The thing is, I find it kind of awkward, um, very so really, to sit here like this, knowing
that I have to do exactly what you tell me to do.
I mean, I know I'm not very old, but I'm a woman physically, and I know my own mind.
Nobody fucks with me, I do what I want, except, well except, damn this is humiliating to admit,
to get cited, um, I need to be ordered to, I need to be told to touch myself, where,
and how, and the more demeaning it is, the better, like, right now I'm slowly touching
my clit, because that's all you've allowed me to do, and yet I'm quivering inside, my
whole body is shaking with desire to go further, to be told to put one finger inside another,
stretching my slippery little, more and more, feeling the walls open up and accept my fingers
inside me, two, three, maybe even four, wriggling and writhing inside me, just like my cunt would
accept your fingers, or your cock, or whatever you wanted to put on me, my fingertips are
slowly circling and teasing, and saying you're soaking wet, and I can't stop, but I can't
go further without your permission, that's cruel but exquisite torture, please, please
let me put my fingers inside myself, I'll do exactly what you say, when you say it just
tell me what to do, and don't be too nice about it, call me names, tell me all the things
you're going to do to me, and make me do to myself, tell me to use me, hit me, choke me,
use my mouth and throat like a cunt for your pleasure, I need you to, I need you to, I'll
beg, I'll do anything, just tell me how you want, tell me how you'll use me, tell me what
to do, I don't care what you want, I'll do anything you want, this is everything I fucking
want.