1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:09,720 I've been having such a particular craving lately, and it's very typical. 2 00:00:09,720 --> 00:00:15,200 If you look through my post-history, you'll probably find a very recurring theme or recurring 3 00:00:15,200 --> 00:00:27,160 themes, and it's very typical of me, but it's okay because it's the things that get me going 4 00:00:27,160 --> 00:00:31,920 the most, so it makes sense that I'd fixate on them a bit, right? 5 00:00:31,920 --> 00:00:42,880 Anyway, lately, I just want another girl to fuck me. 6 00:00:42,880 --> 00:00:49,920 I am bi, and I'm cool with dudes, but like, I'm very picky about guys, I feel like, compared 7 00:00:49,920 --> 00:00:50,920 to girls. 8 00:00:50,920 --> 00:00:57,640 Truth be told, I don't really listen to guys on these audios or predates very much, only 9 00:00:57,640 --> 00:01:03,720 because I'm very picky about what I like, and none of it really hits my sweet spot the 10 00:01:03,720 --> 00:01:08,920 way I need it to, in terms of tone of voice and all that jazz and voice pitch and that 11 00:01:08,920 --> 00:01:10,160 kind of thing. 12 00:01:10,160 --> 00:01:15,840 I'm very particular about how I like my voices with guys, but with girls, I give no fucks, 13 00:01:15,840 --> 00:01:23,640 so I will binge listen to all of the fucking lovely women here, and I come without fail 14 00:01:23,640 --> 00:01:25,640 every time, pretty much. 15 00:01:25,640 --> 00:01:31,280 I feel kind of shy saying that, even though I'm like, very vocal about how much I'm into 16 00:01:31,280 --> 00:01:40,200 girls and all that, so I don't know why I'm shy about saying that, but I'm so weird. 17 00:01:40,200 --> 00:01:48,880 I'm not sure if I'm gonna come or not, but I'm gonna babble as I touch myself, and if 18 00:01:48,880 --> 00:01:53,400 I don't come, that's okay, but if I do, then that's awesome, but we'll see what happens 19 00:01:53,400 --> 00:01:55,920 as this goes along. 20 00:01:55,920 --> 00:02:15,320 I really want to be cuddled up next to another girl, just cuddling, and I'm feeling kind 21 00:02:15,320 --> 00:02:42,680 of shy, um, I don't know why, I just am, but I wanna, I wanna make out with her a little, 22 00:02:42,680 --> 00:02:56,360 and as we're laying next to each other, I really wanna wrap my leg, like my legs, around 23 00:02:56,360 --> 00:03:02,760 like one of her legs, so like our legs are like tangled up together, you know, so that 24 00:03:02,760 --> 00:03:09,400 my pussy would be right up against her thigh, or her leg in general, and I just wanna grind 25 00:03:09,400 --> 00:03:24,400 right against it, while she holds me, and we let our hands wander to each other's breasts, 26 00:03:24,400 --> 00:03:32,080 or our backs, or through our hair, or whatever. 27 00:03:32,080 --> 00:03:41,000 As sexy as sexual stuff in itself is, for me, I find the thought of being comforted 28 00:03:41,000 --> 00:03:46,760 and reassured, whether through words or actions, to be probably one of the sexiest things ever, 29 00:03:46,760 --> 00:03:58,000 and I know that that is like weirdly particular and specific, um, as a turn on, but it really 30 00:03:58,000 --> 00:04:10,000 gets me going, I want her to whisper to me that I'm a good girl, and that I'm safe with 31 00:04:10,000 --> 00:04:20,160 her, and that it's okay for me to feel good, while I'm grinding against her, as she pets 32 00:04:20,160 --> 00:04:28,560 my back, or my hair, and just, maybe quietly shushes in my ear a little bit, you know, 33 00:04:28,560 --> 00:04:57,120 kind of like, shush, you know? It feels really good, just rubbing my butt. That's my favorite 34 00:04:57,120 --> 00:05:02,120 way to get off, it's just, it's really the only way I get off most of the time, it's 35 00:05:02,120 --> 00:05:12,560 just rubbing my clit, to my finger. Um, I don't know where I was gonna take that thought. 