1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:08,820 Hello Gone Wild Audible. I have some time to ramble, so I figured why not. And 2 00:00:08,820 --> 00:00:16,540 before I begin, this audio will contain no masturbation or any orgasms, so if you 3 00:00:16,540 --> 00:00:23,660 were hoping for that, I'm really sorry. I'm still sort of easing my way back into 4 00:00:23,660 --> 00:00:32,480 making content, because it's been a while. So yeah, so in particular I want to talk 5 00:00:32,480 --> 00:00:39,320 about a couple things, and I believe I've rambled about this in the past, but I 6 00:00:39,320 --> 00:00:45,160 want to ramble about it again, because god damn it, it turns me on like really 7 00:00:45,160 --> 00:00:54,400 good, and so first of all, girls are hot, and I want to do all kinds of things with 8 00:00:54,400 --> 00:01:00,920 them. Secondly, if that girl is older than me, she can do whatever the fuck she 9 00:01:00,920 --> 00:01:05,720 wants, as long as it won't hurt me or anything, because pain ain't my game, but 10 00:01:05,720 --> 00:01:13,800 god damn, do I want to do things with an older girl? Holy shit, holy fucking shit. 11 00:01:13,800 --> 00:01:24,200 So to blabber about this in more detail, where the fuck do I begin? Because women, 12 00:01:24,200 --> 00:01:31,680 age gaps, we're already hitting two of my biggest turn-ons, like holy fuck, is it 13 00:01:31,680 --> 00:01:36,600 gonna be very coherent? This ramble, I'm a little worried how coherent this is 14 00:01:36,600 --> 00:01:44,920 gonna be, because girls do things to me. Like, I am bi, so guys are cool, but truth 15 00:01:44,920 --> 00:01:53,040 be told, I guess, I guess we'll start here. So this is a little less, I guess, 16 00:01:53,040 --> 00:01:58,040 sexy, but there are some fun little anecdotes I can share with this, actually. 17 00:01:58,040 --> 00:02:07,400 Let's just, let's start from here, let's start from here. So when I, like, it's 18 00:02:07,400 --> 00:02:13,200 really ever since I could remember when I was young, I always get to get, I always 19 00:02:13,200 --> 00:02:19,600 used to get these very, like, massive crushes on female characters from, like, 20 00:02:19,600 --> 00:02:23,480 cartoons and anime and stuff like that. In fact, I can distinctly remember one of 21 00:02:23,480 --> 00:02:33,960 my very first crushes was Sailor Moon, which, it's kind of weird, like, I say that, 22 00:02:33,960 --> 00:02:38,440 but it's, like, I'm not sure if it's because I thought romantically of her, or 23 00:02:38,440 --> 00:02:43,200 if it's, like, I thought of her as, like, my best friend. It always kind of changed 24 00:02:43,200 --> 00:02:45,760 depending on my mood, but mostly I thought of her as, like, a very best 25 00:02:45,760 --> 00:02:52,160 friend or something, but I felt very passionately about the character and 26 00:02:52,160 --> 00:02:57,840 what have you, and I think it was around then that I kind of started to think 27 00:02:57,840 --> 00:03:05,960 about, like, girls from a kind of, I guess, passionate way, as opposed to a 28 00:03:05,960 --> 00:03:10,840 friendshipy way, although funny side anecdote, I do remember very distinctly 29 00:03:10,840 --> 00:03:14,800 when I was in kindergarten. I was a very rambunctious little child. I don't know 30 00:03:14,800 --> 00:03:19,040 what happened to her, but I wanted to come back. Maybe she, god damn it, I kicked 31 00:03:19,040 --> 00:03:24,920 something. Sorry. I want that rambunctious side to come back, but 32 00:03:24,920 --> 00:03:28,440 maybe it's in its own way still here. It's just maybe mellowed out because I'm 33 00:03:28,440 --> 00:03:34,600 not, like, five anymore, but I was in