Okay so I was given a request that is very near and dear to my heart.
Somebody asked me to make a recording about bondage fantasies that I haven't
done in real life. Now I've done a lot of shit in real life, bondage wise, but
things that I have not done in real life because of space in my apartment and
limitations as far as finances because this shit's expensive to be honest with
you and we have already stunk a couple thousand dollars into bondage and BDSM
gear so right now we're kind of at a standstill with our spending budget
because we bought all the little shit that we can and at this point now
it's just like fucking machines and bondage furniture and ridiculous shit
like that. Excuse me. So
the three things that I thought of that I really really want to do and haven't
been able to do because of limitations in my life is water bondage, suspension,
and caging. And well I was talking to my boyfriend master fiance thing
about what I had idea wise and he said and he always comes up with the best
ideas I might have convinced him to start writing scripts for the thread but
one thing that he brought up that now I can't get out of my mind is combining
the caging and water bondage. So if I was in a human-sized cage like a dog cage
or something to that effect and I'm trapped and locked in there and I'm on
all fours and my ankles are cuffed and attached to the bars behind me and my
wrists are cuffed and attached to the bars in front of me so I can't move. I
also would want, we don't have one of these, but I want a waist cuff which is
a if you don't know what that is it's a leather thing with the earrings around
the front and back and two sides and I'd want a waist cuff on so that that would
be attached to the top of the cage and my collar would be attached to the door
of the cage so I'd be completely immobile and helpless and him lifting
the cage slowly into water, so like a fish tank or swimming pool or something
like some sort of device for lowering it slowly. That's a lot of money that
we're sinking into this fantasy but let's go with it because one day it will
happen because it is totally worth spending money on bondage equipment.
Anyway so he would be lowering me into the water so at first you know I'd see
it coming and I'd be freaking the fuck out but of course I couldn't do
anything because I am completely helpless and he can do whatever the
fuck he wants to me and so he's lowering it first I feel it on my calves and my
toes and my hands and then slowly it goes up my wrists and up to my thighs
through my elbow
and then as it goes further down up through my thighs and my arms and the
bottom of my stomach
and I can just tear a tear would be shooting through me at that moment and
that's really fucking hot
so then I feel it across my shoulders
over my sides over half of my ass
and then it goes further up covering my whole back and my ass and my head is
stuck where it is I can't strain to the top of the cage I can't do anything
because the restraints to my collar are keeping me there
and then slowly the water comes up over my neck under my chin and I'm just
panicking I can't do anything and I'm pulling at my restraints I'm so fucking
scared that I'm soaking wet not just water but I can and it goes up over my
mouth and very slowly it covers my nose
and before that I know it's coming so I take one huge breath there
and then you know it keeps going up over my eyes and covering my head and I'm
I'm trapped I'm trapped and I can't move and I can't breathe all I have to do is
rely on my master to pull me out of there before I die or pass out or both
so then he pulls me up a little bit I breathe doesn't pull me up too far and
he puts me back down and then we just repeat this delicious fucking cycle and
I I'm the kind of person who when I come I've always held my breath when I was
trying to get off I just what I do and one time when he was choking me I came
just from that because it was just so fucking hot I'm pretty sure in this
situation I would probably come without just from not being able to breathe in
the sheer intensity of my fear and the overwhelmingness of it all then he pull
the cage out the water pull me out of the cage grab me that sounds like
amazingly fun so that combines water bondage and caging much better than what
I had for either one of them way to go and then the suspension thing I was
always kind of curious about suspension he was always more into it than I was
because he's taken classes and things on it but the other day I had the idea he
had the idea somebody had the idea of I love sensory deprivation so combining
sensory deprivation with suspension I don't even know how to describe what
that would be like probably it'd be just overwhelming overwhelming nothingness so
what I have in my head is in our future house we have a small room a small
partition of our dungeon that's kind of like a big closet and we cover the door
and the walls and the ceiling and the floor in film so you know it's sound
proof or relatively soundproof and we have a suspension rig in there and he
blindfolds me he takes me in there and for the meantime puts earplugs in my
ears because you know when he's in there there's still a little bit of sound and
he uses rope to suspend me so he puts me in the chest harness and ankle binders
and no not ankle binders he do each leg respectively so he could keep the leg
spread he'd probably put the spreader bar on me because spreader bars are amazing
but so he'd suspend me I'd be perpendicular to parallel to the floor
if not perpendicular fuck that and um he take out the earplugs keep the
blindfold on me be no light in the room and in my fantasy he has a camera in one
of the corners of the ceiling so he can keep an eye on me on that vision camera
because of my ideal house we have cameras everywhere that he can tap into
wherever he is yeah I have that fantasy but so yeah he goes and he closes the
door and he leaves me in there and you know you can't feel anything there's no
air blowing on you there's no sound there's no light there's nothing you're
floating you're not even touching anything besides the rope which after a
while you can't really even feel and in my fantasy he leaves me there I don't
know how long I wouldn't know in real life how long because time would cease
to exist or drive on forever in that situation and he leaves me there and I
might fall asleep I don't know I don't know it would just be it would be pure
nothingness and pure bliss
it'd be peace and you know somewhere along the way he'd come back but I
probably wouldn't see it because A. I'm blindfolded and B. I might be asleep I don't
know but in my mind he comes back in and he just had any warning anything just
fucks me fucks me hard while I'm suspended can't see anything and can't
do anything and it really helped us to stop him
and yeah that sounds like a fuck ton of fun the other one is instead of him
fucking me right away he comes back and tortures me so tortures my nipples
tortures my ass and my cunt and my clit and beats me, canes me, uses me for his amusement
and then he fucks me or he doesn't because orgasm with Jamil is amazing as well so it's
really up to him but there's so many possibilities that he could do with that
and I am fucking fascinated by that fantasy I fact that this afternoon after
he left it was I just I love sensory deprivation and combining it with other
things like torture makes it even better but yeah those are my two I guess I had
three but now I have two my two biggest non-obtainable bondage fantasies there
you go