760 --> 00:12:46,200 it and stuff but I definitely definitely want to be your prey and for you to just 98 00:12:46,200 --> 00:12:54,720 sort of do what you need to ensure that I will be obedient and that I will be 99 00:12:54,720 --> 00:13:07,360 the best prey that you could ever really crave and hunger for I want you to be my 100 00:13:07,360 --> 00:13:18,560 predator I want you to overpower me and I want you to really put me in the place 101 00:13:18,560 --> 00:13:25,560 you think I deserve to be the most if that makes sense I would say put me in 102 00:13:25,560 --> 00:13:33,440 my place but that implies that it's even my say to begin with doesn't it so I'd 103 00:13:33,440 --> 00:13:38,800 want to leave that to you because I think you'd know best 104 00:13:38,800 --> 00:13:48,720 gosh I feel really embarrassed because this isn't usually a side of me that I 105 00:13:48,720 --> 00:13:56,400 share so I feel a little bit vulnerable even a little bit nervous but with that 106 00:13:56,400 --> 00:14:00,760 nervous vulnerability I'm feeling I kind of wish you were here to take advantage 107 00:14:00,760 --> 00:14:13,160 of that kind of want you to make me feel smaller than I already am just have your 108 00:14:13,160 --> 00:14:19,480 way with me and it wouldn't even have to be you necessarily doing sexy things to 109 00:14:19,480 --> 00:14:26,880 me per se it could even just be as simple as maybe even just commenting on 110 00:14:26,880 --> 00:14:34,960 like you know how small I am compared to you and things like that and not in the 111 00:14:34,960 --> 00:14:39,320 romantic way people might usually think of if they hear something like that 112 00:14:39,320 --> 00:14:48,000 rather I want you to make me nervous with the knowledge of how small I am 113 00:14:48,000 --> 00:14:53,040 compared to you and that because I'm so small but there isn't really much I can 114 00:14:53,040 --> 00:14:57,200 do to prevent you from doing what you want to me I think that in particular 115 00:14:57,200 --> 00:15:02,640 sort of drives me crazy as the thought of you sort of mentally fucking with me a 116 00:15:02,640 --> 00:15:11,120 little bit so you wouldn't even have to lay a hand on me it's more I crave that 117 00:15:11,120 --> 00:15:19,560 the mentality aspect of it you making me feel incredibly just powerless and needy 118 00:15:19,560 --> 00:15:26,160 for you and as I say all these things like the craving for you gets really 119 00:15:26,160 --> 00:15:30,440 intense and I feel really kind of embarrassed admitting that at the same 120 00:15:30,440 --> 00:15:38,000 time I want you to make me embarrassed it's one thing to sort of embarrass 121 00:15:38,000 --> 00:15:44,640 myself while I'm talking about these things but I think it's another if you 122 00:15:44,640 --> 00:15:48,800 were the one responsible for embarrassing me because see when I 123 00:15:48,800 --> 00:15:56,400 embarrass myself that's one thing that's uncomfortable in a way that's more like 124 00:15:56,400 --> 00:16:00,880 it's kind of scary when I embarrass myself because I'm saying things I 125 00:16:00,880 --> 00:16:09,400 normally would not be brave enough to say and I can kind of kick myself a 126 00:16:09,400 --> 00:16:18,520 little for it in a way but if you embarrassed me or you made me feel sort 127 00:16:18,520 --> 00:16:26,040 of humiliated or whatever whether it be whether it be because I'm small or 128 00:16:26,040 --> 00:16:39,520 what have you that's different because I can't really fight against like what's 129 00:16:39,520 --> 00:16:44,800 the wording I want to look for here I can't really fight my predator when 130 00:16:44,800 --> 00:16:52,240 there's really one fate for prey and even if a prey manages to escape its 131 00:16:52,240 --> 00:16:57,560 predator that doesn't mean that all is over you know because eventually the 132 00:16:57,560 --> 00:17:06,880 predator will get them and that's kind of my thinking is no matter how much I 133 00:17:06,880 --> 00:17:13,920 try to perhaps resist or sort of try to fight back the potential embarrassment 134 00:17:13,920 --> 00:17:18,160 that you might give me there wouldn't be a point there wouldn't be a point in 135 00:17:18,160 --> 00:17:27,200 resisting it or trying to fight against it because as your prey so to speak it 136 00:17:27,200 --> 00:17:33,560 would be my job to take that embarrassment that humiliation that 137 00:17:33,560 --> 00:17:39,800 almost torture in a sense that mental torment that you'd be giving me it would 138 00:17:39,800 --> 00:17:46,640 be my responsibility my duty to do that although maybe those aren't the right 139 00:17:46,640 --> 00:17:53,480 words because it's not like prey has much dignity in that sense they just 140 00:17:53,480 --> 00:18:06,480 kind of become a mess of themselves and I want you to make a mess of me perhaps 141 00:18:06,480 --> 00:18:13,400 in a literal sense perhaps in a more metaphorical sense it doesn't