1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:29,000 Sometimes I feel as if I'm almost like a cat in heat, because I often, well I shouldn't say often, but there are days where no matter how many times I get off, I just don't want to stop, and I get supremely insatiable and it's really weird. 2 00:00:29,000 --> 00:00:45,000 And today in particular has been absolutely bizarre with my libido, because I wasn't feeling very sexual at the start or anything, and that's pretty par the course for me. 3 00:00:45,000 --> 00:01:10,000 But then somehow toward the end of the day I've become this huge horn dog of some sort, and I cannot seem to stop coming, and I don't know if I'm going to go another round or not, because prior to recording this ramble thingy I came like four times? 4 00:01:10,000 --> 00:01:35,000 And I don't know if I can handle another, but I will say that it seems like no matter how many times I do it I'm not fully satisfied, and I keep needing to come, and I can feel myself swelling down there again even though I came literally like a couple minutes before even hitting the record button. 5 00:01:35,000 --> 00:02:01,000 Oops. Maybe I could turn this into a ramble fap? Maybe? I don't know. I'm tempted, I'm just not entirely sure yet. We'll see what happens, but on days like these I end up feeling super powerful in a way, because it's like I always imagine myself being very dominant and like taking control of what I want, 6 00:02:01,000 --> 00:02:19,000 and just taking what I want, and then getting off from it, you know? And yeah, I think I'm gonna go for another round. I'll try and be quick. I don't know why I'm really making this, I'm just insatiable as hell today, evidently. 7 00:02:19,000 --> 00:02:25,000 Oh god. 8 00:02:25,000 --> 00:02:44,000 I like the thought of just, I don't know if I want to pin somebody down or not, but like straddling somebody, and then just grinding on them. 9 00:02:44,000 --> 00:03:01,000 Just grinding myself right up against them. 10 00:03:01,000 --> 00:03:24,000 I don't get why I'm so insatiable today. I don't know what I did, I don't know, because I haven't really been looking at much porn today, if I'm gonna be honest. I mean, I've listened to a few posts, but like they weren't bad, but they weren't really ones that hit on my kinks exactly, so I found them entertaining but not really like a sexual experience, you know? 11 00:03:24,000 --> 00:03:37,000 I'm sure there's some of you out there that do the same thing, you just listen to stuff to be entertained and not necessarily aroused, but here I am, being aroused and stuff. 12 00:03:37,000 --> 00:03:58,000 That's real specific, isn't it? Oh gosh. 13 00:03:58,000 --> 00:04:05,000 My clit feels a bit wet. 14 00:04:05,000 --> 00:04:32,000 Like, when I get really really turned on, and like really insatiable, my clit gets like, very spookily wet, like, I don't bring, like the weird part is, like I think I've mentioned this in a previous audio or two before, I honestly don't remember, I've made so many at this point, but like, it'll get wet. 15 00:04:32,000 --> 00:04:53,000 But like, I don't bring my fingers down to the entrance or anything to bring wetness upward, so wetness is just happening on its own, it's fucking bizarre, I mean it's erotic as hell, and it turns me on when it happens, because in a way, it's almost like I have a little dick. 16 00:04:53,000 --> 00:05:09,000 I mean that's essentially what a clit is, right? So, it's not entirely wrong, the comparison, but also just, I don't even know, it's bizarre, but like, here I am and it's happened like twice today, what the fuck? 17 00:05:09,000 --> 00:05:16,000 Oh gosh. 18 00:05:16,000 --> 00:05:27,000 But yeah, I just want to grind against somebody. I don't care if I'd be grinding against like their genitals or their thigh or their face. 19 00:05:27,000 --> 00:05:32,000 What, I don't even care where I'm grinding to be honest, I just want to grind against something. 20 00:05:32,000 --> 00:05:35,000 Someone. 