Sometimes I feel as if I'm almost like a cat in heat, because I often, well I shouldn't say often, but there are days where no matter how many times I get off, I just don't want to stop, and I get supremely insatiable and it's really weird.
And today in particular has been absolutely bizarre with my libido, because I wasn't feeling very sexual at the start or anything, and that's pretty par the course for me.
But then somehow toward the end of the day I've become this huge horn dog of some sort, and I cannot seem to stop coming, and I don't know if I'm going to go another round or not, because prior to recording this ramble thingy I came like four times?
And I don't know if I can handle another, but I will say that it seems like no matter how many times I do it I'm not fully satisfied, and I keep needing to come, and I can feel myself swelling down there again even though I came literally like a couple minutes before even hitting the record button.
Oops. Maybe I could turn this into a ramble fap? Maybe? I don't know. I'm tempted, I'm just not entirely sure yet. We'll see what happens, but on days like these I end up feeling super powerful in a way, because it's like I always imagine myself being very dominant and like taking control of what I want,
and just taking what I want, and then getting off from it, you know? And yeah, I think I'm gonna go for another round. I'll try and be quick. I don't know why I'm really making this, I'm just insatiable as hell today, evidently.
Oh god.
I like the thought of just, I don't know if I want to pin somebody down or not, but like straddling somebody, and then just grinding on them.
Just grinding myself right up against them.
I don't get why I'm so insatiable today. I don't know what I did, I don't know, because I haven't really been looking at much porn today, if I'm gonna be honest. I mean, I've listened to a few posts, but like they weren't bad, but they weren't really ones that hit on my kinks exactly, so I found them entertaining but not really like a sexual experience, you know?
I'm sure there's some of you out there that do the same thing, you just listen to stuff to be entertained and not necessarily aroused, but here I am, being aroused and stuff.
That's real specific, isn't it? Oh gosh.
My clit feels a bit wet.
Like, when I get really really turned on, and like really insatiable, my clit gets like, very spookily wet, like, I don't bring, like the weird part is, like I think I've mentioned this in a previous audio or two before, I honestly don't remember, I've made so many at this point, but like, it'll get wet.
But like, I don't bring my fingers down to the entrance or anything to bring wetness upward, so wetness is just happening on its own, it's fucking bizarre, I mean it's erotic as hell, and it turns me on when it happens, because in a way, it's almost like I have a little dick.
I mean that's essentially what a clit is, right? So, it's not entirely wrong, the comparison, but also just, I don't even know, it's bizarre, but like, here I am and it's happened like twice today, what the fuck?
Oh gosh.
But yeah, I just want to grind against somebody. I don't care if I'd be grinding against like their genitals or their thigh or their face.
What, I don't even care where I'm grinding to be honest, I just want to grind against something.
Someone.
Because it'd feel really good having all that pressure against me.
Just feeling it against me.
I may or may not notice, but I feel like I have a cold coming on, so if my voice is like slightly hoarse or just a tad deeper than normal and I'm not really making my typical whisper noises, this is why.
It's because I'm getting kind of sick, so don't mind if I sound a little bit different than usual and I'm sorry if it's like unpleasant or that I'm not as vocal.
Also I'm trying to do this like stealthily in a way.
We'll see how well that fucking goes.
With how much sniffling I'm doing, do you think we could put a tag nose sounds and that might have people with a nose fetish come in here like nose sounds?
Oh god, why am I having these weird meandering thoughts while I'm trying to get myself off? What am I doing?
Although I will say this does feel a bit more in spirit with like the old RambleFaps I used to do back when I first joined, where like I would babble aimlessly while getting off.
So I guess that's kind of refreshing. We're coming back to where I started in a sense, but it's also kind of different in a lot of ways too.
I don't know. I'm aimlessly babbling. I don't know what the fuck this audio really is. It's like a RambleFap because I am touching myself, but also it's very very casual and not very well thought out as you can tell.
No thought is going into this. So I'm just going to touch and not talk for a bit and see what happens.
Okay.
Okay.
Yeah, this is working.
You know what I haven't done in a long time in a recording though, or at least I want to do it more.
I haven't whispered in a recording and quite a bit like full on like whispering and not talking much.
Do you guys care if I go back to my roots a little bit and like do that? Because I think I can like last a little longer in stealth mode if I do that. So let me do that.
Maybe you'll get ASMR. Maybe you won't. The world may never know. I may never know unless you comment or PM me. Wink wink. Shameless shilling aside.
Let's do this.
You know it's funny because
back when I first started doing this
I used to only whisper in my recordings because I was really nervous about people finding out who I was
because my voice is a little bit distinct, but
I decided that I wanted to make audio born regardless.
So I used to whisper
and eventually I came out of my shell.
But if you look back at like my first recording or two, I pretty much whisper in them and don't talk much.
There's something kind of erotic to me about whispering and talking softly.
I'm trying not to be too noisy. It's kind of difficult when it feels really good though.
I feel like I'm getting close.
I'm not gonna rush it. I'm gonna take my time.
I'm just gonna focus on the pleasure. I'm not gonna say anything.
I'm just gonna focus on the pleasure.
I'm just gonna focus on the pleasure.
I don't think I can handle another round, but
that was really good.
Thank you for listening to this randomness.
I hope that you enjoyed it in many senses of the word.
I'll see you all next time. Bye bye.