1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:13,520 So, uh, hello, GWA. I, uh, I'm all worked up and all that fun stuff. Um, I'm having a 2 00:00:13,520 --> 00:00:19,680 particular fantasy at the moment, actually. It's very tame. I-I am very tame. I am a little 3 00:00:19,680 --> 00:00:27,440 flower in a meadow, and, uh, if-if anyone even comes near it, like, in a menacing way, 4 00:00:27,440 --> 00:00:32,560 like, with-with her-anyway, silly comparison aside, because that's really unarousing, uh, 5 00:00:34,240 --> 00:00:47,120 so the fantasy I'm having, um, fuck. Um, I'm imagining that there's another woman with me, 6 00:00:48,160 --> 00:00:52,320 probably somebody older. I don't really have a preference, but I'm imagining someone just a 7 00:00:52,320 --> 00:01:01,920 little older than me, and I'm sitting in her lap. She's holding me from behind, and 8 00:01:01,920 --> 00:01:20,640 she-with one of her arms is, um, it's a-she's hugging me, and her-one of her hands is 9 00:01:20,640 --> 00:01:36,880 between my legs, and she's rubbing my clut for me, and she whispers nothing but sweet nothings 10 00:01:36,880 --> 00:01:54,880 in my ear, and-and she-she-she kisses and licks at my ear, and tugs down on my earlobe with her 11 00:01:54,880 --> 00:02:13,360 lips. Fuck. I just really love the thought of a woman taking control of me, not in a very scary, 12 00:02:13,360 --> 00:02:28,720 dominating way per se, but, like, in a kind of, like, maternal guiding way, almost? Like, I just 13 00:02:28,720 --> 00:02:42,240 really love the thought of a woman taking control of me, and just showing me how to feel really good, 14 00:02:42,240 --> 00:02:52,400 and being very gentle about it, and, uh, whispering sweet encouragements to me, and urging me, and 15 00:02:54,000 --> 00:02:58,880 all that fun stuff. I don't know, it's just a really pleasant thought, 16 00:02:58,880 --> 00:03:14,800 and it's something that always comes up in my mind. 17 00:03:28,880 --> 00:03:34,640 I'm not sure if the ramblings are very coherent that I'm doing, because I'm feeling really, 18 00:03:34,640 --> 00:03:42,160 really good right now, so my thoughts might not be super coherent at the moment. They're probably, 19 00:03:42,160 --> 00:03:49,600 like, very broken up little fragments of thoughts, or something. I don't know, 20 00:03:49,600 --> 00:03:52,880 because I'm kind of awkward when I'm babbling, but I don't really care right now, because I feel 21 00:03:52,880 --> 00:04:02,720 really fucking good. So, so, yeah, yeah, uh... 22 00:04:22,880 --> 00:04:30,720 So 23 00:04:52,880 --> 00:05:11,960 I don't know if- I don't even know if like any of the- if there's any women actually 24 00:05:11,960 --> 00:05:13,160 listening to this. 25 00:05:13,160 --> 00:05:22,960 I don't know if anyone even feels like, uh, aroused by the little fantasy of like gently 26 00:05:22,960 --> 00:05:29,920 dominating me or whatever, but I- I can't get over the thought, it's like insane to 27 00:05:29,920 --> 00:05:30,920 me. 28 00:05:30,920 --> 00:05:32,800 I- I really love it, you know? 29 00:05:32,800 --> 00:05:37,160 I really, really love it, it's insane. 