I'm feeling pretty horny, honestly. Oh gosh, lately I think it's safe to say that I'm just incredibly fucking horny. It's been like that for the past several weeks now. I'm not really sure why that is, like I feel like I'm actually more horny than I usually am, which I mean I'm not complaining because I like being horny, but it's just, I don't know, it's kind of overwhelming just because I feel this need to like take care of it a little more frequently than usual and stuff. I can feel myself getting all excited down there just talking about this, so I'm gonna keep talking about this and see how long it takes me to cave in and touch myself, I think. I really do feel like I've gone into heat or something. I know I use that analogy a lot, but it's like a really sexy analogy, so I'm cool with using it. It gets me going a lot, so I really like that phrase, you know, it really does it for me. It's really nice. Lately, in particular, I'm craving another woman sort of dominating me and the like, which, you know, that's not very out of line for my usual fantasy because that's something I think about quite a lot, but the degrees of domination kind of vary. Usually, I tend to think of it more sensually, more gentle, and that never really changes, but the degree of gentle femdomness that I fantasize about kind of shifts and differs a bit. Like, lately, I've been really craving slightly firmer femdom, but not anything like wildly different from what I'm into. I really like being sensually coaxed into things and taken care of and things like that, but I kind of like the idea of another lady getting maybe a teensy bit firmer with me. I think that would be kind of hot. I like a lot of things. I'm very open to a lot of different things, and the majority of those things are things I've talked about quite a lot already, but I'm having just a craving to, I guess, be fucked. I know that phrase usually conjures an image of, like, you know, legs spread, pussies being filled, things like that, and I always hesitate to use the phrase because that's not how I imagine getting fucked, because that's not how I prefer it at all. So if I crave penetrative stuff, I imagine my ass getting fucked, because that really does it for me. I've, you know, there was one time I was playing with my ass, and I came exclusively from just the finger in my ass. It was kind of overwhelming and weird, but it really did it for me. I find it's easier to come from ass play when I play with my clit, though, so I usually combine rubbing my clit and fingering my asshole, but like really turned on. I'm not even touching myself and my breathing's already all heavy and stuff, oh gosh. I'm very weak to really a lot of stuff, but lately in particular I really crave very light humiliation, maybe some light degradation, maybe. I just want to be slightly embarrassed during sexy stuff. It's not hard because I get embarrassed and shy so easy, because that's just sort of how I am, but the thing is, despite how shy I get, I'm also really horny and pervy, so it's a bit of a gap. I guess in anime terms you would call this gap moe or something, which would mean like the gap makes it even cuter, even more endearing. There's my nerdy side coming out for you, so that sounds like a threat, doesn't it? The fact the sexy shit, I just really want another woman to play with me, and I don't want to say mess me up because that gives connotations of being played with roughly and you know that kind of thing, which isn't really my thing, but I want to be made into like a puddle. Let's word it like that because I think that better conveys what I'm into. I really like the gentle stuff the best, and I don't necessarily mean I like my clip being played with gentle. I find I come the quickest rubbing it hard and quick side to side, but I like to rub it in circles directly, like on the butt itself. If I'm really wet and turned on, I like to do that. It makes me come like crazy hard. It's the one way I really like to touch myself when I'm really worked up. I really just, I don't know, there's so much I want and crave and like need, and I don't know, it's like, I don't know, I'm like really, really sexually frustrated lately. I just really want to be played with, I guess, but I also really like the idea of pleasing another lady too. I think that would be really hot. I'd want to use my body to satisfy her however I could. Of course, minding the hard limit that I usually make note of, but I would do anything in my power to make her feel really good. Really worked up. I don't want to touch myself, to be honest, so I think I'm gonna do it because my nipples are getting hard and I've been really swollen down there for a little while now, so I think I'm gonna touch myself. I'm gonna be very quiet because it's late, so I'm gonna whisper, but at least it rings true to my username. Okay, I'm not gonna rush it though, I'm just gonna take my time. Okay, I'm just very gently rubbing my clit in circles right now, just on the hood, nice and gentle, kind of quick, but just trying to get it nice and excited. I like more excited so that I can rub it the way I usually like to. I think I'm just gonna start going for it. Don't mind any background sound you hear, if anything I think it'll mask out my noises a little bit. I just really want another girl to take charge of me a little bit. I want her to make me feel protected and safe, but also I really want her to make me feel small and maybe even a little bit weak. I just, I do like guys in a sexual sense, but there's something about women that just hits me the way that men just don't hit me, if that makes any sense. Because usually when I touch myself I think of another girl playing with getting me off. Whether that be with her mouth, or maybe her breasts if I'm thinking