21 00:05:35,000 --> 00:05:43,000 Because it'd feel really good having all that pressure against me. 22 00:05:43,000 --> 00:06:10,000 Just feeling it against me. 23 00:06:10,000 --> 00:06:22,000 I may or may not notice, but I feel like I have a cold coming on, so if my voice is like slightly hoarse or just a tad deeper than normal and I'm not really making my typical whisper noises, this is why. 24 00:06:22,000 --> 00:06:33,000 It's because I'm getting kind of sick, so don't mind if I sound a little bit different than usual and I'm sorry if it's like unpleasant or that I'm not as vocal. 25 00:06:33,000 --> 00:06:39,000 Also I'm trying to do this like stealthily in a way. 26 00:06:39,000 --> 00:06:59,000 We'll see how well that fucking goes. 27 00:06:59,000 --> 00:07:09,000 With how much sniffling I'm doing, do you think we could put a tag nose sounds and that might have people with a nose fetish come in here like nose sounds? 28 00:07:09,000 --> 00:07:17,000 Oh god, why am I having these weird meandering thoughts while I'm trying to get myself off? What am I doing? 29 00:07:17,000 --> 00:07:27,000 Although I will say this does feel a bit more in spirit with like the old RambleFaps I used to do back when I first joined, where like I would babble aimlessly while getting off. 30 00:07:27,000 --> 00:07:36,000 So I guess that's kind of refreshing. We're coming back to where I started in a sense, but it's also kind of different in a lot of ways too. 31 00:07:36,000 --> 00:07:52,000 I don't know. I'm aimlessly babbling. I don't know what the fuck this audio really is. It's like a RambleFap because I am touching myself, but also it's very very casual and not very well thought out as you can tell. 32 00:07:52,000 --> 00:08:01,000 No thought is going into this. So I'm just going to touch and not talk for a bit and see what happens. 33 00:08:01,000 --> 00:08:30,000 Okay. 34 00:08:30,000 --> 00:08:52,000 Okay. 35 00:08:52,000 --> 00:09:02,000 Yeah, this is working. 36 00:09:02,000 --> 00:09:08,000 You know what I haven't done in a long time in a recording though, or at least I want to do it more. 37 00:09:08,000 --> 00:09:19,000 I haven't whispered in a recording and quite a bit like full on like whispering and not talking much. 38 00:09:19,000 --> 00:09:31,000 Do you guys care if I go back to my roots a little bit and like do that? Because I think I can like last a little longer in stealth mode if I do that. So let me do that. 39 00:09:31,000 --> 00:09:42,000 Maybe you'll get ASMR. Maybe you won't. The world may never know. I may never know unless you comment or PM me. Wink wink. Shameless shilling aside. 40 00:09:42,000 --> 00:09:48,000 Let's do this. 41 00:09:48,000 --> 00:09:53,000 You know it's funny because 42 00:09:53,000 --> 00:09:57,000 back when I first started doing this 43 00:09:57,000 --> 00:10:08,000 I used to only whisper in my recordings because I was really nervous about people finding out who I was 44 00:10:08,000 --> 00:10:14,000 because my voice is a little bit distinct, but 45 00:10:14,000 --> 00:10:19,000 I decided that I wanted to make audio born regardless. 46 00:10:19,000 --> 00:10:23,000 So I used to whisper 47 00:10:23,000 --> 00:10:27,000 and eventually I came out of my shell. 48 00:10:27,000 --> 00:10:40,000 But if you look back at like my first recording or two, I pretty much whisper in them and don't talk much. 49 00:10:40,000 --> 00:10:55,000 There's something kind of erotic to me about whispering and talking softly. 50 00:10:55,000 --> 00:11:11,000 I'm trying not to be too noisy. It's kind of difficult when it feels really good though. 51 00:11:25,000 --> 00:11:50,000 I feel like I'm getting close. 52 00:11:50,000 --> 00:11:56,000 I'm not gonna rush it. I'm gonna take my time. 53 00:11:56,000 --> 00:12:19,000 I'm just gonna focus on the pleasure. I'm not gonna say anything. 54 00:12:19,000 --> 00:12:46,000 I'm just gonna focus on the pleasure. 55 00:12:46,000 --> 00:13:15,000 I'm just gonna focus on the pleasure. 56 00:13:15,000 --> 00:13:34,000 I don't think I can handle another round, but 57 00:13:34,000 --> 00:13:37,000 that was really good. 58 00:13:37,000 --> 00:13:44,000 Thank you for listening to this randomness. 59 00:13:44,000 --> 00:13:51,000 I hope that you enjoyed it in many senses of the word. 60 00:13:51,000 --> 00:14:18,000 I'll see you all next time. Bye bye.