hey um do you have a couple minutes there are some things i feel i have to say
and they're intended only for you no don't worry it's nothing bad
no no i don't think you've treated me inappropriately in fact it's sort of the opposite
so first you should know that our communication is really important to me you're one of the few
people that i feel completely comfortable around yeah with you there's no pressure to be anyone
other than me you accept me completely for who i am in fact you seem to appreciate me
very much you never talk down to me i never get the sense that you're my teacher
my elder my mentor even though you've taught me a lot particularly about self-acceptance
and there's no point in denying that there is a big age difference between us
after all you are significantly older than me and yet we interact as peers
i don't pick up any trace of condescension from you you never talk down to me
if anything you're the one who seems in awe of me you're always complimenting me
telling me how amazing i am acknowledging the work i do admiring the commitments i enact and
praising my imagination and my capacity for empathy it makes me feel very special
so do you know the term sapiosexual it means loving someone of any gender for their mind
sapiosexual is someone who's attracted to intelligence and that's how i think of myself
i am drawn to people whose talents accomplishments and intelligence i admire
yeah like you
is that okay uh do i embarrass you i'll stop if any of this is making you uncomfortable
it isn't oh that's good because uh my secret is that that i find you very attractive
i mean there's something about your mind your manner your vocabulary that makes me think of
you as a real man what do i mean well for a start your kindness you are so generous with your time
so ready to support my endeavors that i can only assume that the same generosity applies to your
love making uh is it still okay for me to continue oh are you trembling oh i am too
um too uh you know my boyfriends are also sexed up they are just desperate to come
but don't care if i use my hands my mouth my pussy just as long as they have an orgasm
i think i could bring them off just as quickly they stuck it under my armpits or in my ear or
whatever and then it's like dropped on as far as they are concerned but you well i sense you'd be
different i can imagine you taking your time focusing on your lover not hurry setting the moods
gazing into her eyes murmuring all kinds of endearments knowing that for her the gentlety
is everything oh i'm getting quite warm over here
i think that one problem is porn now don't get me wrong i love porn i watch it listen to it
and it may shock you to know but i have also created some but the predominant dynamic in porn
is so male dominated the woman is supposedly so desperate for penetration that she is so
desperate for penetration that all a man needs to do is stick his dick in her pump it in and out
a few times and she comes and while i love to feel a man inside me uh i really only come from
clitoral stimulation and i swear a lot of guys have no idea where my clitoris is
and if they do they start off by munching and slobbering all over it there's no sensitivity
no build-up no slow teasing my clit is very sensitive it needs to be teased open approached
very carefully i need to be kissed on the mouth and in my breasts massaged gently my neck
kissed my hair throat my nipples licked and even though none of that involves direct genital contact
it's all a part of clitoral stimulation do the things and i feel these delicious stirrings in my
groin i start to squirm to move my hips knowing that sooner or later i'll want my man to open my
legs because if i feel love for him eventually i want to be exposed to him my most intimate part
my most intimate part being fully and completely open for him but that process can be rushed
getting to a place of erotic venerability takes time care and loving attention
and that's how i imagine you as a lover because i have thought about you that way
on nights when i'm feeling particularly lungous i run myself a hot bath light some candles
lie back and let the warm water and sudden fold me and i'll imagine that it's your arms i'm lying
back in that you are kissing my neck running your hands over my breasts and letting your finger
stray down to my private place or i'll turn the heating up high and stretch out on the bed
my pillows will be plumbed up behind me and i'll think about what it would be like to have you lying
next to me sometimes in my mind are you you're fully clothed and other times you are completely
naked but always you are murmuring to me telling me how beautiful i am how desirable you find me
how i am your good girl and then there's that moment when your finger straight through the
outside of my labia and then run across my stomach pulling at my pussy with an upward motion
that's the move that sends this tingle because my lips
are you still okay with me talking like that oh you like it
do you mind if i continue but that i pretend that you're really doing those things to me
yes you agree that makes me very happy so kiss me
i've dreamt about this moment for so long let me lean back on the bed
yes no make love to me is the way i've dreamed about for so long
your hands are warm and your touch is strong message my thighs
that's nice kiss me again
oh that's lonely i love having my inner thighs trot
message on yes i have some it's on the dress over there
this feels nice on my thighs
no it's not too cold your warm hands have taken their chill
oh yes push my legs apart oh fuck oh sir you're opening me up so slowly but so deliberately
i feel loved by you completely confident in your hands
oh this feels so vulnerable you can see all of me oh fuck i love how you press the skin on my thighs
smoothing it caressing it and then moving your hands closer to my center but still no direct contact
oh direct contact oh i feel your fingers on my lips barely touching them but putting them very
slightly apart oh shit ah it feels amazing how do you do that i knew i just knew that you tease me
like this are you putting oil on your fingers please let that mean what i think it means
sir please i'm already it's time please touch me
okay oh my sweet glit when you pull on the skin around it you expose it so beautifully
i can feel it naked vulnerable exposed please touch it i don't care what you use
the fingers lips tongue i just need some love
oh sorry your fingertip it's just grating over the surface please please please figure with your tongue
figure with your tongue oh thank you sir that feels so soft
oh sir please please please move your hands across me there rub me as fast as you can
fuck i don't believe it i'm already getting close
oh okay is that my tildo oh why the fuck did you find that oh yes i put the tip in but keep
flicking my sweet glit more oil god this is going to be a hell of a mess to clean up but oh it feels
so good yeah you can put my toy in a little more keep rubbing it around in me and then oh that's it
let it run over my glit okay i think i'm gonna come oh fuck oh keep blinking me
i'm coming fuck it i can't stop it i'm coming oh sir hold me hold me in your arms oh fuck oh fuck
oh fuck oh god sir i need some water please
fuck that was amazing you were so loving just like i knew you would be
that's what i've been waiting for for so long someone who would take their time and put my pleasure
oh why do we have to be of different generations oh well i'm just happy that you could do that for me
that you could do that for me uh maybe next time i can show you how i would bring you pleasure
would that be okay yes thank you