hi um I want to talk about like I don't know if this is the right word but I
want to talk about like fantasies or like specific things lately that have
been getting me going or at least more than usual if that's okay um I feel bad
that I don't do best audios as much anymore I just I don't have nearly as
much privacy or time as I used to but I have time that I could churn out these
rambly things so yeah anyway what was I saying right right so I have specific
things lately that have been turning me on like fucking crazy but it's not
specific fantasies like scenarios but like specific type a specific type of
person or people that I fantasize about so let me talk about that a little bit
because fuck me I'm so turned on lately and it's ridiculous so let's begin shall
we and for once it's not scat related how refreshing for all of you right okay
let's begin so I've always had a fondness for older women I've always
gotten turned on even when I was younger I always got turned on by fantasies of
being dominated by an older woman even if it's just like a year age difference
or a couple years age difference I don't fucking care you know the idea of
somebody putting me in my place who's older than me and just being this older
woman with all this experience knowing all the ways to make my body sing you
know turns me on like fucking crazy you know and lately I've been kind of
pairing it up with like more like mommy Dom little girl play fantasies because
I'm the switch I can easily envision it both ways but usually I imagine myself
as the little girl lately which is kind of weird considering usually I imagine
being the mommy but like lately I'm like uh-uh I want to have a mommy pampering
me you know that was a weird voice I'm sorry but yes yes yes I just I really
love the idea of an older woman just holding me close to her whether we be
face to face or in a spooning position you know the thought of an older woman
you know just gently nurturing me and baby talking to me while I rise and moan
and whimper while she rubs my clit and maybe even fingers my ass that would be
amazing my my nipples are getting hard actually oh gosh um so I don't know I
just I really crave an older woman and I love the idea of being put in my place
I'm really craving domination from a woman lately like I know usually with
Femdom content and I know cuz I'm guilty of this myself a lot of it can be very
humiliating degrading intense you know but I like it on the receiving end to
almost be like a very subtle edge of intensity but still being very gentle
and caring and sweet I suppose not necessarily romantic but like you know
what I mean just very nurturing I guess is the
word I'm looking for and I just I crave it whether I'm being an older lady is
good little girl whether I'm being a mommy's good little girl or whether I'm
being mistress is good little puppy or you know whatever I'm being I want to
please and make her feel good I want to make her come I want to I want to be
instructed on how to make her come so you know another fantasy I've been
having with regards to dynamics and older younger woman is the classic
teacher-student scenario this is another one that I've been kind of thinking
about it's never usually been one that got me going before but lately it's
actually starting to kind of do things to me and I really love the idea of like
if I'm in class with the teacher or whatever you know I love the idea like
if I'm struggling with say math or something that she would stay behind
with me and help me out but as she's helping me out she'd be a little bit
flirtatious maybe pressing her breasts up against my arm or kind of bringing her
face close to my ear and like the most teasing way kind of like whispering what
I should be doing trying to set the arousal of flame within me my heart's
pounding just like scribing all this oh my god I really love the thought of
somebody older than me just taking the reins and making me come and using me
relentlessly and I don't like saying using me because I don't I don't really
imagine myself being an object but rather I love the idea of being fucked
relentlessly you know I love the thought of being with an older woman
because this is gonna sound weird I feel like like I feel like you might be a
little bit weirded out by this but I like feeling young and innocent I like
feeling small I like feeling like I don't know much and I like being shown
how to do things I like being babied in a way I like being I guess small I guess
that's the word I'm looking for I like being small and the idea of being with
an older woman means I get to be small with her she even if we don't do
anything dynamic wise even if it's just plain old sensual sexy times still yet
the implicit power exchange between older and younger makes my panties like
fucking hot I was gonna say what but I actually don't get wet very much so oops
but yeah you know in the end I just really want an older woman to use me or
maybe maybe I want her to be a little bit rough normally I'm not into rough
play but maybe for once she could get me down on all fours put on a strap on and
she could you know lube me up and the strap on up and then next thing I know
she can fucking shove her girl cock deep deep into my tight little ass it
'd make me cum I can come from anal if she were to thrust enough and it
wouldn't have to be hard and fast actually if it's slow but strong that
does it for me I like that that's my favorite kind of thrusting when doing
like butt stuff I like it slow but intense in its force you know what I
mean so I like the thought of an older woman just slowly but confidently
ramming my ass with her lubed up strap on deep inside of me while she leans
over me and kind of licks my ears and breeds and whispers really really naughty
things to me you know things like aren't you being a naughty girl for getting
off to my strap on deep inside of you or something like you know look at how much
you're bucking up against me you must really want it huh you greedy little
slut or something I just really love thought of being used mercilessly like
that so I'm just craving to be used and I really want an older woman to use me
I'm very specific that it's an older woman I find with older men I actually
want to make them feel small but that's for another time so yeah I know this was
kind of all over the place but I'm intensely turned on and yeah so I think
I'm just gonna stop here and hopefully you enjoyed what you heard I don't know
I'm really embarrassed I can't words because now I'm thinking of specific
people listening to this and it's making my little heart race and it's like ah so
yeah thanks for listening and I'm looking forward to making my next thing
for you guys I don't know what it'll be I don't know when it'll be hopefully soon
I'm so busy outside of reddit lately though huh but yeah um thank you for
listening and consider this if if you're listening and you got aroused and stuff
um feel free to leave a comment or send PM and yeah I'm awkwardly trailing on
because I don't know how to end this I'm just so turned on fuck me um yeah that I
guess that's it thank you