Okay, so I'm going to talk about firsts, it was one of the requests for like story, requests for like the storytelling challenges. The question is, do you have cute stories about first experiences? Let's hear about crushes, unrequited desire, watching him or her from afar, first kisses, budding romances, maybe even first fuck, it doesn't have to be too explicit or extremely dirty, innocence and discovery are dead cute, bonus points if they are experiences with other women, okay. So the first time I ever pursued a woman, like legit pursued them, not as like a romantic thing because we got along as friends, but I thought she was fucking gorgeous, she's had like massive tits, and I'm not really a tit person, but that was a good thing she had going for her, she had long brown hair and her nose was so fucking cute, she had brown eyes and I don't know, she was just very different and she had a slight southern accent because she was from Carolinas and while that normally is like a super turn off on her it was really cute, so she and I kind of flirted, kind of danced around it but she was straight, like she still to this day maintains that she is straight, we're still good friends. But I remember we had been kind of flirting and kind of messing around and I remember one night we had stayed up all night and we were sitting on the couch at my sister's house because I was roommates with my sister at the time and my sister was at work and she and I sat on the couch all night and if I'm remembering correctly somehow the conversation turned to that I liked her and she liked me and we wanted to try stuff and I remember my heart just thumping in my chest and I knew that if anything was going to happen, if this was ever going to become anything that I would have to be the one to initiate with her, but I'd never done that, I'd always been the pursuer and it was really weird and it made me realize how hard it is to be a dude. So I'm sitting there and I don't know if any of you guys have experienced this, I experienced this, I experienced this a lot, where you sit there and you're like okay I'm going to work up the nerve to do this and then the time goes by and you didn't work up the nerve and so you're like I'm going to give myself a little more time and then the time goes by and then you're like there's too much time that's gone by, the moment has passed, like it's fucked up now and it's just, it's scary as fuck and I remember I just, I think I took like 20 minutes of her just sitting there in silence and me just sitting there and freaking out like she's not going to do anything, I happen to be the one to do something and so finally I turn to her and I'm like you know what just fuck it, I think I said fuck it, I don't care and I put my hand on the side of her face and I leaned forward and I kissed her and it was like, it was kind of explosive but not like I want to be all up on you kind of thing, it was not like a feverish kiss, it was like, it was like all of our wanting each other and our nervousness and our attraction just kind of spilled out into this kiss and you know it was really relaxing so we made out for I think like 10 or 15 minutes and then like by that point it's 6 o'clock in the fucking morning, I mean we'd been up all night talking and waiting for me to kiss her so we went to go get breakfast and that kind of just like killed the whole mood but it led to be a long and happy straight girl, mostly lesbian girl coupling so yeah, I can talk about more later if anybody wants me to.