kindergarten. I used to, it was very odd 34 00:03:34,600 --> 00:03:39,200 looking back on it. I'm not sure why I used to do this, but whenever I felt very 35 00:03:39,200 --> 00:03:44,040 excited, I would, like, I'd hug one of my female classmates and give her, like, a 36 00:03:44,040 --> 00:03:50,480 kiss on the cheek. It was fucking weird. It was so weird. I was such a weird kid. Why did I do that? 37 00:03:50,480 --> 00:03:57,000 I was always very easily excitable when I was kid. I mean, I still am, but, like, I 38 00:03:57,000 --> 00:04:01,080 feel like it's a little different now because I don't just randomly hug people 39 00:04:01,080 --> 00:04:05,880 and kiss them on the cheek and stuff because I'm not a weirdo. 40 00:04:05,880 --> 00:04:21,520 Um. Oh, that anecdote. Good god. There's gonna be more fun ones like this, so strap in. We're in for a ride. 41 00:04:21,520 --> 00:04:37,560 Fuck, that was so weird. Okay. So, continuing from my crush on Sailor Moon, because that's really where my 42 00:04:37,560 --> 00:04:42,280 passionate feelings for women sort of start to kick in, but I didn't really 43 00:04:42,280 --> 00:04:50,480 realize that I was sexually interested in women until maybe around, I say women, 44 00:04:50,480 --> 00:04:53,080 but it's probably more appropriate to say girls at this point because I was 45 00:04:53,080 --> 00:05:00,480 underage, so I think it's a little more appropriate to say that I'm, I guess, I 46 00:05:00,480 --> 00:05:05,800 started to discover I really felt sexually towards girls and in more 47 00:05:05,800 --> 00:05:12,840 romantic ways towards girls around maybe, maybe fifth, sixth, maybe fifth or 48 00:05:12,840 --> 00:05:21,440 sixth grade. Sorry, I'm starting to get all stammery, and it's funny when I was in 49 00:05:21,440 --> 00:05:27,880 fifth grade. We're gonna go into funny anecdote land again, although I feel like 50 00:05:27,880 --> 00:05:35,600 this is the origin of one of my deepest fetishes I have, our deepest interests 51 00:05:35,600 --> 00:05:40,880 sexually that I have. I say fifth grade. I think it might have been fourth grade. I 52 00:05:40,880 --> 00:05:46,240 don't really remember, so it's funny because at this point I didn't know 53 00:05:46,240 --> 00:05:51,160 lesbian sex was a thing, so I didn't even really know that, like, it's like I 54 00:05:51,160 --> 00:05:55,800 instinctively knew that it must have been possible, like, that, like, if a man 55 00:05:55,800 --> 00:06:00,480 and a woman can have sex, surely two women can do it too. Like, I was a, I don't 56 00:06:00,480 --> 00:06:04,280 know, like, it's not like my parents ever talked to me about that kind of thing. I 57 00:06:04,280 --> 00:06:08,720 guess I was just always very open-minded to possibilities like that without 58 00:06:08,720 --> 00:06:14,240 really realizing it. Looking back, kind of had a progressive mindset. Go little 59 00:06:14,240 --> 00:06:19,560 whispers, but, or little whispers might not be the right phrase in there 60 00:06:19,560 --> 00:06:22,880 because I think there's a difference between little girl whispers versus 61 00:06:22,880 --> 00:06:27,760 little whispers when I get into sort of a little headspace with girls, fucking 62 00:06:27,760 --> 00:06:40,880 girls. Oh, girls are so good! Sorry. So, yeah, younger me thought, well, if a man 63 00:06:40,880 --> 00:06:46,320 and a woman can do the do, surely two girls can do the do, and how did they do 64 00:06:46,320 --> 00:06:52,560 the do? In my head, here's how I imagined it. I feel like it explains everything 65 00:06:52,560 --> 00:07:00,440 about my one sexual interest. I realized it the other day. Oh god, it's so fucking 66 00:07:00,440 --> 