1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:06,520 I'm so glad that you requested Gatsby. Gatsby is actually one of my all-time 2 00:00:06,520 --> 00:00:13,560 favorite books. It's counted honestly among my greatest influences. It's one 3 00:00:13,560 --> 00:00:17,240 of the books that made me want to write, so masturbating to it shouldn't be a 4 00:00:17,240 --> 00:00:20,720 challenge at all, yeah? I guess let me get started. 5 00:00:20,720 --> 00:00:26,700 Chapter one. In my younger and more vulnerable years, my father gave me some 6 00:00:26,700 --> 00:00:31,320 advice that I've been turning over in my mind ever since. Whenever you feel like 7 00:00:31,320 --> 00:00:35,960 criticizing anyone, he told me, just remember all the people in this world 8 00:00:35,960 --> 00:00:41,440 haven't had the advantages you've had. He didn't say any more, but we've always 9 00:00:41,440 --> 00:00:46,760 been unusually communicative in a reserved way, and I understood that he 10 00:00:46,760 --> 00:00:51,560 meant a great deal more than that. In consequence, I'm inclined to reserve all 11 00:00:51,560 --> 00:00:57,760 judgments, a habit that has opened up many curious natures to me and also made 12 00:00:57,760 --> 00:01:05,680 me the victim of not a few veteran boars. The abnormal mind is quick to detect and 13 00:01:05,680 --> 00:01:10,160 attach itself to this quality when it appears a normal person, and so it came 14 00:01:10,160 --> 00:01:14,720 about that in college I was unjustly accused of being a politician because I 15 00:01:14,720 --> 00:01:20,200 was privy to the secret griefs of wild unknown men. Most of the confidences 16 00:01:20,200 --> 00:01:27,480 were unsought. Frequently, I feigned sleep, preoccupation, or hostile levity when I 17 00:01:27,480 --> 00:01:31,600 was realized by some unmistakable sign that an intimate revelation was 18 00:01:31,600 --> 00:01:37,760 quivering on the horizon. For the intimate revelations of young men, or at 19 00:01:37,760 --> 00:01:43,360 least the terms in which they express them, are usually plagiaristic and mowed 20 00:01:43,360 --> 00:01:48,920 by obvious oppressions. Reserving judgments is a matter of infinite hope, 21 00:01:48,920 --> 00:01:52,960 and I'm still afraid of missing something if I forget that, as my father 22 00:01:52,960 --> 00:01:58,640 snobbishly suggested. And I snobbishly repeat, a sense of fundamental 23 00:01:58,640 --> 00:02:04,160 decencies is parceled out unequally at birth, and after boasting this way of my 24 00:02:04,160 --> 00:02:09,280 tolerance, I come to the admission that it has a limit. Conduct may be founded on 25 00:02:09,280 --> 00:02:12,960 the hard rock or the wet marshes, but after a certain point, I don't care what 26 00:02:12,960 --> 00:02:16,520 it's founded on. When I came back from the East, the last 27 00:02:16,520 --> 00:02:20,480 autumn, I felt that I wanted the world to be in uniform and had a sort of moral 28 00:02:20,480 --> 00:02:27,000 attention forever. I wanted more riotous extinctions with privileged glimpses into 29 00:02:27,000 --> 00:02:33,000 the human heart. Only Gatsby, the man who gives his name to this book, was exempt 30 00:02:33,000 --> 00:02:38,160 from my reaction. Gatsby, who represented everything for which I have an 31 00:02:38,160 --> 00:02:43,040 unaffected scorn. If personality is an unbroken series of heightened 32 00:02:43,040 --> 00:02:48,760 sensitivity to the promises of life, as if he were related to one of those 33 00:02:48,760 --> 00:02:53,680 intricate machines that register earthquakes 10,000 miles away, this 34 00:02:53,680 --> 00:02:57,880 responsiveness has nothing to do with that flabby impressionability which is 35 00:02:57,880 --> 00:03:02,960 dignified under the name of creative temperament. It was an extraordinary gift 36 00:03:02,960 --> 00:03:08,320 for hope, a romantic readiness such that I've never found in any other person, and 37 00:03:08,320 --> 