36 00:05:12,560 --> 00:05:20,480 No, I can think of a few ways to take that thought, actually. Um, I hope it's okay that 37 00:05:20,480 --> 00:05:27,080 you're getting my most, like, vanilla side this time, I just, as much as I love mommy-dom, 38 00:05:27,080 --> 00:05:35,920 or older sister stuff, I fucking love that stuff. Excuse me, that was rude, excuse me 39 00:05:35,920 --> 00:05:45,040 body, don't do that. Um, I burped, I'm sorry, um, that was so awkward of me to say that, 40 00:05:45,040 --> 00:06:01,400 MDLG and older sister stuff is nice, but, um, I find that I sometimes just want another 41 00:06:01,400 --> 00:06:07,240 girl to make me feel small without that dynamic there necessarily, you know? I guess, if that 42 00:06:07,240 --> 00:06:12,960 makes sense? I find with women I get kind of submissive, and like, want them to take 43 00:06:12,960 --> 00:06:21,560 the lead more. Um, I can be dominant if need be, but it's not my favorite, I definitely 44 00:06:21,560 --> 00:06:30,560 prefer to be more submissive with women, um, because I feel safe that way, and I like feeling 45 00:06:30,560 --> 00:06:50,320 like I'm being spoiled and taken care of, you know? I'm gonna take this on a slightly 46 00:06:50,320 --> 00:06:57,920 less vanilla, well, not less vanilla, but like, a slightly, I don't really want to say 47 00:06:57,920 --> 00:07:03,800 kinky because I don't think that necessarily doing this is 100% kinky in itself, you know? 48 00:07:03,800 --> 00:07:12,880 But, I also really want my ass played with while being held by another girl, or while 49 00:07:12,880 --> 00:07:17,880 maybe she'd fuck me with a strap-on. I don't usually fantasize about strap-ons, um, for 50 00:07:17,880 --> 00:07:26,640 what it's worth, I prefer fantasizing about fingers up against me or in my ass, or, um, 51 00:07:26,640 --> 00:07:33,680 the nipple against my clit thingy that I'm really obsessed with. I really am obsessed 52 00:07:33,680 --> 00:07:39,640 with boobs, I don't know why, and it's been like that ever since I knew I had sexual desires. 53 00:07:39,640 --> 00:07:46,880 I always fixated on breasts a lot, and while I always have had a preference for bigger 54 00:07:46,880 --> 00:07:51,800 ones, like, I've definitely gotten off to my fair share of small breasts too, like when 55 00:07:51,800 --> 00:07:56,480 looking at porn and stuff like that, you know? I don't really discriminate, even though I 56 00:07:56,480 --> 00:08:09,080 have a preference thing. But, yeah, I just really want my ass filled with a strap-on 57 00:08:09,080 --> 00:08:18,000 or some fingers. I say fingers, but it's actually a little difficult. Well, not difficult, but 58 00:08:18,000 --> 00:08:24,280 I can't really take my whole index finger yet. Um, I can take most of it, but it's that 59 00:08:24,280 --> 00:08:29,160 last little bit that gets a little uncooperative, because usually when I take that much in my 60 00:08:29,160 --> 00:08:34,160 ass, I get a little overwhelmed with how good it feels, and I don't really know what to 61 00:08:34,160 --> 00:08:42,000 do with myself when that happens, so I just sort of let my fingers sit there while I rub 62 00:08:42,000 --> 00:08:49,760 my clit, and then... This is- okay, I'm gonna keep going with this train of thought because 63 00:08:49,760 --> 00:09:06,160 it's getting me going. I'm sorry, I had a spot that felt particularly nice for like 64 00:09:06,160 --> 