1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:06,520 I'm having thoughts about scat and I figured it might be worth rambling about because it's 2 00:00:06,520 --> 00:00:10,640 kind of more a fantasy than anything. 3 00:00:10,640 --> 00:00:18,920 So, my biggest thing is I want to be watched while shitting. 4 00:00:18,920 --> 00:00:34,280 In particular, I want to be squatting and I want for the person to be looking at me, 5 00:00:34,280 --> 00:00:47,720 watching my body and how it heaves and rides as I anticipate the shit to start coming out. 6 00:00:47,720 --> 00:00:55,360 I want my gasps and whimpers to be heard as the shit starts to push its way out of my 7 00:00:55,360 --> 00:01:00,800 asshole ever so slowly. 8 00:01:00,800 --> 00:01:03,960 I want to be watched. 9 00:01:03,960 --> 00:01:09,480 I want to be witnessed in such a shameful state. 10 00:01:09,480 --> 00:01:14,520 I think it's probably one of the most humiliating states that somebody could be in, but I don't 11 00:01:14,520 --> 00:01:19,680 want to be humiliated while being watched, I just want to be quietly watched. 12 00:01:19,680 --> 00:01:26,240 The humiliation would come from having someone's eyes on me as I'm shitting. 13 00:01:26,240 --> 00:01:32,560 I want to feel my asshole stretch open as the shit came out, the smell permeating in 14 00:01:32,560 --> 00:01:35,440 the air. 15 00:01:35,440 --> 00:01:41,840 I'd want the person to smell it as well, I want them to smell the shameful but erotic 16 00:01:41,840 --> 00:01:45,840 stench of my waste. 17 00:01:45,840 --> 00:01:49,560 Perhaps one of the most intimate parts of me. 18 00:01:49,560 --> 00:01:57,480 Everything I've eaten, everything in my system coming out in that solid erotic form, its 19 00:01:57,480 --> 00:02:05,720 stench in the air, the stretching of my anus. 20 00:02:05,720 --> 00:02:12,280 God, I'm going insane over here. 21 00:02:12,280 --> 00:02:21,520 I just got off, so I don't feel a need to get off again, but I'm craving scat play lately 22 00:02:21,520 --> 00:02:27,140 and it's intense and I just wanted to share a little fantasy about scat, but not involving 23 00:02:27,140 --> 00:02:32,080 scat play, although I will say lately I've had a bit of a hankering and it's really really 24 00:02:32,080 --> 00:02:35,200 gross and really embarrassing, please don't judge. 25 00:02:35,200 --> 00:02:39,220 I kind of want to try eating shit. 26 00:02:39,220 --> 00:02:45,560 Not in a humiliating or degrading way, I just, well, I say that but one of my fantasies involves 27 00:02:45,560 --> 00:02:51,960 having a dog bowl in front of me and me being forced to eat it. 28 00:02:51,960 --> 00:02:56,640 If I can make a random confession, I did taste some of my shit at one point and it actually 29 00:02:56,640 --> 00:02:57,860 tasted really nice. 30 00:02:57,860 --> 00:03:03,920 I did not hate it a single bit, it was nice and the taste was very lingering and it's 31 00:03:03,920 --> 00:03:07,800 almost as if I could taste the smell of it, if that makes any remote sense. 32 00:03:07,800 --> 00:03:12,920 It was intense and I loved it and I want to experience it full force. 33 00:03:12,920 --> 00:03:17,680 I don't know, it's like, I'm craving scat play lately, I just don't know to what extent 34 00:03:17,680 --> 00:03:27,400 is or isn't okay yet, but I'm craving scat and I just needed to babble a bit, so yeah. 35 00:03:27,400 --> 00:03:33,240 But if I can confess a more intimate thing involving scat that I want, it's a bit embarrassing 36 00:03:33,240 --> 00:03:41,680 but isn't everything, I want to be in front of somebody while they're on the toilet and 37 00:03:41,680 --> 00:03:52,380 I just want to wrap my arms around them and start licking their ears very gently, letting 38 00:03:52,380 --> 00:04:00,600 my hand rub up and down their back, maybe bringing my other hand down to their ass and 39 00:04:00,600 --> 00:04:09,640 rubbing my finger against their anus, just trying to relax at the best I can and comforting 40 00:04:09,640 --> 00:04:17,600 them while they shit for me, comforting them and making them feel comfortable and safe, 41 00:04:17,600 --> 00:04:25,240 letting out that most intimate part of them for me to witness, for me to smell. 42 00:04:25,240 --> 00:04:31,280 I'd want their ass to stretch open for me and I'd want to, if they would let me, and 43 00:04:31,280 --> 00:04:41,120 if they were okay with it, I'd want to stick my finger inside of their shitty little ass. 44 00:04:41,120 --> 00:04:44,960 I feel like it would turn me on a whole lot to do that. 45 00:04:44,960 --> 00:04:53,720 It is turning me on a lot, so I don't know, yeah, sorry, I'm in such a minority here, 46 00:04:53,720 --> 00:04:58,160 it's like, go, scat, and then for a lot of people it's like, scat is where my limits 47 00:04:58,160 --> 00:05:02,720 are, so no, and it's like, if that's your limit, that's fine, I'm not mocking you, but 48 00:05:02,720 --> 00:05:07,720 it's like, I feel so creepy, because here I am, like, I'm cute and vanilla and gentle, 49 00:05:07,720 --> 00:05:12,120 but then it's like, I want you to shit in my mouth and I want to be like a shit slave 50 00:05:12,120 --> 00:05:17,600 or something and it's fucking weird, I don't even know, I don't even know anymore, okay? 51 00:05:17,600 --> 00:05:23,560 God, no, but in all seriousness, thank you for listening to my ramblings about scat again, 52 00:05:23,560 --> 00:05:29,080 but I'm still taking baby steps, I'm not comfortable doing, like, masturbating when pooping or 53 00:05:29,080 --> 00:05:56,720 anything like that kind of thing yet, but I'll get there eventually, whoo-ee!