1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:11,340 hi um I want to talk about like I don't know if this is the right word but I 2 00:00:11,340 --> 00:00:20,100 want to talk about like fantasies or like specific things lately that have 3 00:00:20,100 --> 00:00:28,980 been getting me going or at least more than usual if that's okay um I feel bad 4 00:00:28,980 --> 00:00:33,240 that I don't do best audios as much anymore I just I don't have nearly as 5 00:00:33,240 --> 00:00:37,560 much privacy or time as I used to but I have time that I could churn out these 6 00:00:37,560 --> 00:00:48,880 rambly things so yeah anyway what was I saying right right so I have specific 7 00:00:48,880 --> 00:00:55,840 things lately that have been turning me on like fucking crazy but it's not 8 00:00:55,840 --> 00:01:04,160 specific fantasies like scenarios but like specific type a specific type of 9 00:01:04,160 --> 00:01:10,840 person or people that I fantasize about so let me talk about that a little bit 10 00:01:10,840 --> 00:01:20,560 because fuck me I'm so turned on lately and it's ridiculous so let's begin shall 11 00:01:20,560 --> 00:01:27,120 we and for once it's not scat related how refreshing for all of you right okay 12 00:01:27,120 --> 00:01:33,520 let's begin so I've always had a fondness for older women I've always 13 00:01:33,520 --> 00:01:38,920 gotten turned on even when I was younger I always got turned on by fantasies of 14 00:01:38,920 --> 00:01:44,360 being dominated by an older woman even if it's just like a year age difference 15 00:01:44,360 --> 00:01:52,800 or a couple years age difference I don't fucking care you know the idea of 16 00:01:52,800 --> 00:02:01,960 somebody putting me in my place who's older than me and just being this older 17 00:02:01,960 --> 00:02:07,640 woman with all this experience knowing all the ways to make my body sing you 18 00:02:07,640 --> 00:02:15,200 know turns me on like fucking crazy you know and lately I've been kind of 19 00:02:15,200 --> 00:02:22,200 pairing it up with like more like mommy Dom little girl play fantasies because 20 00:02:22,200 --> 00:02:27,560 I'm the switch I can easily envision it both ways but usually I imagine myself 21 00:02:27,560 --> 00:02:32,760 as the little girl lately which is kind of weird considering usually I imagine 22 00:02:32,760 --> 00:02:37,960 being the mommy but like lately I'm like uh-uh I want to have a mommy pampering 23 00:02:37,960 --> 00:02:46,160 me you know that was a weird voice I'm sorry but yes yes yes I just I really 24 00:02:46,160 --> 00:02:57,960 love the idea of an older woman just holding me close to her whether we be 25 00:02:57,960 --> 00:03:03,480 face to face or in a spooning position you know the thought of an older woman 26 00:03:03,480 --> 00:03:12,480 you know just gently nurturing me and baby talking to me while I rise and moan 27 00:03:12,480 --> 00:03:18,440 and whimper while she rubs my clit and maybe even fingers my ass that would be 28 00:03:18,440 --> 00:03:28,840 amazing my my nipples are getting hard actually oh gosh um so I don't know I 29 00:03:28,840 --> 00:03:37,040 just I really crave an older woman and I love the idea of being put in my place 30 00:03:37,040 --> 00:03:46,380 I'm really craving domination from a woman lately like I know usually with 31 00:03:46,380 --> 00:03:52,320 Femdom content and I know cuz I'm guilty of this myself a lot of it can be very 32 00:03:52,320 --> 00:04:01,080 humiliating degrading intense you know but I like it on the receiving end to 33 00:04:01,080 --> 00:04:08,760 almost be like a very subtle edge of intensity but still being very gentle 34 00:04:08,760 --> 00:04:14,880 and caring and sweet I suppose not necessarily romantic but like you know 35 00:04:14,880 --> 00:04:19,000 what I mean just very nurturing I guess is the 36 00:04:19,000 --> 00:04:32,440 word I'm looking for and I just I crave it whether I'm being an older lady is 37 00:04:32,440 --> 00:04:36,720 good little girl whether I'm being a mommy's good little girl or whether I'm 38 00:04:36,720 --> 00:04:45,600 being mistress is good little puppy or you know whatever I'm being I want to 39 00:04:45,600 --> 00:04:55,960 please and make her feel good I want to make her come I want to I want to be 40 00:04:55,960 --> 00:05:03,920 instructed on how to make her come so you know another fantasy I've been 41 00:05:03,920 --> 00:05:10,960 having with regards to dynamics and older younger woman is the classic 42 00:05:10,960 --> 00:05:15,520 teacher-student scenario this is another one that I've been kind of thinking 43 00:05:15,520 --> 00:05:21,560 about it's never usually been one that got me going before but lately it's 44 00:05:21,560 --> 00:05:28,240 actually starting to kind of do things to me and I really love the idea of like 45 00:05:28,240 --> 00:05:36,280 if I'm in class with the teacher or whatever you know I love the idea like 46 00:05:36,280 --> 00:05:42,080 if I'm struggling with say math or something that she would stay behind 47 00:05:42,080 --> 00:05:46,280 with me and help me out but as she's helping me out