00:09:18,240 five seconds- well, not even five seconds, for like a second there. Um... Nothing feels 65 00:09:18,240 --> 00:09:23,600 better than like having my ass filled while my clit's played with. Although having my 66 00:09:23,600 --> 00:09:27,920 clit played with is quite lovely, too, and I definitely come that way the most out of 67 00:09:27,920 --> 00:09:34,360 all the ways- all of the ways of being all of two ways that I can come, either a clit 68 00:09:34,360 --> 00:09:42,520 with my clit or having something in my ass as I rub my clit. That gives me really intense 69 00:09:42,520 --> 00:09:48,160 orgasms, and I miss doing ass play stuff. I just haven't really had chances to do it 70 00:09:48,160 --> 00:09:54,640 as much, although recently I did do something very different that I would normally consider 71 00:09:54,640 --> 00:10:06,080 somewhat of a hard limit that I don't particularly care for, um, for those reasons, but I have 72 00:10:06,080 --> 00:10:14,880 been able to get a teensy bit of my finger into my pussy, and truth be told, um, storytime, 73 00:10:14,880 --> 00:10:23,240 I tried doing it again the other night, and I think I regret it slightly because, uh, 74 00:10:23,240 --> 00:10:28,800 the next day, so I can only get up to like the first knuckle of even that, I can't really 75 00:10:28,800 --> 00:10:36,080 get a whole lot in there, and the next morning I woke up and it was like kind of stingy and 76 00:10:36,080 --> 00:10:43,600 sore and it was like, oh man, and it was frustrating because I used lube, and it did make my what 77 00:10:43,600 --> 00:10:47,800 I can get in there, like it did make it slide in a little easier, but it didn't make it 78 00:10:47,800 --> 00:10:55,800 feel any better, which was kind of disappointing, so I don't really enjoy vaginal stimulation, 79 00:10:55,800 --> 00:11:02,320 but I do like- I did discover playing with the entrance, just rubbing against it, feels 80 00:11:02,320 --> 00:11:06,960 fucking fantastic, so that's something I want to play around with more too, because I don't 81 00:11:06,960 --> 00:11:12,520 really do that a whole lot actually, and I think it might be nice to try that, but the 82 00:11:12,520 --> 00:11:20,600 two ways I come are clit play, or clit and ass play together, the latter has made me 83 00:11:20,600 --> 00:11:28,320 like scream before, I'm not really a screamer, but you want a guaranteed way to make it somewhat 84 00:11:28,320 --> 00:11:34,600 happen, there you go, although I always find I have to hold back my noises when I do that 85 00:11:34,600 --> 00:11:40,360 because I live with my family, so if I'm too loud, it's not good, because then it's like, 86 00:11:40,360 --> 00:11:44,680 they'll be like, whispers, what the fuck, and I'll just be like, ugh, I'm sorry, and 87 00:11:44,680 --> 00:11:52,360 it's just gonna be a mess, not the fun kind of mess, although I don't really squirt, interestingly, 88 00:11:52,360 --> 00:12:01,640 so I don't know. 89 00:12:01,640 --> 00:12:07,040 This is a ramble fap in the truest sense, I'm touching myself, but I'm not really like 90 00:12:07,040 --> 00:12:12,200 humming or anything, it's very laid back and casual, but I don't mind, I think it's nice 91 00:12:12,200 --> 00:12:15,200 to do something different. 