matter I 142 00:18:16,840 --> 00:18:30,240 want you a lot and in particular I just crave for you to can I can I get a 143 00:18:30,240 --> 00:18:36,080 little bit extreme in my wording here I don't necessarily want you to do crazy 144 00:18:36,080 --> 00:18:41,480 intense hardcore things to me like right off the bat or anything like that like I 145 00:18:41,480 --> 00:18:49,200 wouldn't want that necessarily like I'd like I prefer my femdoma the side of 146 00:18:49,200 --> 00:19:00,440 them like sensual action but like an almost borderline like intense mental 147 00:19:00,440 --> 00:19:07,320 aspect to it I guess so 148 00:19:08,320 --> 00:19:17,560 there's one way I'm thinking of how to word this and it's gonna be a little bit 149 00:19:17,560 --> 00:19:25,360 weird maybe a little bit embarrassing because I don't mean it in like a pet 150 00:19:25,360 --> 00:19:31,600 play kind of way either necessarily I think that's the awkward part cuz it's 151 00:19:31,600 --> 00:19:35,160 like hmm I wonder if this is gonna convey what I want to say but I'm just 152 00:19:35,160 --> 00:19:42,960 gonna do it I kind of want you to make me your 153 00:19:42,960 --> 00:19:57,120 powerless little bitch almost like make me what you want me to be almost I mean 154 00:19:57,120 --> 00:20:03,840 kind of just want to surrender all my control to you and just let you do 155 00:20:03,840 --> 00:20:16,240 whatever it is you want to do to me and I want to take what you give me no matter 156 00:20:16,240 --> 00:20:23,920 how terrifying it might be at first I kind of want to take that because although 157 00:20:23,920 --> 00:20:30,560 I've said a lot of pretty intense hardcore stuff throughout this I do 158 00:20:30,560 --> 00:20:36,320 trust you and I trust that if we were in those kinds of situations and you 159 00:20:36,320 --> 00:20:42,320 wouldn't do anything to seriously hurt me yeah I'd love to be your prey and 160 00:20:42,320 --> 00:20:46,280 your little bitch and all these other things I want you to make me a small 161 00:20:46,280 --> 00:20:50,400 embarrassed little mess and what-have-you there's a lot of things I 162 00:20:50,400 --> 00:20:57,240 want you to make me in that sense but at the end of the day you know well I also 163 00:20:57,240 --> 00:21:04,880 want you to be my predator my my good God what what else I've been using the 164 00:21:04,880 --> 00:21:08,200 words predator and price so much but I feel like it's so accurately embodies 165 00:21:08,200 --> 00:21:13,440 the emotions I crave in that sense like that mental like mind fucky goodness 166 00:21:13,440 --> 00:21:21,560 that is the best way I can think of wording it but regardless regardless of 167 00:21:21,560 --> 00:21:26,880 you know the predator prey thing at the end of the day I trust you shit tons 168 00:21:26,880 --> 00:21:35,320 and you're probably one of my best friends here so realistically speaking I 169 00:21:35,320 --> 00:21:42,440 have a lot of trust that you wouldn't take it further than I'd be comfortable 170 00:21:42,440 --> 00:21:51,280 with but at the same time I kind of want you to go against my comfort zone sort 171 00:21:51,280 --> 00:21:58,480 of stretch those boundaries and just kind of want you to fuck me up and make 172 00:21:58,480 --> 00:22:09,480 me yours and just really have what you want from me and make me feel just 173 00:22:09,480 --> 00:22:21,960 totally mentally overpowered and yes I'm not really sure where I want to take 174 00:22:21,960 --> 00:22:28,520 that but you see what I'm getting out a little bit these are things that come to 175 00:22:28,520 --> 00:22:34,080 mind when I think of you and these are things I've thought of the entire time 176 00:22:34,080 --> 00:22:38,580 I've known you and I've been kind of terrified to voice these thoughts and I 177 00:22:38,580 --> 00:22:40,980 figured now would be the most appropriate time to tell you these 178 00:22:40,980 --> 00:22:52,600 thoughts and I I hope it's not too intense in a bad way I guess but more 179 00:22:52,600 --> 00:23:15,160 importantly oh gosh what what am I trying to say I don't really know where 180 00:23:15,160 --> 00:23:26,000 I was going with that actually sorry but um yeah I think that about sums it up I 181 00:23:26,000 --> 00:23:33,000 just really want you to take me and make me yours and all that good stuff but 182 00:23:33,000 --> 00:23:39,040 especially in like a mental sense because I think the hottest kind of thing 183 00:23:39,040 --> 00:23:48,480 is that mental fuckery you know but yeah I've been talking in verbal circles this 184 00:23:48,480 --> 00:23:58,080 whole time but I think that about some stuff so yeah I guess I guess that's 185 00:23:58,080 --> 00:24:02,560 about it I don't know I'm not really sure how I want to end this quite well 186 00:24:02,560 --> 00:24:13,200 but I guess I'll end it like this you're more than welcome to come claim your 187 00:24:13,200 --> 00:24:33,040 prey anytime you want