1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:10,400 Oh my god. Alright, so I'm stoned as hell and I'm kind of begging practically for attention 2 00:00:10,400 --> 00:00:16,320 and my master wants to watch a movie so I have to take care of myself for a little bit. 3 00:00:16,320 --> 00:00:25,680 So that's where I'm at. I did that fairy recording earlier and I did the um, the begging and 4 00:00:25,680 --> 00:00:32,640 pleading and all of that is just making my submissiveness that much more intense. So 5 00:00:34,320 --> 00:00:40,960 here I am back again twiddling with my clit. I'm going to be in too much pain to be able 6 00:00:40,960 --> 00:00:46,000 to come for my master tonight and probably get in trouble but I want his dick so bad right now 7 00:00:46,000 --> 00:00:55,360 and he's making me wait. I don't think he realises just how much I worship him no matter how much I 8 00:00:55,360 --> 00:01:03,280 try to show him. Oh my god. But I want him. I want to feel him come into me. 9 00:01:06,400 --> 00:01:12,720 I want to take him down my throat. I want to take him in my ass. I want to have him 10 00:01:14,160 --> 00:01:16,480 make me pleasure him any way he wants. 11 00:01:16,480 --> 00:01:26,720 Oh, just the thought of even getting to look at him. That thought of getting to take his cum. 12 00:01:29,200 --> 00:01:34,640 It's literally what I live for and I apologise for being so stoned and speaking so frankly but 13 00:01:36,160 --> 00:01:42,480 I wish that he would let me kneel at his feet more. I wish that he'd let me worship him and 14 00:01:42,480 --> 00:01:47,280 take him from his feet all the way up to his balls, all the way up to the tip of his dick. 15 00:01:48,320 --> 00:01:55,120 I wish he'd let me a sucker let him take him. I wish he'd let himself lose control and shut 16 00:01:55,120 --> 00:02:00,000 my head down and choke me. I wish he'd bend me over, drag me down the hallway, 17 00:02:00,560 --> 00:02:07,440 throw me onto the bed, pin me down, us up, face down, smother me, rape me. 18 00:02:07,440 --> 00:02:16,480 All of these are fantasies I have and try not to speak too much of. I'm sorry. 19 00:02:22,560 --> 00:02:29,440 I want to worship my Tom. So bad. I wish he wasn't out there playing Monster Hunter when 20 00:02:29,440 --> 00:02:36,400 my 3DS was broken so I can't join him. I wish that he was in here making use of all of this 21 00:02:36,400 --> 00:02:48,480 energy I have bent up, all of the desire I have to worship him. I wish he used it more. 22 00:02:53,440 --> 00:03:00,560 Because just thinking about that, being his, that's where all of this is coming from. 23 00:03:00,560 --> 00:03:05,680 My devotion to my master is beyond anything. 24 00:03:05,680 --> 00:03:34,000 I want him in whatever hall he chooses. All I want is his calm. I want the pleasure and privilege of taking it. 25 00:03:35,840 --> 00:03:50,080 I want to earn it. I want him to fill me with it. I want to save his every need, his every want, 26 00:03:50,080 --> 00:04:12,800 his every wish. I want to be perfect and I want to bring him pride. So I lay here naked on my bed 27 00:04:12,800 --> 00:04:19,600 playing with myself, thinking only of him. 28 00:04:19,600 --> 00:04:46,400 I can't, this is taking away all the pain. So I'm scratching and 29 00:04:46,400 --> 00:04:55,120 pressing and moving and pressing and circling with my fingers and pressing on my pleasure. 30 00:05:08,640 --> 00:05:11,840 And all I want is for him to take me 31 00:05:11,840 --> 00:05:19,440 and to greatly interrupt me. 32 00:05:41,840 --> 00:06:06,960 Oh my god. 33 00:06:11,840 --> 00:06:13,840 Oh 34 00:06:41,840 --> 00:06:43,840 Oh 35 00:07:11,840 --> 00:07:13,840 Oh 36 00:07:13,840 --> 00:07:15,840 Oh 37 00:07:43,840 --> 00:07:45,840 Wait