of the one specific thing I really like, or her hand, or maybe her thigh if I'm grinding on it, it doesn't matter. There's a lot of stuff I really like. There's a lot of things I really want another girl to do to me, or that I want her to make me do to her, if that makes any sense. I've been bent up all day, I haven't come yet at all, so I've been really horny all day. It feels really good. I'm going to rush and I'm just going to take my time. I really like the idea of wearing a collar and leash for another girl so she can take control of the leash, so she can pull me or guide me wherever she needs me. I also find the idea of a girl holding a leash to be really sexy and that I'd feel very safe and protected. I think that's a major turn on for me. I know it's not inherently sexual, but the thought of being safe to be vulnerable really does it for me. I'm really shy and nervous a lot of the time, especially when I'm being dirty. I like the thought of being reassured that I'm safe and that it's okay for me to be however I want to be in that moment. Comfort and reassurance and encouragement are major major major turn ons for me. They're not inherently sexual in nature, I would think, but the thought of another lady just gently coaxing me and being very gentle with me like that is such a turn on. Because sometimes I get very much in my own head when I'm doing things. I worry a lot. So for me, it's a major turn on to think of being very gently comforted and reassured during the stuff, if that makes sense. I realize it's not inherently sexual, so maybe it's a little bit weird, but it really does it for me. I'm just going to keep whispering and trying to keep my noises to a bit of a minimum because I don't want to get like, because I live with family, I don't want to get like walked in on for being too noisy or something, if that makes sense. I do think I want to get my finger a little bit wet to make this a bit easier for me, so give me one moment to do that. I don't have lube with me at the moment, so I'm going to do this the old fashioned way. Not as wet as I would have liked it to be, but that's okay. I need to drink more water, I think. Okay. Oh, that's much better. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I really like the idea of sucking on another girl's nipples while she pets my hair. I think it'd be really comforting but really sexy, especially if I could grind on her side again, assuming that it would be possible to do so. Not sure, but I like to think it would be. I think it'd be really hot. Sorry if my noises sound a bit weird or anything when I'm getting off. I know it's probably not to everyone's taste, but I'm not here to please everybody. I'm just pleasing myself for you to listen to. So whether that's up to your preference or not, I don't know. But that's okay. Just that I haven't touched myself all day, so I'm really fucking horny. I'm really found to have. I really want to babble about the one thing. If you're a new listener, you might not be familiar with what this new thing is. Or what this thing is. But it's a very particular thing. It's not mandatory, but it's something I really love. I think about it a lot. But the thought of our nipple rubbing up against my heart is such a fucking turnip. Like I saw this video on Tumblr recently, someone liked me. It was really sexy. One girl was on her back with her legs spread, her pussy out, and the other had positioned herself between her legs so that one of her breasts was pretty close to her pussy. She let some saliva fall down over the girl's pussy, and then she started to rub her breast against her pussy, and rubbed her nipple on her clad. It's really fucking sexy. The video was shamefully very short. I would have liked to see a full version of that. It was really sexy, but I fantasize about it so fucking much. I really do. I know it's weirdly specific and kind of out there, but it really does it for me. It's not like a requirement to get me off per se, but it's one of the quickest ways to do it. If I'm looking for porn, it's one of the quickest things that gets me off when I watch it. Just thinking about how the hard nipple on the soft skin of her breast would feel up against my wet, needy pussy, and it's really turning me on. It's so fucking hot. Lately I've had a bit of a hankering over wearing a strap on and making the other girl, well not making, I think that implies a bit of dominance, and I don't usually like to dominate other girls, but... I like the idea of wearing a strap on and having a girl fuck me with her breasts while I wear it like that, if that makes sense. I want her to get my strap on a boob job, is what I'm saying, to be more direct. I know I wouldn't be able to really feel it, but god damn it, the visual would get me so swollen and wet. It's just so fucking sexy. I just really love breasts. There's a lot of things I want to do to them, big or small. They're so fucking pretty and cute. I love breasts so much. They're probably my biggest fetish, I think. No pun intended. I've also had a really big hankering for me lately. I've been craving to play with my tight little asshole. I especially love the idea of another girl playing with my tight little asshole for me, stretching it open and playing with it. I think it would be really fucking sexy, you know? I like the idea of having my ass fucked with a strap on, too. I think that'd be so fucking sexy. But I'd want her to be slow and careful. I don't want to be hurt during it. I want to feel good. So I'd want her to thrust very carefully, because when I finger my asshole, I'm not very used to thrusting it in and out so much. It makes me whimper so much. I get so overwhelmed when I move my finger in there. Not in a bad way, just in like a, oh my god, it's too much, it's