Hi GWA, it's been forever, and by forever I mean like maybe a month, two months, I don't
remember how long it's been since I last did my last audio, but I'm back, hi.
So today I wanted to do something more simple that wouldn't involve me having to get off,
because I'm not aroused enough to where I can touch myself or anything without it hurting
and stuff, but I'm in enough of a mood that I want to talk about sexual stuff, so I hope
that this simple recording will suffice as a comeback audio maybe.
So I've rambled about fetishes I've had before, I've rambled about my scat fetishism and stuff
like that, but today I actually want to ramble about a very tame fetish I have, so this audio
should be a lot more inclusive for everyone on the subreddit and not feel so alienating,
and what might this fetish be?
Well, this could be anything, because I have quite a few fetishes, but specifically I want
to talk about a body part that I'm very deeply fond of, very fond of, extremely fond of.
What might that body part be?
Breasts.
I love breasts.
I, fun fact, I have a very hard time calling them that T word that a lot of people call
them.
I get very shy when I try and use that word, so you will not hear me using that word in
this audio.
I'm very sorry for people that actually really like that word.
I can listen to the word even though it makes me blush, but I actually can't say it because
I stutter so bad when I try to say it.
It ain't worth it.
So from here in I will be calling them breasts or boobs, either way, boobies, yay, boobies.
Specifically of the big variety, because I adore big breasts in particular.
I'm not sure why.
Ever since I first got into hentai, which was the awakening for me with looking at porn
content and stuff like that, you know, when I got into hentai, I noticed that a lot of
the scenarios that turned me on had women with big breasts.
And also in these stories, there would often be like, paizuri involved, which translation
of that term is both in the description of the audio itself and in the Reddit post.
Too shy to say the actual word, even though I've done it in audios before.
I'm in a bit of a shy mood, I'm sorry.
I don't know if shy mood is the right words to use there, but I'm feeling a little bit
shy, so oops.
But regardless, and so I noticed when I started getting into hentai and stuff that I was awfully
fond of the bigger breasts, and while I could get off on heroines that had smaller breasts
like myself, or heroines with average-sized breasts, not too big or not really big, but
not necessarily small, kinda in the middle, I always always always gravitated with the
stories that had the girls with big fucking boobs every time.
And I have to be honest, my sexuality has been pretty heavily impacted by that.
And by that I mean, it's actually, this is probably gonna sound really weird, and this
only refers to porn.
This has nothing to do with if I'm ever with somebody one day, or anything like that.
This is exclusively talking about porn that I consume, and that's it.
I just want to clarify so nobody takes offense or misunderstands.
So I find if I'm watching porn, I can get off to it, regardless of the girl's breast
size, but it's very difficult for me to get off to porn that doesn't have girls with big
breasts.
I'm not sure why this is.
I just have such a breast fetish, especially for the big ones, that basically it's my sexual
fuel at this point, which is probably going to make me sound like an awful person.
But yeah, I don't dislike my breasts 100% or anything like that, but they're not really
big or anything, so I'm a little disappointed with my own size.
And that's why oftentimes when I masturbate, I actually don't touch my breasts.
I usually do not.
A random fun fact about me, usually I just play with my clit and that's about it, but
the things I want to do with breasts that are of a larger size, holy fucking shit, this
is where I wanted to take this audio, but I wanted to give that introductory rambling
to kind of get an idea of how did I develop this fetish.
Hopefully some of you found that part interesting, but now we're getting to the really good stuff,
the part that is probably going to make you want to touch yourself, which by all means,
feel free to.
I'm not stopping you.
So lately I'm finding, combined with my love for bigger breasts, I am really, really loving
the idea of sucking on someone's nipples while they pet my hair.
It's a really tame fantasy.
It's really innocent and really tame.
But if I could tell you how hard the fantasy has been making me cum lately, fucking fuck,
it is a thing.
The fantasy gives me feelings.
It gives me so many feelings in my downstairs parts.
It's not even funny, okay?
It does things.
Like, I don't know, I find the idea really erotic because I like the thought that I could
have my mouth on her hard nipple while my hands would play with the rest of her breasts,
you know, because they're bigger, so I think there'd be a lot more to do while sucking
on them.
I feel like I could have a fun time maybe jiggling them in my hands or maybe using my
other hand to lightly pinch or stroke her other nipple while I lick and suck on the
other one.
Is it easy to tell I'm getting kind of embarrassed being so frank about this?
It's such an innocent fantasy, but it's making me really shy, oh god.
But I really like the idea of just nuzzling my face between them and using my mouth and
hands just all over, all over those breasts, you know?
I really like the idea of just, I don't know, it's so hard to articulate because I feel
so nervous and shy and ugh, because I haven't done this in so long, good god, but besides
just sucking and nuzzling and stuff, there's a lot of other stuff I want to do too.
Which if you know me, and you know my love for Piezutti, you would know that there's
a specific thing I really want to do with breasts, particularly of a larger size.