she'd be a little bit 48 00:05:46,280 --> 00:05:54,600 flirtatious maybe pressing her breasts up against my arm or kind of bringing her 49 00:05:54,600 --> 00:06:01,440 face close to my ear and like the most teasing way kind of like whispering what 50 00:06:01,440 --> 00:06:08,760 I should be doing trying to set the arousal of flame within me my heart's 51 00:06:08,760 --> 00:06:17,960 pounding just like scribing all this oh my god I really love the thought of 52 00:06:17,960 --> 00:06:27,880 somebody older than me just taking the reins and making me come and using me 53 00:06:27,880 --> 00:06:31,320 relentlessly and I don't like saying using me because I don't I don't really 54 00:06:31,320 --> 00:06:36,800 imagine myself being an object but rather I love the idea of being fucked 55 00:06:36,800 --> 00:06:42,600 relentlessly you know I love the thought of being with an older woman 56 00:06:42,600 --> 00:06:49,480 because this is gonna sound weird I feel like like I feel like you might be a 57 00:06:49,480 --> 00:06:55,160 little bit weirded out by this but I like feeling young and innocent I like 58 00:06:55,160 --> 00:07:01,520 feeling small I like feeling like I don't know much and I like being shown 59 00:07:01,520 --> 00:07:08,320 how to do things I like being babied in a way I like being I guess small I guess 60 00:07:08,320 --> 00:07:12,720 that's the word I'm looking for I like being small and the idea of being with 61 00:07:12,720 --> 00:07:19,320 an older woman means I get to be small with her she even if we don't do 62 00:07:19,320 --> 00:07:28,520 anything dynamic wise even if it's just plain old sensual sexy times still yet 63 00:07:28,520 --> 00:07:37,480 the implicit power exchange between older and younger makes my panties like 64 00:07:37,480 --> 00:07:43,720 fucking hot I was gonna say what but I actually don't get wet very much so oops 65 00:07:43,720 --> 00:07:55,520 but yeah you know in the end I just really want an older woman to use me or 66 00:07:55,520 --> 00:08:02,680 maybe maybe I want her to be a little bit rough normally I'm not into rough 67 00:08:02,680 --> 00:08:13,760 play but maybe for once she could get me down on all fours put on a strap on and 68 00:08:13,760 --> 00:08:19,640 she could you know lube me up and the strap on up and then next thing I know 69 00:08:19,640 --> 00:08:27,920 she can fucking shove her girl cock deep deep into my tight little ass it 70 00:08:27,920 --> 00:08:34,080 'd make me cum I can come from anal if she were to thrust enough and it 71 00:08:34,080 --> 00:08:40,720 wouldn't have to be hard and fast actually if it's slow but strong that 72 00:08:40,720 --> 00:08:45,440 does it for me I like that that's my favorite kind of thrusting when doing 73 00:08:45,440 --> 00:08:54,040 like butt stuff I like it slow but intense in its force you know what I 74 00:08:54,040 --> 00:08:59,520 mean so I like the thought of an older woman just slowly but confidently 75 00:08:59,520 --> 00:09:08,240 ramming my ass with her lubed up strap on deep inside of me while she leans 76 00:09:08,240 --> 00:09:14,360 over me and kind of licks my ears and breeds and whispers really really naughty 77 00:09:14,360 --> 00:09:22,120 things to me you know things like aren't you being a naughty girl for getting 78 00:09:22,120 --> 00:09:29,200 off to my strap on deep inside of you or something like you know look at how much 79 00:09:29,200 --> 00:09:32,760 you're bucking up against me you must really want it huh you greedy little 80 00:09:32,760 --> 00:09:41,040 slut or something I just really love thought of being used mercilessly like 81 00:09:41,040 --> 00:09:52,120 that so I'm just craving to be used and I really want an older woman to use me 82 00:09:52,120 --> 00:09:58,920 I'm very specific that it's an older woman I find with older men I actually 83 00:09:58,920 --> 00:10:12,800 want to make them feel small but that's for another time so yeah I know this was 84 00:10:12,800 --> 00:10:26,240 kind of all over the place but I'm intensely turned on and yeah so I think 85 00:10:26,240 --> 00:10:36,160 I'm just gonna stop here and hopefully you enjoyed what you heard I don't know 86 00:10:36,160 --> 00:10:39,560 I'm really embarrassed I can't words because now I'm thinking of specific 87 00:10:39,560 --> 00:10:43,680 people listening to this and it's making my little heart race and it's like ah so 88 00:10:43,680 --> 00:10:50,560 yeah thanks for listening and I'm looking forward to making my next thing 89 00:10:50,560 --> 00:10:55,840 for you guys I don't know what it'll be I don't know when it'll be hopefully soon 90 00:10:55,840 --> 00:11:02,800 I'm so busy outside of reddit lately though huh but yeah um thank you for 91 00:11:02,800 --> 00:11:11,640 listening and consider this if if you're listening and you got aroused and stuff 92 00:11:11,640 --> 00:11:19,000 um feel free to leave a comment or send PM and yeah I'm awkwardly trailing on 93 00:11:19,000 --> 00:11:27,000 because I don't know how to end this I'm just so turned on fuck me um yeah that I 94 00:11:27,000 --> 00:11:50,920 guess that's it thank you