So I came a little bit ago, and it felt really, really good, but I can't go any more rounds.
My clits worn out now, but I do want to record a little dirty ramble again, because I'm having
another very specific fantasy that I want to talk about, because if there's anything
that this little whispers loves more than almost anything, it's girls.
I can't think straight, but I'm not straight, so there ya fuckin' go.
I really can't stop thinking about another girl taking the lead very, very carefully
and taking one of her fingers and gently shoving it in my ass.
I feel like saying shoving it in my ass is a little misleading.
It's more accurate to say I really want her to ease it in my ass, and to very gently rub
my back or stroke my hair, gently coaxing me and praising me for being a good girl,
for taking it in my ass so well, all while I play with my clit and really go at it.
It's really hot to me.
I'm very weak to being coaxed and comforted, especially during sex.
I know that's really fucking weird, but I legit really love that, and for me, when I'm
fantasizing, I feel like the fantasy's not nearly as hot for me if there's no coaxing
or comforting or encouragement.
If there's none of that, I can't come.
It needs to be really like...
It doesn't need to be super tender, but I like it to have...
I like to feel like I'm being treated kindly and warmly, and there's nothing hotter to
me than the idea of another girl watching me warmly.
Maybe with like a soft smile on her face, while she gently finger fucks my ass.
Not hard, not intense, just easing her finger in and out, and hell, maybe not even moving
her finger.
Maybe once her finger's in there, it would just be me rubbing my clit, just letting my
ass greedily suck that finger nice and good, because I have nights where when I finger
fuck my own ass, I just let my finger stay still and I don't move it, because when the
finger moves in my ass, sometimes it's a little bit overwhelming and I don't know what to
do with myself, and in those moments there's nothing more that I would love than for another
girl to bring her mouth close to my ear, so she could whisper softly speak comforting
words to me, but also some dirty words, and like perhaps even gently looking and sucking
at my ear.
I find that stuff really really hot, and my ears are a pretty big erogenous zone for me,
so like, it's a win-win-win, because it's my ears, my ass, and my clit being stimulated,
and for me, that's like my top three, I feel like like my top three erogenous zones are
probably those, to be totally honest, but like, it just really, I don't know, I just
really need my ass fucked by another girl lately.
I'm just like, really, I don't know, just, I'm really longing for it, but like, I mean
in general, I'm just longing for girls, and it's like, I always do, but like, you ever
get so needy, it's like, almost like it aches inside, like, it's like that, you know, and
I just can't stop fantasizing about this specific thing, I just can't stop coming to it, you
know, and it doesn't help I keep watching all this really gentle, sensual lesbian porn
lately, and looking at like really gentle, sensual, like, yuri and I, I'm like a total
dingus, but I can't help it, I kind of feel like a freak, because sometimes, not even
so lately, I really incorporate incest in the mix, and I feel like a bit of a freak
for that, but it's like, it's so hot, it's just so hot, and like, god, see, this is how
you know I'm a horny wreck, I just have all these thoughts, and they, they all happen
at once, but I just, I don't really know where I'm going with this, and I'm pretty sleepy,
but in summary, I just really need that girl to treat me real gentle and sweet while finger
fucking my ass, and licking and sucking my ear, and just, I don't even know, I just need
so much, I need so fucking much, if I'm being honest, like, this doesn't even cover half
the fucking shit I'm longing for with other girls, I'm just like, girls, give me that
shit, yeah, like, I just really crave girls, like, it's crazy, but like I said earlier,
you know, this bitch ain't straight, so like, what you gonna do, the answer's nothing, you're
just gonna, you're just gonna say, yeah, and that's it, see, that's how you know I'm sleepy,
I'm saying really stupid shit, so, anyway, that's another dirty ramble for you, I guess,
uh, I don't know, this is what I get for trying to talk post-orgasm, I'm really sleepy now,
that orgasm did me in, oh god, thanks for listening to my late night ramblings of doom,
I don't know where the fuck this is going, and I just felt compelled to do this, but
what the fuck ever, okay, I'm gonna go get rehydrated, and then go to bed, I'm a sleepy
sleepy girl, so, I'm gonna go to bed and get snuggled up and then inevitably fantasize
about girls fucking me gently again, getting their fingers all up in my butt, and just
having a good old time trying to sleep with that distracting thought in my head, you know,
normal things, normal things you think about before you go to bed, sexually charged thoughts,
oh god, I'm so fucking done for, I'm just done, I'm gone, girls, I'm just, I'm a puddle,
I'm a mess, girls are good, and that's where I'm gonna end this, girls are good, oh my
god, this was a mess, but so am I, ayo!