Hello Gone Wild Audible. I have some time to ramble, so I figured why not. And
before I begin, this audio will contain no masturbation or any orgasms, so if you
were hoping for that, I'm really sorry. I'm still sort of easing my way back into
making content, because it's been a while. So yeah, so in particular I want to talk
about a couple things, and I believe I've rambled about this in the past, but I
want to ramble about it again, because god damn it, it turns me on like really
good, and so first of all, girls are hot, and I want to do all kinds of things with
them. Secondly, if that girl is older than me, she can do whatever the fuck she
wants, as long as it won't hurt me or anything, because pain ain't my game, but
god damn, do I want to do things with an older girl? Holy shit, holy fucking shit.
So to blabber about this in more detail, where the fuck do I begin? Because women,
age gaps, we're already hitting two of my biggest turn-ons, like holy fuck, is it
gonna be very coherent? This ramble, I'm a little worried how coherent this is
gonna be, because girls do things to me. Like, I am bi, so guys are cool, but truth
be told, I guess, I guess we'll start here. So this is a little less, I guess,
sexy, but there are some fun little anecdotes I can share with this, actually.
Let's just, let's start from here, let's start from here. So when I, like, it's
really ever since I could remember when I was young, I always get to get, I always
used to get these very, like, massive crushes on female characters from, like,
cartoons and anime and stuff like that. In fact, I can distinctly remember one of
my very first crushes was Sailor Moon, which, it's kind of weird, like, I say that,
but it's, like, I'm not sure if it's because I thought romantically of her, or
if it's, like, I thought of her as, like, my best friend. It always kind of changed
depending on my mood, but mostly I thought of her as, like, a very best
friend or something, but I felt very passionately about the character and
what have you, and I think it was around then that I kind of started to think
about, like, girls from a kind of, I guess, passionate way, as opposed to a
friendshipy way, although funny side anecdote, I do remember very distinctly
when I was in kindergarten. I was a very rambunctious little child. I don't know
what happened to her, but I wanted to come back. Maybe she, god damn it, I kicked
something. Sorry. I want that rambunctious side to come back, but
maybe it's in its own way still here. It's just maybe mellowed out because I'm
not, like, five anymore, but I was in kindergarten. I used to, it was very odd
looking back on it. I'm not sure why I used to do this, but whenever I felt very
excited, I would, like, I'd hug one of my female classmates and give her, like, a
kiss on the cheek. It was fucking weird. It was so weird. I was such a weird kid. Why did I do that?
I was always very easily excitable when I was kid. I mean, I still am, but, like, I
feel like it's a little different now because I don't just randomly hug people
and kiss them on the cheek and stuff because I'm not a weirdo.
Um. Oh, that anecdote. Good god. There's gonna be more fun ones like this, so strap in. We're in for a ride.
Fuck, that was so weird. Okay. So, continuing from my crush on Sailor Moon, because that's really where my
passionate feelings for women sort of start to kick in, but I didn't really
realize that I was sexually interested in women until maybe around, I say women,
but it's probably more appropriate to say girls at this point because I was
underage, so I think it's a little more appropriate to say that I'm, I guess, I
started to discover I really felt sexually towards girls and in more
romantic ways towards girls around maybe, maybe fifth, sixth, maybe fifth or
sixth grade. Sorry, I'm starting to get all stammery, and it's funny when I was in
fifth grade. We're gonna go into funny anecdote land again, although I feel like
this is the origin of one of my deepest fetishes I have, our deepest interests
sexually that I have. I say fifth grade. I think it might have been fourth grade. I
don't really remember, so it's funny because at this point I didn't know
lesbian sex was a thing, so I didn't even really know that, like, it's like I
instinctively knew that it must have been possible, like, that, like, if a man
and a woman can have sex, surely two women can do it too. Like, I was a, I don't
know, like, it's not like my parents ever talked to me about that kind of thing. I
guess I was just always very open-minded to possibilities like that without
really realizing it. Looking back, kind of had a progressive mindset. Go little
whispers, but, or little whispers might not be the right phrase in there
because I think there's a difference between little girl whispers versus
little whispers when I get into sort of a little headspace with girls, fucking
girls. Oh, girls are so good! Sorry. So, yeah, younger me thought, well, if a man
and a woman can do the do, surely two girls can do the do, and how did they do
the do? In my head, here's how I imagined it. I feel like it explains everything
about my one sexual interest. I realized it the other day. Oh god, it's so fucking
weird. You'll see why I'm laughing so much. It's really weird because it's a
little more specific than what I'm actually into now. So, when I was, you
know, I was like, you know, ten. Two girls can surely have sex, so how do they do it?