00:03:14,200 which is not likely I shall ever find again. No, Gatsby turned out all right at 38 00:03:14,200 --> 00:03:19,280 the end. It was what preyed on Gatsby, what foul dust floated in the wake of his 39 00:03:19,280 --> 00:03:23,880 dreams, that temporarily closed out my interest in the abhorrent sorrows and 40 00:03:23,880 --> 00:03:30,400 short-winded elations of men. My family have been prominent, well-to-do people in 41 00:03:30,400 --> 00:03:34,960 this Middle Western city for three generations. The Caraways are somewhat of 42 00:03:34,960 --> 00:03:42,280 a clan, we have a tradition and we're descended from the Dukes of Bocla, but 43 00:03:42,280 --> 00:03:47,080 the actual founder of my line is my grandfather's brother who came here in 44 00:03:47,080 --> 00:03:54,160 51 sent a substitute to the Civil War and started a wholesale hardware business 45 00:03:54,160 --> 00:03:59,960 that is my fate to carries on to this, my father carries on to this day. I never 46 00:03:59,960 --> 00:04:07,840 saw this great uncle, but I'm supposed to look like him, which special reference 47 00:04:07,840 --> 00:04:14,240 to the rather hard-boiled painting that hangs in father's office. I graduated 48 00:04:14,240 --> 00:04:22,840 from New Haven in 1915, just a quarter of a century after my father, and a little 49 00:04:22,840 --> 00:04:29,440 later I participated in that delayed Teutonic migration known as the Great 50 00:04:29,440 --> 00:04:39,520 War. I enjoyed the counter-raid so thoroughly that I came back bristless 51 00:04:39,520 --> 00:04:47,480 instead of being the warm center of the world, the Middle West now seems like the 52 00:04:47,480 --> 00:04:56,080 ragged edge of the universe, so I decided to go east and learn the bond business. 53 00:04:56,080 --> 00:05:00,880 Everything I knew was in the bond business, or everyone I knew was in the 54 00:05:00,880 --> 00:05:14,840 bond business, and so I supposed it could support one move. Oh god, sorry. I 55 00:05:14,840 --> 00:05:22,360 supposed that it could support support one more single man. All my aunts and 56 00:05:22,360 --> 00:05:27,240 uncles talked over it as though they were choosing a prep school for me, and 57 00:05:27,240 --> 00:05:35,320 finally said why, yes. With a very gray, hesitant faces, father agreed to finance 58 00:05:35,320 --> 00:05:42,160 me for a year, and after various delays I came east permanently, though in the 59 00:05:42,160 --> 00:05:50,960 spring of, I thought, in the spring of 22. The practical thing was to find rooms in 60 00:05:50,960 --> 00:05:57,960 the city, but it was a warm season and I had just left a country of wide lawns and 61 00:05:57,960 --> 00:06:07,240 friendly trees, so when a young man at the office suggested that we take a 62 00:06:07,240 --> 00:06:13,640 house together in a commuting town, it sounded like a great idea. He found the 63 00:06:13,640 --> 00:06:24,600 house a minute from the firm, ordered him, the minute the firm ordered him to 64 00:06:24,600 --> 00:06:37,640 Washington, and I went to the country alone. I had a dog, at least I had him for a few days 65 00:06:37,640 --> 00:06:47,800 until he ran away, and old Dodge and a Finnish woman who made my bed and cooked 66 00:06:47,800 --> 00:06:56,800 breakfast and mudded and finished wisdom to herself over the electric stove. He 67 00:06:56,800 --> 00:07:04,880 was lonely for a day or so until one morning some man more recently arrived 68 00:07:04,880 --> 00:07:13,320 than I, stopped me on the road. How do you get to West Egg Village? he asked 69 00:07:13,320 --> 00:07:23,240 helplessly. I told him, and as I walked on I was lonely no longer. I was a guide, 70 00:07:23,240 --> 00:07:36,480 a pathfinder, an original settler. He had casually conferred on me the freedom of the 71 00:07:36,480 --> 00:07:54,440 neighborhood. And so, with the sunshine... 72 00:07:54,440 --> 00:08:15,880 I got my way through it anyway. I hope you enjoyed it.