1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:21,420 so hey guys had a bit of a rough night last night and I'm in the need for some 2 00:00:21,420 --> 00:00:29,440 release I'm fantasizing about a particular person at the moment and as 3 00:00:29,440 --> 00:00:37,480 I'm sure you've figured out from the fact that my breath caught a bit playing 4 00:00:37,480 --> 00:00:48,560 myself just a little yeah I'm hoping that without causing any drama we'll be 5 00:00:48,560 --> 00:01:00,360 able to go public soon because every day I get a bit closer to being called mind 6 00:01:00,360 --> 00:01:14,440 body and soul hmm my voice is still a little messy I've got bronchitis but on 7 00:01:14,440 --> 00:01:20,280 this mic that he gave me for the first time I've heard the fact that it's so 8 00:01:20,280 --> 00:01:30,040 pretty all I can think about are his gorgeous eyes the dick that I so 9 00:01:30,040 --> 00:01:37,720 desperately want to touch that is so very far away from me I want to impale 10 00:01:37,720 --> 00:01:48,680 myself on it touch him all over start by licking between his fingers pressing 11 00:01:48,680 --> 00:01:55,840 two of them together and swirling my tongue around them just to give him a 12 00:01:55,840 --> 00:02:05,000 taste of my skill I want to catch his eyes to lean forward press him back just 13 00:02:05,000 --> 00:02:13,160 a little bit make him so very happy kiss down his neck 14 00:02:13,160 --> 00:02:21,280 I'll sink my teeth into the back of it until he squirms and moans my hands down 15 00:02:21,280 --> 00:02:37,160 his chest wrap them around his cock oh god to be so close again I had the 16 00:02:37,160 --> 00:02:41,560 chance but I was trying to be good one doesn't give themselves away the first 17 00:02:41,560 --> 00:02:52,480 time right I so desperately wanted to I want to now I want to save him I want to 18 00:02:52,480 --> 00:03:02,200 worship him I want to belong completely to impale myself on his cock to swallow 19 00:03:02,200 --> 00:03:16,800 his cock miss him I won't see him again for months we speak every day I want to 20 00:03:16,800 --> 00:03:29,960 save him I want to pleasure him I want to touch every pleasure center every bit 21 00:03:29,960 --> 00:03:49,360 of skin that I can rest even the tiniest bit from I want to belong to him so 22 00:03:49,360 --> 00:03:56,920 thoroughly so completely I want to know beyond a shadow of a doubt every moment 23 00:03:56,920 --> 00:04:12,240 every single moment he captured me oh sir I love you so much I do worship you 24 00:04:12,240 --> 00:04:29,240 even from afar I do I want you to ravage me to make me yours to rip me apart from 25 00:04:29,240 --> 00:04:41,280 the inside out and remake me I want so badly to lose all those little bits that 26 00:04:41,280 --> 00:04:54,160 separate me from your service I want to be owned to be devoured to be taken to 27 00:04:54,160 --> 00:05:03,360 willingly where you were calling your chains I want you to bend me into the 28 00:05:03,360 --> 00:05:09,720 bed to dig your nails into my shoulders to sink your teeth into my neck until I 29 00:05:09,720 --> 00:05:18,880 bleed to scratch down my sides to shove my face into the pillow to shove it so 30 00:05:18,880 --> 00:05:27,080 far into me but I don't know where the end is I want to be ravaged over and 31 00:05:27,080 --> 00:05:33,400 over and I'm sobbing and begging and screaming a complete dripping mess with 32 00:05:33,400 --> 00:05:47,560 all of you running down my thighs be so thoroughly and completely yours I never 33 00:05:47,560 --> 00:06:03,240 forget I want to be used I want to be trained 34 00:06:03,240 --> 00:06:10,160 I want to be heard in ways that I've never been hurt before I want to give 35 00:06:10,160 --> 00:06:35,480 myself over entirely to your pleasure I want the distance between us to melt 36 00:06:40,160 --> 00:07:05,480 mmm yes mmm make it rape 37 00:07:10,160 --> 00:07:38,480 oh god oh god oh god oh that was both a bit disgusting 38 00:07:38,480 --> 00:07:44,480 And, mmm, mmm, that was a bit too much. 39 00:07:44,480 --> 00:07:49,480 Oh, I'm, I'm sorry for the coughing. 40 00:07:57,480 --> 00:08:01,480 I'll try to, um, muffle it, but it must be terribly loud. 41 00:08:01,480 --> 00:08:07,480 Oh, well, ever say. 42 00:08:07,480 --> 00:08:14,480 As you can probably tell, I'm a bit smitten. 43 00:08:17,480 --> 00:08:20,480 I hope you enjoyed that. 44 00:08:21,480 --> 00:08:25,480 Because I wish I was a call with, on a call with him. 45 00:08:25,480 --> 00:08:31,480 Hey, look, words are a thing that exist when I finished.