Hi GWA! Today I'm just doing a ramble audio because I recently did something very exciting
and I want to share it with you all because holy fuck it was exciting! So I recently bought myself
an enema bulb because I was really fucking curious about enemas. I've been
very curious about enemas and stuff and I can safely say I think I have a new kink.
So I was a little nervous at first when the enema actually came in the mail. It's just a little
bulb. It's not too big but not super small either. It's a very nice size for beginners I'd say
and very soft too. Whenever I squeeze it if there's no water in it it kind of makes a squeaky noise so
it sounds vaguely like a bike horn. It's amazing! But yes yes so I remember when it first came in
the mail I was a little nervous but too giddy to wait so I went in the bathroom and I tried
just a very tiny amount of hot water. I wasn't sure what to expect but the moment I felt the
water go up into my ass I was like holy shit that is amazing! So later that evening I decided I'm
gonna do full-on enema bulb action when I get in the shower and I did and admittedly I was kind
of nervous. I initially tried to do it like laying on a towel just like on the floor doing the
recommended positions because I read some stuff online about how to properly administer an enema
so as not to like to injure myself or anything. Well you know what I was too nervous doing it
like that wasn't going to help so I got in the bath. I made myself a hot bath instead of showering
so I could relax and kind of be more comfortable. Once I did that I kind of started to put the
enema bulb in a little bit and uh it was tough to get it in because my crotch was getting hot.
I was getting really turned on because if anything goes near my ass I get extremely turned on and
clarification I more made my asshole than the actual ass itself so I was like burning up down
there and I was like holy shit so I decided to alleviate that and to make the enema process a
little less scary and to make it more fun I decided to proceed to masturbate while
administering my enema and let me just say that made for the fucking amazing experience and I
remember uh when I was coming I actually started to squeeze the bulb and uh it made the orgasm
feel much more intense because I felt something shooting into my ass and I was thinking is this
how it feels to have a guy come in my ass or something that'd be amazing so I uh
and uh after I did the bulb I held it for a couple minutes um not super long because I
was a little confused as to how long I should have held it although next time I think I'm
going to try to hold it for like 10 minutes or so but this time I just wanted to give it a shot so
what I did was I sat on the toilet you know and I waited and this is kind of a comedic way to think
of it how the how to describe the sensation but um I thought it was going to be this really scary
feeling when the release was going to happen I thought it was going to be really scary and
really noisy and horrifying no it sounds like you're peeing and it feels like you're peeing
it feels like you're peeing from your butt like that's literally how an enema feels it isn't a
bad thing either as somebody who's a pee fetishist it actually made it even more erotic and I remember
distinctly uh after my bath and after the enema I came back to my room intensely aroused oh I keep
you wanting intensely around so what I ended up doing was I ended up masturbating very quickly
because I had very little privacy and I only had a small gap of window of time to get off
but surely enough I did it I got off in under a minute because I was super fucking aroused by it
I was like holy shit enemas are my best friend now so who knows I may or may not be doing enema
stuff in the future in my audios I don't know yet bathroom stuff is really vulnerable to me and I
think that's the appeal of it for me it's very vulnerable and intimate and I like the thought of
being very gentle and taking care of somebody with the bathroom stuff but at the same time
I don't know if I'm entirely comfortable sharing myself like peeing or releasing an enema or you
know pooping even because that's really vulnerable for me and I feel like if it's somebody I love
and trust and stuff it's fine but if it's somebody just random on the internet I don't know how
comfortable I am with that so who knows we'll see what happens I guess but yeah because like I get
that request a lot but it's not something I'm sorry it's not something I'm very comfortable with
in all honesty but yeah I'd love to do audios not where I give myself an enema but I want to do
enema scenario based uh audios I think it would be a lot of fun to sit down and try my hand at
um like I was thinking maybe mommy dom enema stuff or something like that I don't know but
it would be exciting as hell but uh yeah so I don't know if there's much else to say this is
one big incoherent babble about a recent experience and all that fun stuff but um yeah I'm not the
best storyteller but I hope you enjoyed listening to this uh yeah so uh yeah uh I'll just be thinking
about enemas and stuff yay