00:07:17,880 weird. You'll see why I'm laughing so much. It's really weird because it's a 67 00:07:17,880 --> 00:07:25,160 little more specific than what I'm actually into now. So, when I was, you 68 00:07:25,160 --> 00:07:34,920 know, I was like, you know, ten. Two girls can surely have sex, so how do they do it? 69 00:07:35,320 --> 00:07:41,160 Well, back then I didn't realize outer course was a thing, so I assumed that 70 00:07:41,160 --> 00:07:49,480 people always, you know, had penetrative sex only and never did outer course 71 00:07:49,480 --> 00:07:53,280 because I knew nothing about outer course, despite my favorite way to 72 00:07:53,280 --> 00:07:58,560 masturbate when I was, like, ever since I could remember was, like, humping 73 00:07:58,560 --> 00:08:05,000 everything and fucking sight, like, holy shit. That's gonna come to use. My fucking 74 00:08:05,000 --> 00:08:08,440 lifelong skill of humping is gonna come to use and it's gonna be amazing, but 75 00:08:08,440 --> 00:08:14,320 that is besides the point. I'm getting off track. So, I didn't realize that outer 76 00:08:14,320 --> 00:08:20,360 course was really a thing that people did together until I was much older, like 77 00:08:20,360 --> 00:08:24,760 around high school, and even then I didn't know there was really a term for 78 00:08:24,760 --> 00:08:35,320 it until very recently when it started to become, like, a tag. So, when I was ten, I 79 00:08:35,320 --> 00:08:43,120 always thought, well, a woman puts the penis in her vagina if it's, you know, if 80 00:08:43,120 --> 00:08:49,880 it's a man and a woman. So, if it's a girl, and I didn't know that strap bones were 81 00:08:49,880 --> 00:08:54,640 a thing either, mind you, nor that fingering was a thing. I was very 82 00:08:54,640 --> 00:09:00,120 innocent back then. I didn't know any of this, but I did assume when two girls 83 00:09:00,120 --> 00:09:07,680 had sex that, looking back, this is the stupidest fucking thing, but I feel like 84 00:09:07,680 --> 00:09:19,120 it explains a lot about my interests. God damn. I thought it. This is so fucking bad. This is a lot of 85 00:09:19,120 --> 00:09:23,040 buildup for this. It's gonna be worth it. We're gonna laugh about this together 86 00:09:23,040 --> 00:09:34,880 because, oh god, it's so bad. So, I assumed the one girl... I don't think I'm 87 00:09:34,880 --> 00:09:41,880 gonna be able to say this without going into hysterics, but I'll try not to because 88 00:09:41,880 --> 00:09:47,120 it has evolved into one of my main sexual interests anyway, but, oh god, it's 89 00:09:47,120 --> 00:09:54,320 so weirdly specific. So, when I was a little girl, I thought that you used to have sex 90 00:09:54,320 --> 00:10:05,520 if you were two girls. It was one girl taking her boob, her one boob, and 91 00:10:05,520 --> 00:10:12,960 sticking it into the other girl, like the boob would elongate, and you would 92 00:10:12,960 --> 00:10:29,800 stick it inside like a dick. I don't know. It was so weird. It was weird. See, I told you it's 93 00:10:29,800 --> 00:10:41,280 weirdly specific, but I think we can see where that has evolved. Now I don't like 94 00:10:41,280 --> 00:10:45,720 it going that far. That's fucking weird, but I do like the thought of a nipple 95 00:10:45,720 --> 00:10:51,280 growing right against my clip. That's hot. Do that. Yes. The other thing is just 96 00:10:51,280 --> 00:11:01,400 weird. So, with that fun fucking tangent out of the way... Oh god, I was such a 97 00:11:01,400 --> 00:11:15,520 weird kid. Girls. God damn girls. See, I'm talking like girls turned me on, and I 98 00:11:15,520 --> 00:11:21,640 discovered this and that, but it's like, mind you, for reference, I'm sexually 99 00:11:21,640 --> 00:11:27,200 inexperienced in real life, and I haven't really even made out with anyone before. 