so hey guys had a bit of a rough night last night and I'm in the need for some
release I'm fantasizing about a particular person at the moment and as
I'm sure you've figured out from the fact that my breath caught a bit playing
myself just a little yeah I'm hoping that without causing any drama we'll be
able to go public soon because every day I get a bit closer to being called mind
body and soul hmm my voice is still a little messy I've got bronchitis but on
this mic that he gave me for the first time I've heard the fact that it's so
pretty all I can think about are his gorgeous eyes the dick that I so
desperately want to touch that is so very far away from me I want to impale
myself on it touch him all over start by licking between his fingers pressing
two of them together and swirling my tongue around them just to give him a
taste of my skill I want to catch his eyes to lean forward press him back just
a little bit make him so very happy kiss down his neck
I'll sink my teeth into the back of it until he squirms and moans my hands down
his chest wrap them around his cock oh god to be so close again I had the
chance but I was trying to be good one doesn't give themselves away the first
time right I so desperately wanted to I want to now I want to save him I want to
worship him I want to belong completely to impale myself on his cock to swallow
his cock miss him I won't see him again for months we speak every day I want to
save him I want to pleasure him I want to touch every pleasure center every bit
of skin that I can rest even the tiniest bit from I want to belong to him so
thoroughly so completely I want to know beyond a shadow of a doubt every moment
every single moment he captured me oh sir I love you so much I do worship you
even from afar I do I want you to ravage me to make me yours to rip me apart from
the inside out and remake me I want so badly to lose all those little bits that
separate me from your service I want to be owned to be devoured to be taken to
willingly where you were calling your chains I want you to bend me into the
bed to dig your nails into my shoulders to sink your teeth into my neck until I
bleed to scratch down my sides to shove my face into the pillow to shove it so
far into me but I don't know where the end is I want to be ravaged over and
over and I'm sobbing and begging and screaming a complete dripping mess with
all of you running down my thighs be so thoroughly and completely yours I never
forget I want to be used I want to be trained
I want to be heard in ways that I've never been hurt before I want to give
myself over entirely to your pleasure I want the distance between us to melt
mmm yes mmm make it rape
oh god oh god oh god oh that was both a bit disgusting
And, mmm, mmm, that was a bit too much.
Oh, I'm, I'm sorry for the coughing.
I'll try to, um, muffle it, but it must be terribly loud.
Oh, well, ever say.
As you can probably tell, I'm a bit smitten.
I hope you enjoyed that.
Because I wish I was a call with, on a call with him.
Hey, look, words are a thing that exist when I finished.
