1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:07,840 Hi GWA! Today I'm just doing a ramble audio because I recently did something very exciting 2 00:00:07,840 --> 00:00:16,320 and I want to share it with you all because holy fuck it was exciting! So I recently bought myself 3 00:00:16,320 --> 00:00:21,440 an enema bulb because I was really fucking curious about enemas. I've been 4 00:00:22,080 --> 00:00:26,000 very curious about enemas and stuff and I can safely say I think I have a new kink. 5 00:00:26,000 --> 00:00:35,520 So I was a little nervous at first when the enema actually came in the mail. It's just a little 6 00:00:35,520 --> 00:00:39,920 bulb. It's not too big but not super small either. It's a very nice size for beginners I'd say 7 00:00:41,280 --> 00:00:47,440 and very soft too. Whenever I squeeze it if there's no water in it it kind of makes a squeaky noise so 8 00:00:47,440 --> 00:00:55,360 it sounds vaguely like a bike horn. It's amazing! But yes yes so I remember when it first came in 9 00:00:55,360 --> 00:01:00,640 the mail I was a little nervous but too giddy to wait so I went in the bathroom and I tried 10 00:01:00,640 --> 00:01:06,160 just a very tiny amount of hot water. I wasn't sure what to expect but the moment I felt the 11 00:01:06,160 --> 00:01:14,800 water go up into my ass I was like holy shit that is amazing! So later that evening I decided I'm 12 00:01:14,800 --> 00:01:24,400 gonna do full-on enema bulb action when I get in the shower and I did and admittedly I was kind 13 00:01:24,400 --> 00:01:29,920 of nervous. I initially tried to do it like laying on a towel just like on the floor doing the 14 00:01:29,920 --> 00:01:34,400 recommended positions because I read some stuff online about how to properly administer an enema 15 00:01:34,400 --> 00:01:41,680 so as not to like to injure myself or anything. Well you know what I was too nervous doing it 16 00:01:41,680 --> 00:01:46,640 like that wasn't going to help so I got in the bath. I made myself a hot bath instead of showering 17 00:01:46,640 --> 00:01:54,000 so I could relax and kind of be more comfortable. Once I did that I kind of started to put the 18 00:01:54,000 --> 00:02:01,440 enema bulb in a little bit and uh it was tough to get it in because my crotch was getting hot. 19 00:02:01,440 --> 00:02:06,880 I was getting really turned on because if anything goes near my ass I get extremely turned on and 20 00:02:06,880 --> 00:02:14,480 clarification I more made my asshole than the actual ass itself so I was like burning up down 21 00:02:14,480 --> 00:02:21,280 there and I was like holy shit so I decided to alleviate that and to make the enema process a 22 00:02:21,280 --> 00:02:29,680 little less scary and to make it more fun I decided to proceed to masturbate while 23 00:02:29,680 --> 00:02:33,920 administering my enema and let me just say that made for the fucking amazing experience and I 24 00:02:33,920 --> 00:02:42,880 remember uh when I was coming I actually started to squeeze the bulb and uh it made the orgasm 25 00:02:42,880 --> 00:02:46,240 feel much more intense because I felt something shooting into my ass and I was thinking is this 26 00:02:46,240 --> 00:02:51,520 how it feels to have a guy come in my ass or something that'd be amazing so I uh 27 00:02:55,040 --> 00:03:01,280 and uh after I did the bulb I held it for a couple minutes um not super long because I 28 00:03:01,280 --> 00:03:05,120 was a little confused as to how long I should have held it although next time I think I'm 29 00:03:05,120 --> 00:03:10,480 going to try to hold it for like 10 minutes or so but this time I just wanted to give it a shot so 30 00:03:10,480 --> 00:03:18,400 what I did was I sat on the toilet you know and I waited and this is kind of a comedic way to think 31 00:03:18,400 --> 00:03:24,560 of it how the how to describe the sensation but um I thought it was going to be this really scary 32 00:03:24,560 --> 00:03:28,160 feeling when the release was going to happen I thought it was going to be really scary and 33 00:03:28,160 --> 00:03:34,960 really noisy and horrifying no it sounds like you're peeing and it feels like you're peeing 34 00:03:34,960 --> 00:03:40,640 it feels like you're peeing from your butt like that's literally how an enema feels it isn't a 35 00:03:40,640 --> 00:03:46,080 bad thing either as somebody who's a pee fetishist it actually made it even more erotic and I remember 36 00:03:46,080 --> 00:03:57,680 distinctly uh after my bath and after the enema I came back to my room intensely aroused oh I keep 37 00:03:57,680 --> 00:04:07,520 you wanting intensely around so what I ended up doing was I ended up masturbating very quickly 38 00:04:07,520 --> 00:04:12,320 because I had very little privacy and I only had a small gap of window of time to get off 39 00:04:14,320 --> 00:04:18,960 but surely enough I did it I got off in under a minute because I was super fucking aroused by it 40 00:04:18,960 --> 00:04:25,920 I was like holy shit enemas are my best friend now so who knows I may or may not be doing enema 41 00:04:25,920 --> 00:04:32,000 stuff in the future in my audios I don't know yet bathroom stuff is really vulnerable to me and I 42 00:04:32,000 --> 00:04:35,840 think that's the appeal of it for me it's very vulnerable and intimate and I like the thought of 43 00:04:35,840 --> 00:04:40,800 being very gentle and taking care of somebody with the bathroom stuff but at the same time 44 00:04:41,680 --> 00:04:46,960 I don't know if I'm entirely comfortable sharing myself like peeing or releasing an enema or you 45 00:04:46,960 --> 00:04:54,320 know pooping even because that's really vulnerable for me and I feel like if it's somebody I love 46 00:04:54,320 --> 00:05:01,040 and trust and stuff it's fine but if it's somebody just random on the internet I don't know how 47 00:05:01,040 --> 00:05:09,520 comfortable I am with that so who knows we'll see what happens I guess but yeah because like I get 48 00:05:09,520 --> 00:05:18,720 that request a lot but it's not something I'm sorry it's not something I'm very comfortable with 49 00:05:18,720 --> 00:05:27,360 in all honesty but yeah I'd love to do audios not where I give myself an enema but I want to do 50 00:05:27,360 --> 00:05:33,040 enema scenario based uh audios I think it would be a lot of fun to sit down and try my hand at 51 00:05:34,400 --> 00:05:40,640 um like I was thinking maybe mommy dom enema stuff or something like that I don't know but 52 00:05:40,640 --> 00:05:49,440 it would be exciting as hell but uh yeah so I don't know if there's much else to say this is 53 00:05:49,440 --> 00:05:57,360 one big incoherent babble about a recent experience and all that fun stuff but um yeah I'm not the 54 00:05:57,360 --> 00:06:06,640 best storyteller but I hope you enjoyed listening to this uh yeah so uh yeah uh I'll just be thinking 55 00:06:06,640 --> 00:06:11,920 about enemas and stuff yay