hi so lately I've been trying not to touch myself too much so I'm not gonna be touching myself in this recording so if you came here expecting anything like that I'm just gonna say sorry right now because you are not gonna be hearing anything like that from me not now or anyway so today I'm doing something a little different than what I normally do usually I do masked audios or I act out scenarios but today I'm taking things very simple and I want to talk about a fantasy I'm having so that's what I'm going to do and I am gonna get very turned on and very frustrated as I describe this because it's very hot to me so you know there's probably gonna be some noises and stuff but um yeah my hands are not touching anywhere because yeah so right now I'm imagining something it's it's a little embarrassing but it's been in a few audios I've seen I've heard not seen heard so I guess it's not too embarrassing but I'm oddly shy about discussing this so I am imagining rubbing myself against breasts like taking my pussy and just grinding it against a pair of soft breasts big or small doesn't really matter because it's not the typical like breast sex that one would have with a penis it's it's very different it you know so I feel like size doesn't matter as much my preference is bigger breasts but that's just because it's my weakness but I mean I could easily get the same satisfaction rubbing up against a smaller pair as well I don't know it's like for some reason the idea is insanely erotic to me I like the thought of having my aching wet pussy just rubbing up and down against that softness of the breasts you know and maybe my click could meet up against the hard nipple hey it's so hard not to touch myself when I'm imagining this but I need to hold back and resist the best I can so I'll do my best but God there's nothing more that I want than for a cute girl to and all girls are cute to me I want her to lay on her back while I straddle her chest and grind myself against her breasts and even if I couldn't come from it I'd still want to do it regardless because it's a huge fantasy of mine lately and I'm like ridiculously turned on by anything involving the breasts so I really like the idea of grinding against breasts and you know I often I often fantasize about having a dick so I could actually properly do you know whole thing I'm really shy about saying that term honestly I don't I don't really like saying the word out loud because it's really embarrassing even though I might have done it in a few audios before I can't do it now because it's so embarrassing for me but um breast sex yes um I'm just gonna call it breast sex to not be so timid so yeah I want to feel that softness against me you know or maybe I could lay on my back and and and the girl get between my my legs and she could maybe rub one of them up against me I'm not sure but it's something I want really bad I wish I could touch myself I really wish that I could but I'm resisting so much I've been doing such a good job resisting touching so I'm proud of myself but holy fuck is it hard when I'm having fantasies like this it's tough it's very tough but it really turns me on I want to touch fuck I want to touch so bad I want to fuck myself so bad oh my god is it fucking yourself if you rub your clip huh but anyway yeah oh my god I want to touch so bad I'm so turned on it's like horrifying oh my god mmm I want to come I really want to come but I don't want to let myself come so I'm not I'm resisting fuck I'm so frustrated but you know if you think about it sexual frustration is really sexy it really is that tension leads to some really intense stuff later on you know so I think it'll be worse than in the end but yeah I really want to feel soft breasts pressed against my pussy rubbing it up and down up and down against me fuck I'm clenching so it's so hot and swollen I can feel it like I can't feel it with my fingers I feel it just happening and it's so goddamn intense oh my god mmm so goddamn turned on I just cannot deal I'm so turned on oh my god ah so that's on my mind so I'm gonna continue to be frustrated but I hope I gave you a lovely visual to fuck yourself too or not we can be frustrated together you want to do that that'd be fun suffer with me that'd be great