92 00:12:15,200 --> 00:12:26,400 I'm just gonna kind of focus on rubbing my clit, start fantasizing again, my fantasies 93 00:12:26,400 --> 00:12:32,920 are gonna go a lot of places, as you might have noticed, so bear with me, this is a ramble 94 00:12:32,920 --> 00:12:37,600 fap in the truest sense, in that I'm rambling while touching myself, and lord knows where 95 00:12:37,600 --> 00:12:42,160 my rambles take me, but I know where I want to take my rambles, so here we go, we're gonna 96 00:12:42,160 --> 00:12:46,880 go to the thing that I fix it on the most when I want to come, boob jobs! 97 00:12:46,880 --> 00:12:51,720 I know that I use another tag for this term, but I am not comfortable saying it, so I'm 98 00:12:51,720 --> 00:12:59,760 gonna say boob job, because it's the same thing, it's the term that I feel comfortable 99 00:12:59,760 --> 00:13:06,880 using, but I had a sexy thought earlier, and maybe you'll find it sexy too, I don't know, 100 00:13:06,880 --> 00:13:12,040 if fuda isn't your thing, I'm gonna apologize in advance because we're bringing some fuda 101 00:13:12,040 --> 00:13:13,040 in. 102 00:13:13,040 --> 00:13:20,560 I started this recording wanting to keep it more vanilla, here we are, we're gonna go 103 00:13:20,560 --> 00:13:28,400 into fuda boob job shit, and I am not sorry, because I have such weird taste, and you will 104 00:13:28,400 --> 00:13:47,360 appreciate these tastes, I hope, so, in particular, I really, for some reason, keep fixating on 105 00:13:47,360 --> 00:13:59,800 the idea of another girl like, you know, lactating, and using her breast milk as lube, right, 106 00:13:59,800 --> 00:14:23,960 to give me a boob job plus thing, and getting me off with her breasts, it's like that. 107 00:14:23,960 --> 00:14:27,680 Given that weird thing my clip does where it gets wet when I'm really excited, sort 108 00:14:27,680 --> 00:14:32,880 of like what it's trying to do right now actually, it kind of makes me wonder if I had a dick, 109 00:14:32,880 --> 00:14:44,760 like how much pre-cum would be coming out of me in that situation, but it gets me really 110 00:14:44,760 --> 00:14:45,760 hot. 111 00:14:45,760 --> 00:14:52,800 Just imagining the milk and my pre-cum sort of mixing and getting her breasts all slippery, 112 00:14:52,800 --> 00:15:01,120 like inside her cleavage, you know, with the degree to how detailed my boob job fantasies 113 00:15:01,120 --> 00:15:10,120 get, I sometimes question if I don't have, like, a penis within my heart or something, 114 00:15:10,120 --> 00:15:16,920 because I feel like a girl fantasizing about boob jobs, like, being on the receiving end, 115 00:15:16,920 --> 00:15:21,960 but not like on the receiving end of having her boobs fucked, but like, getting fucked 116 00:15:21,960 --> 00:15:31,040 by boobs is fucking ridiculous, like, if you're a girl out there listening to this, first 117 00:15:31,040 --> 00:15:37,280 of all, hi, second of all, do you also get really wet at the thought of, like, if you 118 00:15:37,280 --> 00:15:42,760 had a dick or, like, whatever, and a girl was, like, rubbing her boobs on you like that, 119 00:15:42,760 --> 00:15:48,040 like, would you also be insanely turned on by that thought, like, am I the only one? 120 00:15:48,040 --> 00:15:49,040 Is this weird? 121 00:15:49,040 --> 00:15:56,400 I think it's weird, it's probably weird, oh no, but I don't care, because I'm just going 122 00:15:56,400 --> 00:16:11,960 to keep rolling with it, because I'm really turned on right now, so, I'm gonna fixate 123 00:16:11,960 --> 00:16:17,200 on this for a bit, okay, I'm gonna apologize in advance if I cum or something, because 124 00:16:17,200 --> 00:16:31,040 it's probably gonna happen, so, I really wanna fuck my hips into her breasts, so she'd press 125 00:16:31,040 --> 00:16:40,680 them together nice and tight around me, as the milk and precomma just keep mixing together, 126 00:16:40,680 --> 00:16:47,520 you know, of course, when needed, she could just pull away for a second and relubricate 