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Okay so I was given a request that is very near and dear to my heart.

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Somebody asked me to make a recording about bondage fantasies that I haven't

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done in real life. Now I've done a lot of shit in real life, bondage wise, but

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things that I have not done in real life because of space in my apartment and

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limitations as far as finances because this shit's expensive to be honest with

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you and we have already stunk a couple thousand dollars into bondage and BDSM

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gear so right now we're kind of at a standstill with our spending budget

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because we bought all the little shit that we can and at this point now

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it's just like fucking machines and bondage furniture and ridiculous shit

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like that. Excuse me. So

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the three things that I thought of that I really really want to do and haven't

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been able to do because of limitations in my life is water bondage, suspension,

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and caging. And well I was talking to my boyfriend master fiance thing

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about what I had idea wise and he said and he always comes up with the best

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ideas I might have convinced him to start writing scripts for the thread but

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one thing that he brought up that now I can't get out of my mind is combining

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the caging and water bondage. So if I was in a human-sized cage like a dog cage

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or something to that effect and I'm trapped and locked in there and I'm on

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all fours and my ankles are cuffed and attached to the bars behind me and my

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wrists are cuffed and attached to the bars in front of me so I can't move. I

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also would want, we don't have one of these, but I want a waist cuff which is

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a if you don't know what that is it's a leather thing with the earrings around

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the front and back and two sides and I'd want a waist cuff on so that that would

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be attached to the top of the cage and my collar would be attached to the door

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of the cage so I'd be completely immobile and helpless and him lifting

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the cage slowly into water, so like a fish tank or swimming pool or something

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like some sort of device for lowering it slowly. That's a lot of money that

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we're sinking into this fantasy but let's go with it because one day it will

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happen because it is totally worth spending money on bondage equipment.

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Anyway so he would be lowering me into the water so at first you know I'd see

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it coming and I'd be freaking the fuck out but of course I couldn't do

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anything because I am completely helpless and he can do whatever the

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fuck he wants to me and so he's lowering it first I feel it on my calves and my

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toes and my hands and then slowly it goes up my wrists and up to my thighs

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through my elbow

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and then as it goes further down up through my thighs and my arms and the

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bottom of my stomach

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and I can just tear a tear would be shooting through me at that moment and

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that's really fucking hot

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so then I feel it across my shoulders

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over my sides over half of my ass

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and then it goes further up covering my whole back and my ass and my head is

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stuck where it is I can't strain to the top of the cage I can't do anything

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because the restraints to my collar are keeping me there

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and then slowly the water comes up over my neck under my chin and I'm just

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panicking I can't do anything and I'm pulling at my restraints I'm so fucking

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scared that I'm soaking wet not just water but I can and it goes up over my

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mouth and very slowly it covers my nose

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and before that I know it's coming so I take one huge breath there

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and then you know it keeps going up over my eyes and covering my head and I'm

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I'm trapped I'm trapped and I can't move and I can't breathe all I have to do is

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rely on my master to pull me out of there before I die or pass out or both

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so then he pulls me up a little bit I breathe doesn't pull me up too far and

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he puts me back down and then we just repeat this delicious fucking cycle and

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I I'm the kind of person who when I come I've always held my breath when I was

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trying to get off I just what I do and one time when he was choking me I came

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just from that because it was just so fucking hot I'm pretty sure in this

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situation I would probably come without just from not being able to breathe in

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the sheer intensity of my fear and the overwhelmingness of it all then he pull

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the cage out the water pull me out of the cage grab me that sounds like

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amazingly fun so that combines water bondage and caging much better than what

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I had for either one of them way to go and then the suspension thing I was

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always kind of curious about suspension he was always more into it than I was

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because he's taken classes and things on it but the other day I had the idea he

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had the idea somebody had the idea of I love sensory deprivation so combining

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sensory deprivation with suspension I don't even know how to describe what

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that would be like probably it'd be just overwhelming overwhelming nothingness so

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what I have in my head is in our future house we have a small room a small

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partition of our dungeon that's kind of like a big closet and we cover the door

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and the walls and the ceiling and the floor in film so you know it's sound

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proof or relatively soundproof and we have a suspension rig in there and he

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blindfolds me he takes me in there and for the meantime puts earplugs in my

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ears because you know when he's in there there's still a little bit of sound and

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he uses rope to suspend me so he puts me in the chest harness and ankle binders

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and no not ankle binders he do each leg respectively so he could keep the leg

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spread he'd probably put the spreader bar on me because spreader bars are amazing

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but so he'd suspend me I'd be perpendicular to parallel to the floor

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if not perpendicular fuck that and um he take out the earplugs keep the

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blindfold on me be no light in the room and in my fantasy he has a camera in one

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of the corners of the ceiling so he can keep an eye on me on that vision camera

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because of my ideal house we have cameras everywhere that he can tap into

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wherever he is yeah I have that fantasy but so yeah he goes and he closes the

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door and he leaves me in there and you know you can't feel anything there's no

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air blowing on you there's no sound there's no light there's nothing you're

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floating you're not even touching anything besides the rope which after a

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while you can't really even feel and in my fantasy he leaves me there I don't

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know how long I wouldn't know in real life how long because time would cease

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to exist or drive on forever in that situation and he leaves me there and I

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might fall asleep I don't know I don't know it would just be it would be pure

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nothingness and pure bliss

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it'd be peace and you know somewhere along the way he'd come back but I

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probably wouldn't see it because A. I'm blindfolded and B. I might be asleep I don't

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know but in my mind he comes back in and he just had any warning anything just

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fucks me fucks me hard while I'm suspended can't see anything and can't

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do anything and it really helped us to stop him

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and yeah that sounds like a fuck ton of fun the other one is instead of him

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fucking me right away he comes back and tortures me so tortures my nipples

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tortures my ass and my cunt and my clit and beats me, canes me, uses me for his amusement

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and then he fucks me or he doesn't because orgasm with Jamil is amazing as well so it's

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really up to him but there's so many possibilities that he could do with that

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and I am fucking fascinated by that fantasy I fact that this afternoon after

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he left it was I just I love sensory deprivation and combining it with other

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things like torture makes it even better but yeah those are my two I guess I had

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three but now I have two my two biggest non-obtainable bondage fantasies there

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you go