um mistress I wanted to ask you something but it's kind of embarrassing so I'm not really sure if I should ask but I figured I'd ask even if it's embarrassing cuz cuz yeah I'm a mess I'm sorry no no like I like I'm a mess in terms of my thoughts yeah well uh mistress you've been making me come a lot lately and I kind of wanted to change it up and I wanted to ask you something kind of embarrassing that I remember you asked me back when we were still just sex friends did do you remember that night where we were when we were in the hotel together and I was in the same bed as you and we were all cuddled up and it was really comfy you remember that you snored and it was really cute no but I remember specifically when you asked how I touched myself to make myself come because you wanted to know for future reference how to make me come and then I showed you so then I you know came for you and you really loved it and then we cuddled and then and then we woke up and had french toast for breakfast the next morning it was great and sorry I shouldn't focus on those food memories but oh god food no but anyway I don't think I've ever really had much of a chance to see you masturbate before I mean when we were in the hotel room it was just you hugged me from behind all I touched myself while you watched and you got really excited but you didn't touch yourself for anything you you said that you were satisfied just watching me because I was so nervous you didn't want to put me in any more of an uncomfortable situation than I needed to but and and we've been intimate a few times now we've we've done some intense heavy petting and you've you've eaten me and played with my ass and stuff so you've you've done a lot with me and I've done a lot to you too but I still haven't seen you masturbate before and I really want to watch you touch yourself is that okay mistress could you touch yourself for me I just want to watch you do what makes you feel really good I want you to show me what makes you feel really good when you're thinking about me well well you don't have to think about me I mean if you want to think about someone else that turns you on that's okay too so do it makes you happiest think about what makes you horniest and then combine the two and then can I say it more bluntly can I whisper to you because it's a little bit embarrassing and awkward and I feel like if I whispered I have a little more security saying it is that okay I'm glad that it's okay with you because I was worried I'd be asking something really weird and I thought you'd have to like punish me or something even though we don't really do punishments so that would have been kind of weird of me to worry about but I don't know anyway um so how do you want to do this do you want me to hold you from behind like we did back when we were in the hotel room like do you want me to get behind you on the bed do you want me to sit beside you and cuddle with you while you touch yourself I don't really know how we should be positioned for this cuz I don't really know what's comfortable for you cuz when you got behind me and held me it was kind of when I was still trying to touch my clip but I was so nervous that I was shaking and you wrapped your arms around me and then you said in my ear that you wanted to keep me safe and then and then and then I got really turned on and then you looked my ears and sorry I keep reminiscing oh wait a minute you're all your breathing's picking up um can can we can we reminisce about it together while you touch yourself okay I'm gonna cuddle up next to you then is that okay I'm gonna curl up on my side and watch you while you touch yourself but I remember in that moment when you told me that you'd keep me safe something in me it just kind of burst I didn't come when you said that but I was really turned on so my hips started to buck up against my fingers as they danced against the fabric of my panties as I rubbed my clip I remember at one point actually a little bit after you kind of put your hand over mine so you were kind of making me touch myself in a way kind of um do you mind kind of like this you're breathing hitched that was really cute I like it when your breath hitches like that it's always really sexy so you guided my hand kind of similarly to how I am right now and then and then you kept doing this the whole time but you'd kind of alternate what you did to me do you want me to go further with you mistress like do you want me to do things to you or do you just want my hand on yours like this I don't know how much you want me to get involved with this so what would make you happiest mistress okay so you want me to lick your neck then your neck feels so smooth and pretty under my tongue do you like when it grazes the nape of your neck the most because the way your hips rising you you moan a little louder makes me want your movements are speeding up oh goodness oh goodness um what else should I do to drive you over the edge I I'm not sure what to do exactly a hundred percent anyway I've never taken the lead before so this is kind of scary do you mind if I use my other hand to rub your tummy cuz I can see it's starting to get kind of tense just gonna gently rub my hand right over your tummy does that feel good mistress while my other hand is still being guided by yours does that feel good having my hands on you like that feel really good for me okay mistress I don't want you to stop until you are absolutely satisfied I really love watching you touch yourself I love knowing that this is how your body expresses its pleasure it makes me really turned on just being able to witness you like this you're so fucking sexy please don't stop okay don't stop at all I want you to keep touching let's let our hands dance against you together let us become even closer together do you mind if I hold you a bit closer mistress okay just just making sure that it's okay I can feel your body getting really hot in my arms and you're getting incredibly wet could you please come for me no no I'm not trying to order you I'm sorry I just I'm really excited to see what it'll be like when you come so I'm just really here to to witness it and I'm thinking I'm pretty far ahead I'm sorry um this dress um I just really want you to feel good for me okay mistress so don't stop are you getting close because I mean it's as easy to tell on how your voice is getting your voice always gets like this when you're getting right on the edge and obviously I can't command you to hold back or anything I'd be disobeying you and I don't want that but please don't hold yourself back though okay do you mind if I kind of grind myself against your thigh a little bit as I want you sorry I shouldn't be the one praising you I'm sorry but you look really pretty like this it's my job as your servant to make you feel really good and to obey every command you give me so um mistress I'm always yours to do whatever you please nothing you do could ever upset me nothing you do could ever turn me off because you know exactly how to turn me on just like I know how to turn you on please come for me mistress you're so hot underneath my fingers I can feel it through your fingers too you know your wetness and your hotness please come for me please come for me whenever you feel that urge kick and just let go for me please let me see you come let me watch you come yes mistress good yes yes yes that's it come for me come for me mistress oh god you look so sexy when you're coming like that please don't stop please don't stop ride it out for me I'm sorry that I didn't end up coming mistress but I'm really happy I got to watch you come mistress would it be okay if I were to hug you from behind for a moment I want you to know that you're always the best at creating a safe space for me and you to play and explore and I just wanted to say thank you is that creepy it's not okay good good I was worried okay so um hey how about we go ahead and cuddle for a little while because I think you could use a little nap that was a intense crazy little orgasm from you now wasn't it well I'm not sure if little is the right descriptor but you know come here mistress let me hold you and let me keep you safe for a little bit okay