I've been having such a particular craving lately, and it's very typical.
If you look through my post-history, you'll probably find a very recurring theme or recurring
themes, and it's very typical of me, but it's okay because it's the things that get me going
the most, so it makes sense that I'd fixate on them a bit, right?
Anyway, lately, I just want another girl to fuck me.
I am bi, and I'm cool with dudes, but like, I'm very picky about guys, I feel like, compared
to girls.
Truth be told, I don't really listen to guys on these audios or predates very much, only
because I'm very picky about what I like, and none of it really hits my sweet spot the
way I need it to, in terms of tone of voice and all that jazz and voice pitch and that
kind of thing.
I'm very particular about how I like my voices with guys, but with girls, I give no fucks,
so I will binge listen to all of the fucking lovely women here, and I come without fail
every time, pretty much.
I feel kind of shy saying that, even though I'm like, very vocal about how much I'm into
girls and all that, so I don't know why I'm shy about saying that, but I'm so weird.
I'm not sure if I'm gonna come or not, but I'm gonna babble as I touch myself, and if
I don't come, that's okay, but if I do, then that's awesome, but we'll see what happens
as this goes along.
I really want to be cuddled up next to another girl, just cuddling, and I'm feeling kind
of shy, um, I don't know why, I just am, but I wanna, I wanna make out with her a little,
and as we're laying next to each other, I really wanna wrap my leg, like my legs, around
like one of her legs, so like our legs are like tangled up together, you know, so that
my pussy would be right up against her thigh, or her leg in general, and I just wanna grind
right against it, while she holds me, and we let our hands wander to each other's breasts,
or our backs, or through our hair, or whatever.
As sexy as sexual stuff in itself is, for me, I find the thought of being comforted
and reassured, whether through words or actions, to be probably one of the sexiest things ever,
and I know that that is like weirdly particular and specific, um, as a turn on, but it really
gets me going, I want her to whisper to me that I'm a good girl, and that I'm safe with
her, and that it's okay for me to feel good, while I'm grinding against her, as she pets
my back, or my hair, and just, maybe quietly shushes in my ear a little bit, you know,
kind of like, shush, you know? It feels really good, just rubbing my butt. That's my favorite
way to get off, it's just, it's really the only way I get off most of the time, it's
just rubbing my clit, to my finger. Um, I don't know where I was gonna take that thought.
No, I can think of a few ways to take that thought, actually. Um, I hope it's okay that
you're getting my most, like, vanilla side this time, I just, as much as I love mommy-dom,
or older sister stuff, I fucking love that stuff. Excuse me, that was rude, excuse me
body, don't do that. Um, I burped, I'm sorry, um, that was so awkward of me to say that,
MDLG and older sister stuff is nice, but, um, I find that I sometimes just want another
girl to make me feel small without that dynamic there necessarily, you know? I guess, if that
makes sense? I find with women I get kind of submissive, and like, want them to take
the lead more. Um, I can be dominant if need be, but it's not my favorite, I definitely
prefer to be more submissive with women, um, because I feel safe that way, and I like feeling
like I'm being spoiled and taken care of, you know? I'm gonna take this on a slightly
less vanilla, well, not less vanilla, but like, a slightly, I don't really want to say
kinky because I don't think that necessarily doing this is 100% kinky in itself, you know?
But, I also really want my ass played with while being held by another girl, or while
maybe she'd fuck me with a strap-on. I don't usually fantasize about strap-ons, um, for
what it's worth, I prefer fantasizing about fingers up against me or in my ass, or, um,
the nipple against my clit thingy that I'm really obsessed with. I really am obsessed
with boobs, I don't know why, and it's been like that ever since I knew I had sexual desires.
I always fixated on breasts a lot, and while I always have had a preference for bigger
ones, like, I've definitely gotten off to my fair share of small breasts too, like when
looking at porn and stuff like that, you know? I don't really discriminate, even though I
have a preference thing. But, yeah, I just really want my ass filled with a strap-on
or some fingers. I say fingers, but it's actually a little difficult. Well, not difficult, but
I can't really take my whole index finger yet. Um, I can take most of it, but it's that
last little bit that gets a little uncooperative, because usually when I take that much in my
ass, I get a little overwhelmed with how good it feels, and I don't really know what to
do with myself when that happens, so I just sort of let my fingers sit there while I rub
my clit, and then... This is- okay, I'm gonna keep going with this train of thought because
it's getting me going. I'm sorry, I had a spot that felt particularly nice for like
five seconds- well, not even five seconds, for like a second there. Um... Nothing feels
better than like having my ass filled while my clit's played with. Although having my
clit played with is quite lovely, too, and I definitely come that way the most out of
all the ways- all of the ways of being all of two ways that I can come, either a clit
with my clit or having something in my ass as I rub my clit. That gives me really intense
orgasms, and I miss doing ass play stuff. I just haven't really had chances to do it
as much, although recently I did do something very different that I would normally consider
somewhat of a hard limit that I don't particularly care for, um, for those reasons, but I have
been able to get a teensy bit of my finger into my pussy, and truth be told, um, storytime,
I tried doing it again the other night, and I think I regret it slightly because, uh,
the next day, so I can only get up to like the first knuckle of even that, I can't really
get a whole lot in there, and the next morning I woke up and it was like kind of stingy and
sore and it was like, oh man, and it was frustrating because I used lube, and it did make my what
I can get in there, like it did make it slide in a little easier, but it didn't make it
feel any better, which was kind of disappointing, so I don't really enjoy vaginal stimulation,
but I do like- I did discover playing with the entrance, just rubbing against it, feels
fucking fantastic, so that's something I want to play around with more too, because I don't
really do that a whole lot actually, and I think it might be nice to try that, but the
two ways I come are clit play, or clit and ass play together, the latter has made me
like scream before, I'm not really a screamer, but you want a guaranteed way to make it somewhat
happen, there you go, although I always find I have to hold back my noises when I do that
because I live with my family, so if I'm too loud, it's not good, because then it's like,
they'll be like, whispers, what the fuck, and I'll just be like, ugh, I'm sorry, and
it's just gonna be a mess, not the fun kind of mess, although I don't really squirt, interestingly,
so I don't know.