Well, back then I didn't realize outer course was a thing, so I assumed that
people always, you know, had penetrative sex only and never did outer course
because I knew nothing about outer course, despite my favorite way to
masturbate when I was, like, ever since I could remember was, like, humping
everything and fucking sight, like, holy shit. That's gonna come to use. My fucking
lifelong skill of humping is gonna come to use and it's gonna be amazing, but
that is besides the point. I'm getting off track. So, I didn't realize that outer
course was really a thing that people did together until I was much older, like
around high school, and even then I didn't know there was really a term for
it until very recently when it started to become, like, a tag. So, when I was ten, I
always thought, well, a woman puts the penis in her vagina if it's, you know, if
it's a man and a woman. So, if it's a girl, and I didn't know that strap bones were
a thing either, mind you, nor that fingering was a thing. I was very
innocent back then. I didn't know any of this, but I did assume when two girls
had sex that, looking back, this is the stupidest fucking thing, but I feel like
it explains a lot about my interests. God damn. I thought it. This is so fucking bad. This is a lot of
buildup for this. It's gonna be worth it. We're gonna laugh about this together
because, oh god, it's so bad. So, I assumed the one girl... I don't think I'm
gonna be able to say this without going into hysterics, but I'll try not to because
it has evolved into one of my main sexual interests anyway, but, oh god, it's
so weirdly specific. So, when I was a little girl, I thought that you used to have sex
if you were two girls. It was one girl taking her boob, her one boob, and
sticking it into the other girl, like the boob would elongate, and you would
stick it inside like a dick. I don't know. It was so weird. It was weird. See, I told you it's
weirdly specific, but I think we can see where that has evolved. Now I don't like
it going that far. That's fucking weird, but I do like the thought of a nipple
growing right against my clip. That's hot. Do that. Yes. The other thing is just
weird. So, with that fun fucking tangent out of the way... Oh god, I was such a
weird kid. Girls. God damn girls. See, I'm talking like girls turned me on, and I
discovered this and that, but it's like, mind you, for reference, I'm sexually
inexperienced in real life, and I haven't really even made out with anyone before.
So a lot of this is just, like, discoveries I've made through, like,
online interactions or through, like, you know, porn and stuff like that, but there
are a lot of things I imagine and think about, and that's where I'm headed next
with this ramble, because I have already started getting way off topic, and this
ramble turns out as having no real cohesive direction to it, because girls
are hot. They do things to me, and I want them to do all of the things to me. All of
the things that aren't painful or scary. That I don't want, but things that are,
like, you know, things... Oh god, girls are good. So, for some reason, I find I get
especially turned on if the girl's older than me, like, if the person's older than
me, I find it hotter, and it's interesting, because they don't
necessarily have to be, like, in, I guess what you would call, MILF territory. Like,
if anything, that can be hot, and I don't mind it. I do think it can be okay,
and I'm not against it or the idea of it. I do think, though, that a lot of my
fantasies with women older than me tend to have women a little bit closer to my
own age, but not by, like, super close. Like, I'm thinking maybe a two to three
or age gap and above, though usually I imagine women in, like, their late 20s
or late 30s. Not specific women, but, like, when I think of, well, usually not
specific women, but yeah, like, age gaps have always really got me going, and I
don't really know why, but I guess part of it is I like to feel very small and
very, excuse me, I'm sorry, so much clearing my throat going on. I do like
for other girls to kind of make me feel small and protected, I guess. Like, it's
not to say I don't like the thought of a guy protecting me, but it's, like, it's
very different for me context-wise, in my opinion. It's a little different, because
I guess on a slightly heavier note, I do have a bit of emotional baggage in
relation to men that I still am working to get through, but with girls I don't
have such a baggage, so it's a lot easier for me to feel comfortable
fantasizing about girls, you know, but I always imagined myself as the younger
one or the inexperienced one in my fantasies. All the older one kind of
teaches me, like, how to feel good, or it's like, I don't know, taking the lead, I
guess, and helping me not be so shy during sexual stuff, because despite being very
open about what I'm into and whatnot, I am actually quite shy about sexy talk a
lot of the time. I get kind of, like, shy expressing my thoughts and stuff if I'm
one-on-one with somebody, or at least I feel embarrassment about the stuff I'm