100 00:11:27,200 --> 00:11:32,160 So a lot of this is just, like, discoveries I've made through, like, 101 00:11:32,160 --> 00:11:39,240 online interactions or through, like, you know, porn and stuff like that, but there 102 00:11:39,240 --> 00:11:44,640 are a lot of things I imagine and think about, and that's where I'm headed next 103 00:11:44,640 --> 00:11:51,360 with this ramble, because I have already started getting way off topic, and this 104 00:11:51,360 --> 00:11:57,080 ramble turns out as having no real cohesive direction to it, because girls 105 00:11:57,080 --> 00:12:01,880 are hot. They do things to me, and I want them to do all of the things to me. All of 106 00:12:01,880 --> 00:12:07,720 the things that aren't painful or scary. That I don't want, but things that are, 107 00:12:07,720 --> 00:12:18,960 like, you know, things... Oh god, girls are good. So, for some reason, I find I get 108 00:12:18,960 --> 00:12:24,840 especially turned on if the girl's older than me, like, if the person's older than 109 00:12:24,840 --> 00:12:34,080 me, I find it hotter, and it's interesting, because they don't 110 00:12:34,080 --> 00:12:38,400 necessarily have to be, like, in, I guess what you would call, MILF territory. Like, 111 00:12:38,400 --> 00:12:44,040 if anything, that can be hot, and I don't mind it. I do think it can be okay, 112 00:12:44,040 --> 00:12:54,480 and I'm not against it or the idea of it. I do think, though, that a lot of my 113 00:12:54,480 --> 00:12:58,320 fantasies with women older than me tend to have women a little bit closer to my 114 00:12:58,320 --> 00:13:03,440 own age, but not by, like, super close. Like, I'm thinking maybe a two to three 115 00:13:03,440 --> 00:13:10,120 or age gap and above, though usually I imagine women in, like, their late 20s 116 00:13:10,120 --> 00:13:14,960 or late 30s. Not specific women, but, like, when I think of, well, usually not 117 00:13:14,960 --> 00:13:21,400 specific women, but yeah, like, age gaps have always really got me going, and I 118 00:13:21,400 --> 00:13:26,440 don't really know why, but I guess part of it is I like to feel very small and 119 00:13:26,440 --> 00:13:38,680 very, excuse me, I'm sorry, so much clearing my throat going on. I do like 120 00:13:38,680 --> 00:13:48,640 for other girls to kind of make me feel small and protected, I guess. Like, it's 121 00:13:48,640 --> 00:13:53,440 not to say I don't like the thought of a guy protecting me, but it's, like, it's 122 00:13:53,440 --> 00:14:00,560 very different for me context-wise, in my opinion. It's a little different, because 123 00:14:00,560 --> 00:14:05,120 I guess on a slightly heavier note, I do have a bit of emotional baggage in 124 00:14:05,120 --> 00:14:09,480 relation to men that I still am working to get through, but with girls I don't 125 00:14:09,480 --> 00:14:14,640 have such a baggage, so it's a lot easier for me to feel comfortable 126 00:14:14,640 --> 00:14:30,120 fantasizing about girls, you know, but I always imagined myself as the younger 127 00:14:30,120 --> 00:14:35,280 one or the inexperienced one in my fantasies. All the older one kind of 128 00:14:35,280 --> 00:14:43,520 teaches me, like, how to feel good, or it's like, I don't know, taking the lead, I 129 00:14:43,520 --> 00:14:51,080 guess, and helping me not be so shy during sexual stuff, because despite being very 130 00:14:51,080 --> 00:14:57,320 open about what I'm into and whatnot, I am actually quite shy about sexy talk a 131 00:14:57,320 --> 00:15:04,320 lot of the time. I get kind of, like, shy