So, uh, hello, GWA. I, uh, I'm all worked up and all that fun stuff. Um, I'm having a
particular fantasy at the moment, actually. It's very tame. I-I am very tame. I am a little
flower in a meadow, and, uh, if-if anyone even comes near it, like, in a menacing way,
like, with-with her-anyway, silly comparison aside, because that's really unarousing, uh,
so the fantasy I'm having, um, fuck. Um, I'm imagining that there's another woman with me,
probably somebody older. I don't really have a preference, but I'm imagining someone just a
little older than me, and I'm sitting in her lap. She's holding me from behind, and
she-with one of her arms is, um, it's a-she's hugging me, and her-one of her hands is
between my legs, and she's rubbing my clut for me, and she whispers nothing but sweet nothings
in my ear, and-and she-she-she kisses and licks at my ear, and tugs down on my earlobe with her
lips. Fuck. I just really love the thought of a woman taking control of me, not in a very scary,
dominating way per se, but, like, in a kind of, like, maternal guiding way, almost? Like, I just
really love the thought of a woman taking control of me, and just showing me how to feel really good,
and being very gentle about it, and, uh, whispering sweet encouragements to me, and urging me, and
all that fun stuff. I don't know, it's just a really pleasant thought,
and it's something that always comes up in my mind.
I'm not sure if the ramblings are very coherent that I'm doing, because I'm feeling really,
really good right now, so my thoughts might not be super coherent at the moment. They're probably,
like, very broken up little fragments of thoughts, or something. I don't know,
because I'm kind of awkward when I'm babbling, but I don't really care right now, because I feel
really fucking good. So, so, yeah, yeah, uh...
So
I don't know if- I don't even know if like any of the- if there's any women actually
listening to this.
I don't know if anyone even feels like, uh, aroused by the little fantasy of like gently
dominating me or whatever, but I- I can't get over the thought, it's like insane to
me.
I- I really love it, you know?
I really, really love it, it's insane.
And, yeah, I- I hope it's okay that I'm babbling so much, I'm not sure if it is or it isn't,
but I hope it's okay that I'm babbling so much, I'm not sure if it's okay that I'm
babbling so much, I'm not sure if it's okay that I'm babbling so much.
Yeah.
I feel like I'm getting close, but I can't tell, because sometimes I'll get very close
and I'll be able to do it, and then other times I get kinda nervous when I get close,
so it depends, it really depends, so I hope this won't be a situation where I'm like,
ah, I'm close, I'm gonna come, I'm gonna come, and then it doesn't happen, because that's
gonna really- I shouldn't think too much about it, because then if I think it, it'll happen.
So...
Bobby?
Bobby?
I was watching you.
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Sorry...
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I can feel my ears getting all hot, it's embarrassing because it means I'm blushing and that's really
embarrassing in itself isn't it? Would anybody even want to see me blushing like that? Like
this like, I don't know, there's probably somebody that's all like, mmm she's getting
all blushy or something like that, I don't know, oh god.
I don't even know what's going on.
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I'm gonna come home.
I'm gonna come home.
Yeah, I...
I'm gonna, I'm gonna, I'm gonna come home.
I'm gonna, I'm gonna, I'm gonna come home.
I'm gonna, I'm gonna, I'm gonna come home.
Oh god, I didn't mean to start babbling in Japanese, oh god.
Oops. That happens.
Um, if I can make a little confession, it's...
It's more typical for me to ramble and babble in Japanese when I'm touching myself than in English.
But I'm not fluent enough to, like, make a whole babbly fantasy type thing in Japanese, unfortunately.
But if I were, I would.
But, um, yeah, I was basically apologizing and saying that I was coming and all that good stuff, so, uh, yeah.
That's the quick translation. Anywho, anywho, um...
My orgasms are disappointing, so sorry for all that buildup and, like, a really disappointing orgasm.
But anyway, um, it felt really good, though, so I guess it's not disappointing.
It's just not the most exciting thing to hear, uh, audio-wise.
But that's enough beating myself up, because that's not doing anybody any good, so...
I had fun. This was fun. This was new for me, and I liked it a lot.
Woo! So, yay! Okay, okay, I should shut up now.
Alright, uh, thanks for listening!