But due to me lacking a penis, I have to do this in a different way.
I mean, I could wear a strap on and have her hold them around my strap on cock and fuck
my strap on cock with her breasts, fuck, that's making my clit hard, but I'm starting to get
turned on more than before, oh geez, but particularly lately, I've been seeing it in porn a lot
more actually, maybe I'm just finding the right kind of porn, I'm not sure, but it's
a fantasy I've been having a lot more frequently now and it's killing me in like the best way,
and that fantasy is, and this is what I've mentioned in my audios before, so some of
you are just sitting there like, here we fucking go, and that is the idea of straddling a larger
breasted woman's chest and grinding my clit up against her nipple, or nipples and breasts,
I just like the idea of grinding myself up against her breasts like that and making myself
cum on her breasts like that, because while I can't thrust between them like a man can,
unless I was using a strap on, I can definitely use my, like, I can use my clit and pussy
lips to just rub up against them and to get off on them, like, yeah, I find the idea of
having my pussy eaten hot, yeah, I find the idea of having my ass fingered hot while having
my pussy eaten, yeah, I like the idea of having her tease me with her fingers, like, over
my pussy lips and over my clit, and yeah, there's a lot of the usual stuff I wanna do,
you know, clit to clit stuff like that, but there's nothing I want more than to grind
myself up and down on a woman's breasts.
That's in my sexual bucket list when I finally have sex.
That is definitely something I really want to do.
The only thing that worries me about that is I'm not sure, like, if I get the chance
to do it with a woman someday, and then she, you know, and all that, like, I'm just worried
she might be like, oh, what the fuck, and then not do it, or be like, that's fucking weird,
or let me do it, but then look at me like I'm weird or things that I'm weird, do you
know what I mean?
Like, I'm scared that, cause that's something I feel like legitimately I could actually
get off really hard on, like, I feel like I could actually come from that, but like,
I don't know, I feel oddly ashamed of that fantasy for some reason, it makes me feel
bad, but I don't know.
I don't know, it's embarrassing, but yeah, that's one thing I really want to do, like,
I guess, can I actually use the more embarrassing word, even though I'm kind of shy to say it,
cause it might turn people on a lot, and by people I mean you, god, my mind's going everywhere,
isn't it, but yeah, despite not really having a cock, I would like to fuck a woman's tits
at least once in my life, I did it, I said the word, yay, but oh god, yeah, that's actually
something I really want to do.
Of course I want to grope them and rub my hands all over them as well, that's another
thing I really want to do, I find that a very hot idea as well.
I like the idea of letting one hand rest between her legs while I rub her clit and rub all
over her pussy and stuff like that, going inside if she wanted it, and then at the same
time using my other hand to grope and play with her breast and to tease her nipple and
stuff like that while she could use one of her hands to tease her other breast while
looking into my eyes while I look down at her and I just watch her squirm in pleasure,
I find that idea really fucking hot also, and I would definitely do it, or even better
although maybe this is kind of weird but it's kind of a combination of the previous desire
and this current one, maybe if physically possible, maybe if I'm just straddling one
of her breasts instead of trying to rub up against both of her breasts, maybe one thing
I could do could be something like I could grind my nipple all over, or my nipple, my
nipple, no, my clit all over her nipple, verbal words, I can words, I want to grind her nipple
all over my clit, but I like the idea of her reaching down and touching herself too, or
maybe, okay so I'm pretty small, height wise, I'm not that tall, especially considering
the average height where I live, I'm kind of short, I'm on the petite side, and if I'm
with a taller woman, I'm not sure if this would be possible or feasible, but I kind
of secretly wish it is, I like the idea of like getting in like 69 position, but like
I could use my mouse all over her and make her feel really fucking good, but like she
could use her breast against my pussy and my clit, because this is a fantasy I've been
getting off to like insanely in like the past month or so, I've been getting off to it like
crazy and it's just like, oh god, why is there not more porn that has hit the clit, because
I swear there needs to be more of it, because fucking hell, it's like one of the sexiest
things ever, and if you've not had the pleasure to see it yet, you really need to seek that
stuff out in porn, because fucking hell, it's so hot, holy shit, but yes, so that's some
of what I want to do with big breasts and why I love them and things like that, there's
a lot more I'd like to do with them as well, but fucking, fucking, fuck god, now I'm kind
of sexually frustrated, I can't really touch myself right now, even though I really fucking
want to, so I think I'm going to stop here so I don't frustrate myself anymore, but sorry
that this was such a clunky recording, I do hope you got decently aroused listening to
this though, I know that I would like to grind my needy pussy all over some stiff nipples
right now, fucking hell, I'm too turned on for this, so yeah, I'm going to take care
of that in private and quietly, like stealthily, and I mean I could probably try it now, but
I'm hesitant so I won't, so I'll leave you with that small tease, and I hope you have
a lovely rest of your day, see you, and yeah, that's about it.