expressing my thoughts and stuff if I'm 132 00:15:04,320 --> 00:15:08,480 one-on-one with somebody, or at least I feel embarrassment about the stuff I'm 133 00:15:08,480 --> 00:15:14,520 into a lot of the time. So I like to imagine an older woman kind of 134 00:15:14,520 --> 00:15:20,360 encouraging me to not be so shy and embarrassed about it, and to comfort me 135 00:15:20,360 --> 00:15:28,800 and let my inner pervert awaken and come out to where I'm not so shy and nervous, 136 00:15:28,800 --> 00:15:42,000 you know, and I specifically fantasize about that with women, because goddamn, 137 00:15:42,000 --> 00:15:49,160 especially if we can, can we get some incest tags up in this bitch? We're gonna 138 00:15:49,160 --> 00:15:55,480 do it, so this audio is gonna have those tags for this reason. I do feel the need 139 00:15:55,480 --> 00:16:02,320 to disclaim that I'm not into my mother nor am I into my sisters. However, I love 140 00:16:02,320 --> 00:16:11,920 the thought of, like, like, I almost think of it, like, sometimes I think of myself 141 00:16:11,920 --> 00:16:15,640 as, like, a hentai heroine in my head when I'm getting myself off or I'm 142 00:16:15,640 --> 00:16:24,640 fantasizing, and I imagine, like, the hypothetical sister or mother being very 143 00:16:24,640 --> 00:16:32,680 nurturing with me and taking the lead and all that stuff, you know, but it's, I 144 00:16:32,680 --> 00:16:44,720 don't know what the word is for it. What am I trying to say? I guess I totally lost 145 00:16:44,720 --> 00:16:50,240 my train of thought. Why did I want to get the incest stuff in here? Right, right, 146 00:16:50,240 --> 00:16:59,120 okay, so age gaps are hot, but it's even hotter if, like, to me, it's a little 147 00:16:59,120 --> 00:17:02,480 hotter when incest gets involved, especially if it's, like, older sister or 148 00:17:02,480 --> 00:17:10,400 mother stuff. I am finding I sort of have a preference for older sister, but, like, 149 00:17:10,400 --> 00:17:15,800 it's weird. So, like, I prefer a girl that is, like, in my fantasies. I prefer a girl 150 00:17:15,800 --> 00:17:22,480 that's, like, I guess closer to my age, but not necessarily super close to my own 151 00:17:22,480 --> 00:17:28,120 age. Like, maybe she's in her 20s, like, her late 20s or mid-20s or, like, early 152 00:17:28,120 --> 00:17:40,080 30s or something like that, but, like, I'd, like, refer to her as, like, my older 153 00:17:40,080 --> 00:17:54,360 sister while she does stuff to me or mommy. Um, but, I don't know, I just, uh, girls 154 00:17:54,360 --> 00:18:01,800 are so fucking hot, god damn it. Um, I don't really know where this ramble is 155 00:18:01,800 --> 00:18:06,800 ultimately gonna go to, or where it's even really headed, because I can't 156 00:18:06,800 --> 00:18:10,960 really think of what to talk about at this point. My mind's kind of drawing 157 00:18:10,960 --> 00:18:15,800 blanks because I'm thinking of girls and all the things I want to do with girls. 158 00:18:15,800 --> 00:18:21,360 Maybe I can talk about that. Actually, why not talk about that a bit? What am I 159 00:18:21,360 --> 00:18:26,160 thinking about right now? So, there's this one thought I have. It's, like, a sex 160 00:18:26,160 --> 00:18:31,560 position, I guess you'd call it. Um, and I always imagine this, especially when 161 00:18:31,560 --> 00:18:35,880 I'm thinking of, like, the incestual fantasies, especially, I don't know why 162 00:18:35,880 --> 00:18:43,680 it's fucking weird, but I'm a little on the shorter side, and I like to imagine 163 00:18:43,680 --> 00:18:55,160 that the other girl would, uh, like, sit me in her lap, and, like, with my back 164 00:18:55,160 --> 