hello GWA I'm not recording something erotic for once whoa how insane who
would have thought no so I guess this is pretty much a gratitude type audio
thingy but primarily it's gratitude rambly audio because I've only been
here for like a week I've not been here very long and I'm just getting used to
everything and I'm just getting to know people and it's a crazy crazy ride it is
absolutely insane but I feel a lot more confident in myself like as a whole
like seeing all the sweet comments and messages from people and stuff it's very
encouraging because admittedly I don't find myself to be like crazy erotic I
always worry that my voice just doesn't have that quality to it that could get
people off like I'm always worried oh I don't have crazy crazy orgasms so no one
would want to listen to me coming or some other kind of insecure thought and
it's just I don't know lately it feels like a lot of my insecurities are kind of
disappearing thanks to the super kind community here and I'm just really
grateful and I feel like I also have a very safe space to explore fantasies and
myself and not feel like I'm gonna get judged and it's really comforting and I
just really love hearing everybody else and seeing what gets people ticking and
just seeing everybody openly displaying their erotic energy you know because you
know that saying everyone's different well though it's obvious everyone has
that difference sexually too and it is so weird to think that I'm pretty much
opening the portal of my erotic energy out to the world and letting everybody
at GWA witness my eroticism you know it's fucking crazy and I mean I just I
don't know where to go with this I just I'm insanely grateful for all the
positivity I've been witnessing and receiving and it's just it's crazy it's
fucking crazy and I just I feel so much more comfortable with my sexual self the
past couple days than I have in pretty much my whole life it's insane and it
feels really good too and I like having this like safe space and I like the
thought that I'll hopefully make some friends here and all that it's just I
don't know just GWA is like really fucking awesome and I'm really grateful
for its existence and I'm grateful for the super kind people here and I'm
grateful that people actually find me sexy and it makes me feel really sexy
like holy shit people actually would want to fuck me what that's insane and
I'm just really happy and I just wanted to say thank you so this was a really
awkward babbling but hopefully the feelings behind the message will be
understood so now that I've rambled for like four minutes or whatever um thanks
for listening to me babble but most importantly thank you for existing GWA I
love you