I have a very specific craving, a very specific hunger,
lingering within the depths of my heart right now.
I want to talk about that.
So, you know, penetrative sex is something that a lot of people can appreciate,
and I can appreciate the aesthetic of it, and I definitely can appreciate anal penetration.
But, you know, sometimes it can't hurt to take things back to the very, very basics.
And, you know, it's fun to think about alternative ways to be close to a person
without needing to take off a single layer of clothing,
or without needing to put one thing inside of the other, you know?
Right now, I crave nothing more than to be straddling your lap
with my soft, warm little body pressed right up against yours,
with my gradually heating up crotch right up against yours.
And I want to feel the swell and heat of your arousal, too.
I want to just hold each other, you know?
I want to feel your arms around me, and I want to put my arms around you,
and I want to feel that uniting of each other, I want to melt into one another.
I want to connect so deeply, so intimately, and yet so simply at the same time.
I want, with every ounce of desire that increases,
I want to shift my hips against your hips, sliding myself against you,
so you can feel the heat, the need, as I'm in your arms and you are in mine.
Maybe I'd sit back a little bit so that you could put your hands and mouth all over my breasts.
I know I'd appreciate that.
So if you wanted to suck on my heart nipples or, you know,
put your hands all over my soft breasts, I wouldn't hesitate.
And I wouldn't want you to hesitate either, so please don't hold back.
Enjoy me to the fullest.
I want to feel you shift underneath me.
I want to feel your desire for me grow.
I want our desire to ebb and flow with one another over and over and over,
the heat growing more and more, the shifting, becoming quite uneven as to who's doing what anymore,
the need becoming so desperate.
I want you to feel how hard my heart is pounding when I'm so close to you,
because whenever I'm with you, my heart pounds, but being with you,
like this in particular, makes it pound like no other way.
I want nothing more than to bring my mouth close to your ear, leaning forward, and I want to kiss your ear.
I want to whisper sweet nothings into it, but I also want to whisper my dirtiest, nastiest desires, too.
I want to spur your arousal further, and I want you to spur my arousal further.
I want to, I want to become synchronized together.
I want to be one with you, because I could be with any other person doing the same thing,
and it would never, ever have the effect that you have on me.
Let me feel your warmth so close to me, pull me so close to you that I am secure and safe,
because that is how you make me feel when I'm with you.
I want not only our bodies, but our souls to unite as well.
I want nobody but you to have me in such an intimate way.
You don't even have to put yourself inside of me.
You don't have to do anything beyond holding me, having yourself right up against me,
because I know you don't even have to say a word, and I know just how much you care about me.
I need to be one with you.
I need nobody else to satisfy my cravings the way you do.
I want to press down against you, and I want to move so fucking hard along you,
moaning, groaning, crying out, not even caring what you might think of me in that moment,
because I know that you could never see me as anything less than beautiful.
I want to hold you close to me. I want to feel your warmth so close to mine.
I want to feel your heart beating. Let me feel what I do to you.
We don't need words. We can use words. Of course we can, but we don't have to,
because the way you impact me needs no words.
Words can't begin to describe how you make me feel.
My desire for you is on a physical level, but it goes beneath that.
I need nothing more than for you to be so close to me.
I want to climb the peak together, the peak of arousal.
I want to accept you at your most vulnerable, because you have done that for me countless times,
over and over, no qualms to it. You've taken care of me so much, over and over.
I want to take care of you too. You make me feel loved. You make me feel how a woman should feel.
Please have me. Please have me at my most vulnerable.
Accept me fully, because I will accept you fully too.
I need nobody but you. I desire nobody but you.
Have me as much as you need. Have your taste of me until you are full and don't even stop.
I'm yours, entirely yours, however you want me, however you need me, whatever you need me to be to you, I will be.
In this simple moment, clothes against clothes, bodies against bodies, that's one desire.
But my desire for you is infinite. It's urgent, it's deep.
My craving and desire is you, and it's only you. So don't let me go.
Even after we've climbed the peak of arousal together, and we've climaxed, hold me, and I will hold you.
Don't let me go, because I would never let you go.