00:19:01,360 facing her, and that she would bring, like, a hand around maybe to play with my 165 00:19:01,360 --> 00:19:05,280 breasts or something like that, or just to kind of hug me, and then the other 166 00:19:05,280 --> 00:19:14,280 to, like, rub, rub me down there, you know? Um, I say down there when I'm not turned 167 00:19:14,280 --> 00:19:23,400 on. How fucking weird is that? But, yeah, um, that, that's something I think about a 168 00:19:23,400 --> 00:19:29,440 lot, but I especially think about, like, just anything in general with women where 169 00:19:29,440 --> 00:19:33,880 I often, now I say, like, you know, referring to them as, like, my older 170 00:19:33,880 --> 00:19:38,920 sister and stuff, but there's this very specific way I imagine it. This is where 171 00:19:38,920 --> 00:19:45,520 my dorky side comes in, but it's really sexy, so, well, to me it is. It's probably 172 00:19:45,520 --> 00:19:54,760 gonna be dorky to everyone else, but there's this Japanese term, um, onechan, 173 00:19:54,760 --> 00:20:02,760 which means, like, older sister, and, uh, when I'm getting myself off, sometimes I 174 00:20:02,760 --> 00:20:08,720 find that I sort of kind of, like, whimper it, like, you know, cuz I 175 00:20:08,720 --> 00:20:13,040 sometimes like to imagine that when I'm rubbing my clit, it's not me that's doing 176 00:20:13,040 --> 00:20:18,040 it, but, like, my fictional love interest doing it, and that I'd be calling her 177 00:20:18,040 --> 00:20:27,920 that. I know that's weird, but, yeah, that's a thing. That's a thing, definitely. Um, I 178 00:20:27,920 --> 00:20:37,480 don't know. Like, I love girls. I love age gaps. I have to sneeze. I think I have to 179 00:20:37,480 --> 00:20:44,160 sneeze. My nose feels like it's gonna do the thing. Am I gonna do it? No, I'm good. 180 00:20:44,160 --> 00:20:50,320 Never mind. I don't think I have to sneeze after all, which if I do, I'll try 181 00:20:50,320 --> 00:20:58,200 to warn beforehand. Okay, I'm good. So, girls turn me on, age caps turn me on, but 182 00:20:58,200 --> 00:21:03,280 you put the two together, and it's, like, my ultimate, like, ah, it's like my 183 00:21:03,280 --> 00:21:11,680 ultimate, like, bliss right there. Um, I don't know. Where am I even going with 184 00:21:11,680 --> 00:21:21,200 this? I don't know. Lately, I find I just really desperately crave more, like, I 185 00:21:21,200 --> 00:21:26,480 don't know. I just, I crave so much girl on girl stuff. It's not even funny. I 186 00:21:26,480 --> 00:21:32,720 really just, like, I don't know. I just really want another girl to take care of 187 00:21:32,720 --> 00:21:39,320 me sexually, and it'd be even hotter if she were, like, older than me. I feel like 188 00:21:39,320 --> 00:21:44,200 I'm one of the younger girls in the audio porn world, so I feel like that 189 00:21:44,200 --> 00:21:49,800 would not be very hard to fantasize about an older girl doing shit to me, 190 00:21:49,800 --> 00:21:59,480 because I'm younger than most of the girls here, I feel like. But, not that 191 00:21:59,480 --> 00:22:03,800 that really matters, but it's, like, for the sake of the age gap fantasy, yes it 192 00:22:03,800 --> 00:22:09,920 does. But, yeah, I don't know. I don't know where I'm going with this anymore, so I 193 00:22:09,920 --> 00:22:14,680 think I'll stop for now, but, uh, yeah, I definitely hope you enjoyed listening to 194 00:22:14,680 --> 00:22:19,640 this ramble that ultimately went nowhere. And, uh, girls turned me on a fuckton, and, 195 00:22:19,640 --> 00:22:28,640 uh, yeah, good times. So, see you all later, I guess. I don't know when later is, but, 196 00:22:28,640 --> 00:22:34,240 yeah, see you for now.