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Oh my god. Alright so I'm stoned as hell and kind of begging practically for attention

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and my master wants to watch a movie so I have to take care of myself for a little bit.

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So that's where I'm at. I did that fairy recording earlier and I did the um, the begging and

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pleading and all of that is just making my submissiveness that much more intense. So

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here I am back again twiddling with my clit. I'm going to be in too much pain to be able

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to come for my master tonight and probably get in trouble but I want his dick so bad right now

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and he's making me wait. I don't think he realises just how much I worship him no matter how much I

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try to show him. Oh my god. But I want him. I want to feel him come into me.

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I want to take him down my throat. I want to take him in my ass. I want to have him

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make me pleasure him any way he wants.

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Oh, just the thought of even getting to look at him. That thought of getting to take his cum.

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It's literally what I live for and I apologise for being so stoned and speaking so frankly but

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I wish that he would let me kneel at his feet more. I wish that he'd let me worship him and

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take him from his feet all the way up to his balls, all the way up to the tip of his dick.

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I wish he'd let me a sucker let him take him. I wish he'd let himself lose control and shut

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my head down and choke me. I wish he'd bend me over, drag me down the hallway,

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throw me onto the bed, pin me down, us up, face down, smother me, rape me.

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All of these are fantasies I have and try not to speak too much of. I'm sorry.

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I want to worship my Tom. So bad. I wish he wasn't out there playing Monster Hunter when

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my 3DS was broken so I couldn't join him. I wish that he was in here making use of

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all of this energy I have bent up, all of the desire I have to worship him.

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I wish he used it more because just thinking about that, being his,

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because that's where all of this is coming from. My devotion to my master is beyond anything.

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I want him in whatever hall he chooses. All I want is his calm.

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I want the pleasure and privilege of taking it. I want to earn it.

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I want him to fill me with it. I want to save his every need, his every want, his every wish.

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I want to be perfect and I want to bring him pride.

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So I lay here naked on my bed, playing with myself, thinking only of him.

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Oh god, the cannabis has taken away all the pain. So I'm scratching and moving and pressing

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and circling with my fingers and pressing on my pleasure and all I want is for him to take me

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and to greatly interrupt me.

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Oh my god.

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Oh

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I lost myself in that.

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Oh god, I can't wait to have him tonight.