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Penetration is... How do I even begin? It's so close and so vulnerable.

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It's this amazing cocktail of feelings mixed up shot of physical pleasure with an emotional chaser of love.

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Does that sound really dumb?

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I got pretty drunk last night. Maybe I still have alcohol in the brain.

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I guess I'll just start at the beginning.

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There has to be some buildup, right? You can't just penetrate a girl just like that because she'll be dry and it'll hurt.

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She has to be ready if you care about her at all and if you don't, you don't deserve her.

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You have to make her wet or make her mouth water or make her relaxed and comfortable so you can lube up her ass.

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If she's feeling eager and wants to be a dirty tease, she might lube herself up and make you watch.

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Penetration honestly begins with flirting and kissing and desire.

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When a boy is built right, when he has that cute smile and that impish look in his eyes,

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when he has nice clear skin and hands stronger than they look,

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when he's got a cute butt and knows how to dress right so I can check it out sometimes,

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he knows how to tease and banter when we have just that right chemistry between us.

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I'm thinking about what he's going to feel like a long, long time before the clothes come off.

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I'm thinking about feeling him through his pants as he gets hard.

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I'm thinking about the look on his face when I start undressing him and he feels my breath against his naked skin.

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I'm thinking about those hands on my hair or around my wrists stroking me and squeezing me and tightening when he starts to take control.

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Penetration is all of that coming to a head.

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So what's it actually feel like once the clothes are off?

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Well it's like when it's just not enough anymore to have the head teasing between my lips or up and down the crease of my ass.

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What's it like when he pulls my head down onto his cock and where he holds me tight and pushes his way in?

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Well it hurts a little bit, but it hurts in a good way.

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Like when I haven't seen someone I love for a long time and we hug each other just a little too hard.

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It hurts like a boy sinking his teeth into my shoulder, marking me when he comes.

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It hurts just for a second and then it's like my body remembers him and accepts him and there's this sweet sweet stretching feeling as he sinks into me.

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It's like sinking into a hot bath, like having the hot relaxing water wash all over my body.

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It's when a boy takes me, where he really takes me, takes all of me.

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The boy is fucking me and I'm his and his alone.

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He's the only thing that matters to me.

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For that first few seconds, he's sinking into me.

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All that matters is the shape of his cock and the smooth friction of his skin and the weight of his body and warmth of him being so close.

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Once I catch my breath, all the other things I love about him start filling up my mind and it all comes swirling together.

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I remember how lucky I am to have him. I want to share with him how good he makes me feel.

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So maybe he'll feel lucky to have me too.