1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:02,840 I've always liked you. 2 00:00:02,840 --> 00:00:07,160 I never used to think about it, but you've always been a good-looking guy, and you make 3 00:00:07,160 --> 00:00:08,840 me laugh. 4 00:00:08,840 --> 00:00:14,240 But for some reason, I never used to think about it until that one time. 5 00:00:14,240 --> 00:00:21,120 I'm sure you don't remember it, but about a year ago, we all got in a car to go to a 6 00:00:21,120 --> 00:00:22,120 party. 7 00:00:22,120 --> 00:00:27,720 It was a small car, and we were all pretty cramped in there, and I had to sit on your 8 00:00:27,720 --> 00:00:28,720 lap. 9 00:00:28,720 --> 00:00:30,560 I'm pretty sure you didn't think anything of it. 10 00:00:30,560 --> 00:00:35,640 I know you've always thought of me as a friend, if you thought of me at all. 11 00:00:35,640 --> 00:00:39,840 I guess it was the friction or something, I don't know what it was, but I noticed that 12 00:00:39,840 --> 00:00:42,880 you got, you know, hard. 13 00:00:42,880 --> 00:00:51,240 I could feel this warm, hard erection pressing against my butt and my thigh. 14 00:00:51,240 --> 00:00:58,080 I had never even seen one at that point, never even really thought about one, but when I 15 00:00:58,080 --> 00:01:06,680 felt your cock, it was this amazing new experience, maybe the best feeling I ever felt in my life. 16 00:01:06,680 --> 00:01:12,720 I got so wet instantly just feeling it poke and press against me, I couldn't help it. 17 00:01:12,720 --> 00:01:20,880 My pussy just started, I don't know, hurting for it, and I did my best to not let it show 18 00:01:20,880 --> 00:01:26,240 how horny you made me, but my instinct was to grind against it, let it press against 19 00:01:26,240 --> 00:01:28,520 my pussy through my jeans. 20 00:01:28,520 --> 00:01:34,240 I just wanted to feel it in me so badly, out of nowhere. 21 00:01:34,240 --> 00:01:39,680 As soon as we got to the party, I snuck into the first bathroom I saw and rubbed myself 22 00:01:39,680 --> 00:01:43,100 into my very first orgasm. 23 00:01:43,100 --> 00:01:50,400 When I got home, I used a hairbrush and fucked myself for the very first time. 24 00:01:50,400 --> 00:01:57,200 It was all downhill from there, ever since then, and I mean every single moment since 25 00:01:57,200 --> 00:02:01,840 then, I haven't been able to get over it. 26 00:02:01,840 --> 00:02:09,920 It's like this mental block, I've been obsessed with you and your cock since that moment. 27 00:02:09,920 --> 00:02:15,400 Anytime I have a moment to daydream or think to myself, it immediately goes back to feeling 28 00:02:15,400 --> 00:02:24,960 that big, thick cock against my skin, tasting it, being fucked by it. 29 00:02:24,960 --> 00:02:28,120 To say I fantasize is an understatement. 30 00:02:28,120 --> 00:02:34,720 I have trouble concentrating in school, keeping my hands off myself, I have to change my underwear 31 00:02:34,720 --> 00:02:40,080 some days because I'm dripping on my legs and I'm afraid someone will see. 32 00:02:40,080 --> 00:02:48,960 I've tried so hard not to let you know, not to let anyone know that I fuck myself stupid 33 00:02:48,960 --> 00:02:52,200 over you every chance I get. 34 00:02:52,200 --> 00:02:56,120 I'll admit, I've gotten a little obsessive. 35 00:02:56,120 --> 00:03:02,480 I've saved pictures of you on my computer, especially ones where I can get even a hint 36 00:03:02,480 --> 00:03:05,480 of a bulge in your pants. 37 00:03:05,480 --> 00:03:09,280 I've printed them out and hung them on my wall. 38 00:03:09,280 --> 00:03:14,320 I've touched myself while I've talked to you on the phone or while in class or hanging 39 00:03:14,320 --> 00:03:20,680 out in a group, I've stuck my fingers into my panties while no one was looking. 40 00:03:20,680 --> 00:03:26,360 I've stolen your clothes and I'm not proud to admit it and I've gone to your house at 41 00:03:26,360 --> 00:03:30,160 night and peeked in your window. 42 00:03:30,160 --> 00:03:34,280 When I first saw you coming out of the shower, I went to a completely different level. 43 00:03:34,280 --> 00:03:41,760 I sat there in the bushes trying to be completely quiet while you barely held your towel around 44 00:03:41,760 --> 00:03:44,800 your waist, teasing me. 45 00:03:44,800 --> 00:03:50,600 My pussy was throbbing and finally you dropped it to the floor and I got my first look at 46 00:03:50,600 --> 00:03:51,600 it. 47 00:03:51,600 --> 00:03:55,640 Oh my god, I couldn't even believe it. 48 00:03:55,640 --> 00:03:57,440 Your cock was perfect. 49 00:03:57,440 --> 00:04:02,360 It was only half erect but so thick and so beautiful. 50 00:04:02,360 --> 00:04:06,240 It was all I could do to take pictures of it on my phone before I just couldn't stand 51 00:04:06,240 --> 00:04:08,960 it anymore. 52 00:04:08,960 --> 00:04:14,080 Imagine me on all fours in the bushes with my pants around my ankles. 