1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:08,460 hello GWA I'm not recording something erotic for once whoa how insane who 2 00:00:08,460 --> 00:00:19,860 would have thought no so I guess this is pretty much a gratitude type audio 3 00:00:19,860 --> 00:00:31,520 thingy but primarily it's gratitude rambly audio because I've only been 4 00:00:31,520 --> 00:00:36,480 here for like a week I've not been here very long and I'm just getting used to 5 00:00:36,480 --> 00:00:42,920 everything and I'm just getting to know people and it's a crazy crazy ride it is 6 00:00:42,920 --> 00:00:53,320 absolutely insane but I feel a lot more confident in myself like as a whole 7 00:00:53,320 --> 00:00:58,160 like seeing all the sweet comments and messages from people and stuff it's very 8 00:00:58,160 --> 00:01:08,240 encouraging because admittedly I don't find myself to be like crazy erotic I 9 00:01:08,240 --> 00:01:12,680 always worry that my voice just doesn't have that quality to it that could get 10 00:01:12,680 --> 00:01:19,680 people off like I'm always worried oh I don't have crazy crazy orgasms so no one 11 00:01:19,680 --> 00:01:24,200 would want to listen to me coming or some other kind of insecure thought and 12 00:01:24,200 --> 00:01:28,000 it's just I don't know lately it feels like a lot of my insecurities are kind of 13 00:01:28,000 --> 00:01:31,120 disappearing thanks to the super kind community here and I'm just really 14 00:01:31,120 --> 00:01:37,440 grateful and I feel like I also have a very safe space to explore fantasies and 15 00:01:37,440 --> 00:01:44,520 myself and not feel like I'm gonna get judged and it's really comforting and I 16 00:01:44,520 --> 00:01:50,960 just really love hearing everybody else and seeing what gets people ticking and 17 00:01:50,960 --> 00:01:57,720 just seeing everybody openly displaying their erotic energy you know because you 18 00:01:57,720 --> 00:02:04,640 know that saying everyone's different well though it's obvious everyone has 19 00:02:04,640 --> 00:02:15,760 that difference sexually too and it is so weird to think that I'm pretty much 20 00:02:15,760 --> 00:02:24,640 opening the portal of my erotic energy out to the world and letting everybody 21 00:02:24,640 --> 00:02:37,880 at GWA witness my eroticism you know it's fucking crazy and I mean I just I 22 00:02:37,880 --> 00:02:42,360 don't know where to go with this I just I'm insanely grateful for all the 23 00:02:42,360 --> 00:02:47,400 positivity I've been witnessing and receiving and it's just it's crazy it's 24 00:02:47,400 --> 00:02:58,360 fucking crazy and I just I feel so much more comfortable with my sexual self the 25 00:02:58,360 --> 00:03:07,040 past couple days than I have in pretty much my whole life it's insane and it 26 00:03:07,040 --> 00:03:13,200 feels really good too and I like having this like safe space and I like the 27 00:03:13,200 --> 00:03:18,080 thought that I'll hopefully make some friends here and all that it's just I 28 00:03:18,080 --> 00:03:22,320 don't know just GWA is like really fucking awesome and I'm really grateful 29 00:03:22,320 --> 00:03:27,120 for its existence and I'm grateful for the super kind people here and I'm 30 00:03:27,120 --> 00:03:35,160 grateful that people actually find me sexy and it makes me feel really sexy 31 00:03:35,160 --> 00:03:39,760 like holy shit people actually would want to fuck me what that's insane and 32 00:03:39,760 --> 00:03:45,520 I'm just really happy and I just wanted to say thank you so this was a really 33 00:03:45,520 --> 00:03:52,000 awkward babbling but hopefully the feelings behind the message will be 34 00:03:52,000 --> 00:03:59,440 understood so now that I've rambled for like four minutes or whatever um thanks 35 00:03:59,440 --> 00:04:03,440 for listening to me babble but most importantly thank you for existing GWA I 36 00:04:03,440 --> 00:04:09,680 love you