too good way. Mmm. Mmm. I also really like the idea of a girl, like, while I wear a strap on, I like the idea of a girl riding me. Kind of just making it clear who's in control. Maybe like leaning over and letting me suck on her nipple, I guess. I think that'd be really fucking sexy, too. I think it'd be really sexy to see another girl bouncing on top of me. Another fantasy I've had is, have you ever seen those double-ended dildos? I like the idea of using one of those with another girl. I want to put the one end in my asshole, and I'd let the other girl put in whichever hole she felt best about. And then, I'd want to play with my needy little clip while we have the toy inside of ourselves like that. I think that'd be so fucking hot. I just keep thinking back about getting the strap on. Like, words are difficult, but I keep thinking back to the strap on boob job thingy and the being red thingy. But I think one kind of sexy idea would be letting the girl just ride the strap on, getting herself off on it, playing with her clothes and whatnot. And then, after she'd came and maybe got it a bit wet with her juices and stuff, then maybe she could... And I know I wouldn't feel anything from it, it's not important. It's about the visual that would get me really wet, or more needy than I already am. Once it'd be all slick with her juices, just having her climb between my legs and just fucking wrapping her breasts around it and fucking it with them. It'd be kind of nice if there was a way for strap on technology to have feeling or something like that, or maybe a way for it to vibrate against the clit or something. Do you know what I mean? I think that'd be really fucking sexy. I'm getting really wet, oh fuck. But just any way for me, I guess in this case it'd be more appropriate to be a futa, but regardless, just having her use her breasts to please me or to make me feel good or whatever would be so goddamn sexy. And if not that, then I just want her to get me really needy and wet and then just wrap her in a ball over my fucking pussy. There's just so fucking much I want though beyond that and it's hard to put it into words. I just want another girl to take me right now, pretty much however she wants minus the hard little bit thingy, but other than that she can do whatever the fuck she wants to me. As long as she's not hurting me because I don't like pain. But anything else is fair game. I feel so fucking good playing with my new healer, oh god. It's starting to feel really, probably getting close and we'll see. Just really want another girl to take charge of me right now. Please, please, I'll let you use me however you think would make you feel best. Please. If you think I do a good job at least. Please. I confess to being very curious about trying to rub my breasts on someone's pussy too. I don't think I've ever spoken about this aspect of it yet, but I like the idea of getting between another girl's legs and doing it to her too. I think it'd be really fucking sexy. Especially if like, maybe if she were on the smaller side and couldn't do it to me that'd be okay because I could do it to her. I'd love to, it'd be my pleasure. Just really fixated on breasts right now, I'm sorry. But I really like that strap on fib job fantasy so I'm gonna stick with it. I just wanna see a soft pair of breasts wrapped around. Moving back and forth, breasts tightly around. I'd want her to treat it as if the strap on were my dick. I'm so turned on, I'm so turned on, I'm so turned on. Fuck, fuck, fuck. I confess that I do kind of find the idea of dominating another girl kind of hot too. So if you're listening to this and maybe you're more on the submissive side. And if you're okay with the idea of this, I kinda like to make you do it for me. If like, it were physically capable for you to do that. If it wasn't, that's okay. But if it is, and for the sake of my orgasm, I'm gonna pretend like it is. So don't take offense to it, I'm sorry if it makes you sad or anything. But I want you to wrap your soft breasts around it. And put my strap on. But I want you to treat it as if it were actually a dick. So I'd want you to use them as if you could make me cum with them. Please, please use your breasts to make me feel good. I want you to fucking do it, actually. Maybe I shouldn't beg too nicely, maybe I should make you do it. If you're into that, if you're into a little bit of meanness, maybe I could just make you do it. And you wouldn't be allowed to stop until I felt really fucking good. And for the sake of the fantasy, we're gonna say that it would feel like a little bit of something for me. I know in reality it probably wouldn't, and that's okay. But this isn't reality, this is for me to cum, so we're gonna roll with it. I don't care if you just push them really tight together and move them up and down, or if you would juggle them side to side, I don't fucking care. I just want you to make me cum with your breasts, basically. But make sure to draw between them so it's nice and fucking slippery. So turn on, so turn on. I wouldn't want you to keep stopping, or I wouldn't want you to stop moving them, or it's just so fucking hard when I'm this turned on, I'm sorry. How about you just keep fucking moving them against me? Please. Oh, that's a good fucking girl. I'm gonna fucking cum, I'm cumming. Didn't mean to get so domy at the end, but I'm not opposed to the thought of dominating another girl. I think it'd be really odd, actually. I guess it's good that I'm a switch, so I can really go either way, but I usually prefer the thought of being dominated by another girl. I got very carried away, but thank you for listening, and I'm sorry if my fantasies were weird. I'm a little bit shy about them, especially that last one, so be gentle with me, okay?