30 00:05:37,160 --> 00:06:00,120 And, yeah, I- I hope it's okay that I'm babbling so much, I'm not sure if it is or it isn't, 31 00:06:00,120 --> 00:06:28,680 but I hope it's okay that I'm babbling so much, I'm not sure if it's okay that I'm 32 00:06:28,680 --> 00:06:51,060 babbling so much, I'm not sure if it's okay that I'm babbling so much. 33 00:06:51,060 --> 00:06:53,160 Yeah. 34 00:07:23,160 --> 00:07:30,560 I feel like I'm getting close, but I can't tell, because sometimes I'll get very close 35 00:07:30,560 --> 00:07:34,400 and I'll be able to do it, and then other times I get kinda nervous when I get close, 36 00:07:34,400 --> 00:07:40,880 so it depends, it really depends, so I hope this won't be a situation where I'm like, 37 00:07:40,880 --> 00:07:43,600 ah, I'm close, I'm gonna come, I'm gonna come, and then it doesn't happen, because that's 38 00:07:43,600 --> 00:07:50,200 gonna really- I shouldn't think too much about it, because then if I think it, it'll happen. 39 00:07:50,200 --> 00:07:53,960 So... 40 00:07:53,960 --> 00:07:58,180 Bobby? 41 00:07:58,180 --> 00:08:02,200 Bobby? 42 00:08:02,200 --> 00:08:10,320 I was watching you. 43 00:08:10,320 --> 00:08:15,320 ... 44 00:08:15,320 --> 00:08:17,500 ... 45 00:08:17,500 --> 00:08:26,380 Sorry... 46 00:08:26,380 --> 00:08:30,540 ... 47 00:08:30,540 --> 00:08:35,380 ... 48 00:08:35,380 --> 00:08:37,500 ... 49 00:09:07,500 --> 00:09:36,580 I can feel my ears getting all hot, it's embarrassing because it means I'm blushing and that's really 50 00:09:36,580 --> 00:09:43,220 embarrassing in itself isn't it? Would anybody even want to see me blushing like that? Like 51 00:09:43,220 --> 00:09:51,180 this like, I don't know, there's probably somebody that's all like, mmm she's getting 52 00:09:51,180 --> 00:10:12,660 all blushy or something like that, I don't know, oh god. 53 00:10:12,660 --> 00:10:27,740 I don't even know what's going on. 54 00:10:57,740 --> 00:11:00,780 a 55 00:11:00,780 --> 00:11:03,780 a 56 00:11:03,780 --> 00:11:06,780 a 57 00:11:06,780 --> 00:11:09,780 a 58 00:11:09,780 --> 00:11:12,780 a 59 00:11:12,780 --> 00:11:15,780 a 60 00:11:15,780 --> 00:11:18,780 a 61 00:11:18,780 --> 00:11:21,780 a 62 00:11:21,780 --> 00:11:24,780 a 63 00:11:24,780 --> 00:11:31,780 I'm gonna come home. 64 00:11:31,780 --> 00:11:38,780 I'm gonna come home. 65 00:11:38,780 --> 00:11:43,780 Yeah, I... 66 00:11:43,780 --> 00:11:50,780 I'm gonna, I'm gonna, I'm gonna come home. 67 00:11:50,780 --> 00:11:55,780 I'm gonna, I'm gonna, I'm gonna come home. 68 00:11:55,780 --> 00:12:04,780 I'm gonna, I'm gonna, I'm gonna come home. 69 00:12:04,780 --> 00:12:07,780 Oh god, I didn't mean to start babbling in Japanese, oh god. 70 00:12:07,780 --> 00:12:11,780 Oops. That happens. 71 00:12:11,780 --> 00:12:16,780 Um, if I can make a little confession, it's... 72 00:12:16,780 --> 00:12:24,780 It's more typical for me to ramble and babble in Japanese when I'm touching myself than in English. 73 00:12:24,780 --> 00:12:33,780 But I'm not fluent enough to, like, make a whole babbly fantasy type thing in Japanese, unfortunately. 74 00:12:33,780 --> 00:12:36,780 But if I were, I would. 75 00:12:36,780 --> 00:12:46,780 But, um, yeah, I was basically apologizing and saying that I was coming and all that good stuff, so, uh, yeah. 76 00:12:46,780 --> 00:12:52,780 That's the quick translation. Anywho, anywho, um... 77 00:12:52,780 --> 00:12:58,780 My orgasms are disappointing, so sorry for all that buildup and, like, a really disappointing orgasm. 78 00:12:58,780 --> 00:13:02,780 But anyway, um, it felt really good, though, so I guess it's not disappointing. 79 00:13:02,780 --> 00:13:06,780 It's just not the most exciting thing to hear, uh, audio-wise. 80 00:13:06,780 --> 00:13:10,780 But that's enough beating myself up, because that's not doing anybody any good, so... 81 00:13:10,780 --> 00:13:14,780 I had fun. This was fun. This was new for me, and I liked it a lot. 82 00:13:14,780 --> 00:13:19,780 Woo! So, yay! Okay, okay, I should shut up now. 83 00:13:19,780 --> 00:13:33,780 Alright, uh, thanks for listening!