127 00:16:47,520 --> 00:16:54,320 me with her milk before wrapping her breasts around me again, and maybe drooling between 128 00:16:54,320 --> 00:17:09,040 them, so I could really feel more of the wetness there, you know? 129 00:17:09,040 --> 00:17:36,760 Each time I'd fuck my hips, she'd move against me, so every time I'd move up, she'd pull 130 00:17:36,760 --> 00:18:04,040 back a little, and back and forth, just continuously going, I kinda wanna apologize for how much 131 00:18:04,040 --> 00:18:10,640 it gets me going, because it's not that those other fantasies don't, you know, but the sun 132 00:18:10,640 --> 00:18:17,640 in particular is a weakness of mine, so I kinda can't resist getting really worked up 133 00:18:17,640 --> 00:18:23,920 over it, you know? 134 00:18:23,920 --> 00:18:28,600 And I know that this one's more like, outlandish, like it wouldn't be realistically feasible, 135 00:18:28,600 --> 00:18:53,280 but that's why it's a fantasy, you know, it's fun to explore it in my head while I touch 136 00:18:53,280 --> 00:19:08,920 it, so I'm just gonna keep fixating on that thought, because I think it's gonna, I think 137 00:19:08,920 --> 00:19:16,560 it's gonna bring me right to the edge where I need to be, so... 138 00:19:16,560 --> 00:19:20,440 I'm at the point in my arousal now where like, not coming isn't really an option, you know 139 00:19:20,440 --> 00:19:27,440 what I mean, like, if I stopped, I'd just feel like I'd need to come anyway, so... 140 00:20:20,440 --> 00:20:24,720 I'm trying not to force it, I'm trying not to force it, because sometimes that's a problem 141 00:20:24,720 --> 00:20:34,560 where I'll sort of force it, and I don't wanna force it, because it hurts my legs after, 142 00:20:34,560 --> 00:20:42,560 my legs get sore, and my body's like, whispers, why did you do that to yourself, and it's 143 00:20:42,560 --> 00:20:48,200 usually worth it, but I don't think it's gonna be worth it to push it, so I'm just gonna 144 00:20:48,200 --> 00:20:53,840 sort of keep going and seeing what happens, but not putting so much pressure on my legs 145 00:20:53,840 --> 00:21:08,240 like that, all at once, you know, it's not good. 146 00:21:08,240 --> 00:21:19,120 I'm still just imagining thrusting right in between the breasts, there's nothing more 147 00:21:19,120 --> 00:21:27,120 that I want than to make them all sticky, like, not that I can come like a man, but 148 00:21:27,120 --> 00:21:51,120 you know, for the sake of the fantasy, let's just say I can, I'm gonna try and stifle my 149 00:21:51,120 --> 00:21:58,120 work as if I can, like my noises, because I think I hear one of my family members awake, 150 00:21:58,120 --> 00:22:25,120 and I want them to walk in on me, it'd be terrifying. 151 00:22:25,120 --> 00:22:32,600 Okay. 152 00:23:02,600 --> 00:23:15,600 My clit got so wet when I came just now, like, when I came it's like the wetness just sort of came right out. 153 00:23:15,600 --> 00:23:21,600 So I guess I sort of did come like I wanted to in the fantasy a little bit. 154 00:23:21,600 --> 00:23:26,600 So, was that out of the way? 155 00:23:26,600 --> 00:23:36,600 Thank you for listening to this ramble fap that did end in an orgasm and also went a million different directions and then went to my typical fixation, so I'm sorry about that. 156 00:23:36,600 --> 00:23:43,600 But thank you so, so much for listening. I felt fucking amazing. I hope you did too. 157 00:23:43,600 --> 00:23:49,600 And that's about it. So thank you for listening. I already said that, but who cares? 158 00:23:49,600 --> 00:23:57,600 And yeah, I guess that's it. See you next time, I guess. Bye bye.