This is a ramble fap in the truest sense, I'm touching myself, but I'm not really like
humming or anything, it's very laid back and casual, but I don't mind, I think it's nice
to do something different.
I'm just gonna kind of focus on rubbing my clit, start fantasizing again, my fantasies
are gonna go a lot of places, as you might have noticed, so bear with me, this is a ramble
fap in the truest sense, in that I'm rambling while touching myself, and lord knows where
my rambles take me, but I know where I want to take my rambles, so here we go, we're gonna
go to the thing that I fix it on the most when I want to come, boob jobs!
I know that I use another tag for this term, but I am not comfortable saying it, so I'm
gonna say boob job, because it's the same thing, it's the term that I feel comfortable
using, but I had a sexy thought earlier, and maybe you'll find it sexy too, I don't know,
if fuda isn't your thing, I'm gonna apologize in advance because we're bringing some fuda
in.
I started this recording wanting to keep it more vanilla, here we are, we're gonna go
into fuda boob job shit, and I am not sorry, because I have such weird taste, and you will
appreciate these tastes, I hope, so, in particular, I really, for some reason, keep fixating on
the idea of another girl like, you know, lactating, and using her breast milk as lube, right,
to give me a boob job plus thing, and getting me off with her breasts, it's like that.
Given that weird thing my clip does where it gets wet when I'm really excited, sort
of like what it's trying to do right now actually, it kind of makes me wonder if I had a dick,
like how much pre-cum would be coming out of me in that situation, but it gets me really
hot.
Just imagining the milk and my pre-cum sort of mixing and getting her breasts all slippery,
like inside her cleavage, you know, with the degree to how detailed my boob job fantasies
get, I sometimes question if I don't have, like, a penis within my heart or something,
because I feel like a girl fantasizing about boob jobs, like, being on the receiving end,
but not like on the receiving end of having her boobs fucked, but like, getting fucked
by boobs is fucking ridiculous, like, if you're a girl out there listening to this, first
of all, hi, second of all, do you also get really wet at the thought of, like, if you
had a dick or, like, whatever, and a girl was, like, rubbing her boobs on you like that,
like, would you also be insanely turned on by that thought, like, am I the only one?
Is this weird?
I think it's weird, it's probably weird, oh no, but I don't care, because I'm just going
to keep rolling with it, because I'm really turned on right now, so, I'm gonna fixate
on this for a bit, okay, I'm gonna apologize in advance if I cum or something, because
it's probably gonna happen, so, I really wanna fuck my hips into her breasts, so she'd press
them together nice and tight around me, as the milk and precomma just keep mixing together,
you know, of course, when needed, she could just pull away for a second and relubricate
me with her milk before wrapping her breasts around me again, and maybe drooling between
them, so I could really feel more of the wetness there, you know?
Each time I'd fuck my hips, she'd move against me, so every time I'd move up, she'd pull
back a little, and back and forth, just continuously going, I kinda wanna apologize for how much
it gets me going, because it's not that those other fantasies don't, you know, but the sun
in particular is a weakness of mine, so I kinda can't resist getting really worked up
over it, you know?
And I know that this one's more like, outlandish, like it wouldn't be realistically feasible,
but that's why it's a fantasy, you know, it's fun to explore it in my head while I touch
it, so I'm just gonna keep fixating on that thought, because I think it's gonna, I think
it's gonna bring me right to the edge where I need to be, so...
I'm at the point in my arousal now where like, not coming isn't really an option, you know
what I mean, like, if I stopped, I'd just feel like I'd need to come anyway, so...
I'm trying not to force it, I'm trying not to force it, because sometimes that's a problem
where I'll sort of force it, and I don't wanna force it, because it hurts my legs after,
my legs get sore, and my body's like, whispers, why did you do that to yourself, and it's
usually worth it, but I don't think it's gonna be worth it to push it, so I'm just gonna
sort of keep going and seeing what happens, but not putting so much pressure on my legs
like that, all at once, you know, it's not good.
I'm still just imagining thrusting right in between the breasts, there's nothing more
that I want than to make them all sticky, like, not that I can come like a man, but
you know, for the sake of the fantasy, let's just say I can, I'm gonna try and stifle my
work as if I can, like my noises, because I think I hear one of my family members awake,
and I want them to walk in on me, it'd be terrifying.
Okay.
My clit got so wet when I came just now, like, when I came it's like the wetness just sort of came right out.
So I guess I sort of did come like I wanted to in the fantasy a little bit.
So, was that out of the way?
Thank you for listening to this ramble fap that did end in an orgasm and also went a million different directions and then went to my typical fixation, so I'm sorry about that.
But thank you so, so much for listening. I felt fucking amazing. I hope you did too.
And that's about it. So thank you for listening. I already said that, but who cares?
And yeah, I guess that's it. See you next time, I guess. Bye bye.