into a lot of the time. So I like to imagine an older woman kind of
encouraging me to not be so shy and embarrassed about it, and to comfort me
and let my inner pervert awaken and come out to where I'm not so shy and nervous,
you know, and I specifically fantasize about that with women, because goddamn,
especially if we can, can we get some incest tags up in this bitch? We're gonna
do it, so this audio is gonna have those tags for this reason. I do feel the need
to disclaim that I'm not into my mother nor am I into my sisters. However, I love
the thought of, like, like, I almost think of it, like, sometimes I think of myself
as, like, a hentai heroine in my head when I'm getting myself off or I'm
fantasizing, and I imagine, like, the hypothetical sister or mother being very
nurturing with me and taking the lead and all that stuff, you know, but it's, I
don't know what the word is for it. What am I trying to say? I guess I totally lost
my train of thought. Why did I want to get the incest stuff in here? Right, right,
okay, so age gaps are hot, but it's even hotter if, like, to me, it's a little
hotter when incest gets involved, especially if it's, like, older sister or
mother stuff. I am finding I sort of have a preference for older sister, but, like,
it's weird. So, like, I prefer a girl that is, like, in my fantasies. I prefer a girl
that's, like, I guess closer to my age, but not necessarily super close to my own
age. Like, maybe she's in her 20s, like, her late 20s or mid-20s or, like, early
30s or something like that, but, like, I'd, like, refer to her as, like, my older
sister while she does stuff to me or mommy. Um, but, I don't know, I just, uh, girls
are so fucking hot, god damn it. Um, I don't really know where this ramble is
ultimately gonna go to, or where it's even really headed, because I can't
really think of what to talk about at this point. My mind's kind of drawing
blanks because I'm thinking of girls and all the things I want to do with girls.
Maybe I can talk about that. Actually, why not talk about that a bit? What am I
thinking about right now? So, there's this one thought I have. It's, like, a sex
position, I guess you'd call it. Um, and I always imagine this, especially when
I'm thinking of, like, the incestual fantasies, especially, I don't know why
it's fucking weird, but I'm a little on the shorter side, and I like to imagine
that the other girl would, uh, like, sit me in her lap, and, like, with my back
facing her, and that she would bring, like, a hand around maybe to play with my
breasts or something like that, or just to kind of hug me, and then the other
to, like, rub, rub me down there, you know? Um, I say down there when I'm not turned
on. How fucking weird is that? But, yeah, um, that, that's something I think about a
lot, but I especially think about, like, just anything in general with women where
I often, now I say, like, you know, referring to them as, like, my older
sister and stuff, but there's this very specific way I imagine it. This is where
my dorky side comes in, but it's really sexy, so, well, to me it is. It's probably
gonna be dorky to everyone else, but there's this Japanese term, um, onechan,
which means, like, older sister, and, uh, when I'm getting myself off, sometimes I
find that I sort of kind of, like, whimper it, like, you know, cuz I
sometimes like to imagine that when I'm rubbing my clit, it's not me that's doing
it, but, like, my fictional love interest doing it, and that I'd be calling her
that. I know that's weird, but, yeah, that's a thing. That's a thing, definitely. Um, I
don't know. Like, I love girls. I love age gaps. I have to sneeze. I think I have to
sneeze. My nose feels like it's gonna do the thing. Am I gonna do it? No, I'm good.
Never mind. I don't think I have to sneeze after all, which if I do, I'll try
to warn beforehand. Okay, I'm good. So, girls turn me on, age caps turn me on, but
you put the two together, and it's, like, my ultimate, like, ah, it's like my
ultimate, like, bliss right there. Um, I don't know. Where am I even going with
this? I don't know. Lately, I find I just really desperately crave more, like, I
don't know. I just, I crave so much girl on girl stuff. It's not even funny. I
really just, like, I don't know. I just really want another girl to take care of
me sexually, and it'd be even hotter if she were, like, older than me. I feel like
I'm one of the younger girls in the audio porn world, so I feel like that
would not be very hard to fantasize about an older girl doing shit to me,
because I'm younger than most of the girls here, I feel like. But, not that
that really matters, but it's, like, for the sake of the age gap fantasy, yes it
does. But, yeah, I don't know. I don't know where I'm going with this anymore, so I
think I'll stop for now, but, uh, yeah, I definitely hope you enjoyed listening to
this ramble that ultimately went nowhere. And, uh, girls turned me on a fuckton, and,
uh, yeah, good times. So, see you all later, I guess. I don't know when later is, but,
yeah, see you for now.