53 00:04:14,080 --> 00:04:19,440 I was moaning so loud, I'm amazed you didn't hear me. 54 00:04:19,440 --> 00:04:24,800 I'd like to say that was the last time I peeped on you or the last time I recorded it but 55 00:04:24,800 --> 00:04:29,240 if I'm being honest, there are like a hundred files on my computer that I masturbate to 56 00:04:29,240 --> 00:04:35,040 every night, so much that I don't get enough sleep or in the morning so I'm constantly 57 00:04:35,040 --> 00:04:36,040 late. 58 00:04:36,040 --> 00:04:38,560 It's really become a problem. 59 00:04:38,560 --> 00:04:43,560 My parents think I have some sort of learning disability, I'm not kidding. 60 00:04:43,560 --> 00:04:48,160 They put me into counseling because they think I'm depressed. 61 00:04:48,160 --> 00:04:56,440 The real reason I never leave my room is because I'm coming over and over, thinking about being 62 00:04:56,440 --> 00:05:03,480 on my knees in front of you, inches away from your cock as you stroke hot cum out of it, 63 00:05:03,480 --> 00:05:06,120 covering my face. 64 00:05:06,120 --> 00:05:11,280 The pay of your boxers I stole from your locker was a gold mine too. 65 00:05:11,280 --> 00:05:16,160 They smelled like you and I'm pretty sure they had some cum or pre-cum in them, maybe 66 00:05:16,160 --> 00:05:21,520 not anymore because I've licked them so much. 67 00:05:21,520 --> 00:05:24,560 And then there was the homecoming party. 68 00:05:24,560 --> 00:05:31,440 God, I will never forget that night as long as I live. 69 00:05:31,440 --> 00:05:36,240 I went to the party because you'd be there and I was hoping to build up the courage to 70 00:05:36,240 --> 00:05:41,160 get you drunk and fuck you but I lost track of you at one point and I didn't find you 71 00:05:41,160 --> 00:05:47,680 until way later when everyone had passed out, including you, all by yourself in one of the 72 00:05:47,680 --> 00:05:48,680 bedrooms. 73 00:05:48,680 --> 00:05:54,880 Now was my chance, I took a lot of courage but I finally touched you a little to see 74 00:05:54,880 --> 00:05:59,760 if you would wake up and you are down for the count. 75 00:05:59,760 --> 00:06:06,280 I was practically licking my lips as I slowly, slowly unzipped your jeans and pulled them 76 00:06:06,280 --> 00:06:07,600 down a bit. 77 00:06:07,600 --> 00:06:13,320 You were already hurried through your boxers and it was all I could do to bite my lip so 78 00:06:13,320 --> 00:06:16,760 I wouldn't moan out for someone to hear. 79 00:06:16,760 --> 00:06:23,000 I pressed my face against your cock, moaning a little and twit, smelling you, feeling how 80 00:06:23,000 --> 00:06:25,640 hard you were through the fabric. 81 00:06:25,640 --> 00:06:31,800 I was so scared you were going to wake up but I had it at you, I just had to suck that 82 00:06:31,800 --> 00:06:34,680 dick or I would always regret it. 83 00:06:34,680 --> 00:06:41,800 So I slid my hand gently underneath and pulled you out and I was speechless. 84 00:06:41,800 --> 00:06:50,000 I had your cock in my hand, the object of my affection and obsession for so long. 85 00:06:50,000 --> 00:06:55,200 It was right, right there. 86 00:06:55,200 --> 00:07:00,400 I was beside myself but I knew I couldn't just throw fuck you because you'd wake up 87 00:07:00,400 --> 00:07:04,320 for sure so I was gentle. 88 00:07:04,320 --> 00:07:11,600 I stroked you slowly, looking at your cock as it got harder and bigger and I leaned in, 89 00:07:11,600 --> 00:07:14,880 closed my eyes and gave it a kiss. 90 00:07:14,880 --> 00:07:20,880 I hadn't even kissed a boy yet and the first thing my lips touched was the base of your 91 00:07:20,880 --> 00:07:25,880 penis which is exactly how I wanted it. 92 00:07:25,880 --> 00:07:29,520 I was so afraid but also so horny. 93 00:07:29,520 --> 00:07:35,920 My lips barely grazed against you at first but then I pressed my lips firmly against 94 00:07:35,920 --> 00:07:39,240 you, pushing your cock against my mouth. 95 00:07:39,240 --> 00:07:42,400 I was so wet it was insane. 96 00:07:42,400 --> 00:07:55,960 You didn't wake up but, well, let's just say I took advantage and you took my virginity. 97 00:07:55,960 --> 00:08:00,840 I thought it would make those cravings die down but it's just made them worse. 98 00:08:00,840 --> 00:08:07,160 The fact that I didn't get to taste your cum is driving me crazy and I decided even though 99 00:08:07,160 --> 00:08:12,560 I'm sure you'll be horrified by my confessing all of this to get this off my chest, if you 100 00:08:12,560 --> 00:08:19,200 don't want to call the cops on me maybe you'll let me be your personal whore or something. 101 00:08:19,200 --> 00:08:24,960 I really don't want to keep going to school and I can't stand my parents. 102 00:08:24,960 --> 00:08:30,040 Maybe I could just move in with you and sleep in your closet whenever you wanted me, whenever 103 00:08:30,040 --> 00:08:32,120 you wanted me, wanted me to do anything. 104 00:08:32,120 --> 00:08:39,280 You could have me and when you're done you can put some food in my bowl, honestly. 105 00:08:39,280 --> 00:08:47,840 I don't think I'd ever want anything else so it's your call really. 106 00:08:47,840 --> 00:09:03,480 Just let me know what you think.