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hey um do you have a couple minutes there are some things i feel i have to say

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and they're intended only for you no don't worry it's nothing bad

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no no i don't think you've treated me inappropriately in fact it's sort of the opposite

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so first you should know that our communication is really important to me you're one of the few

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people that i feel completely comfortable around yeah with you there's no pressure to be anyone

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other than me you accept me completely for who i am in fact you seem to appreciate me

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very much you never talk down to me i never get the sense that you're my teacher

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my elder my mentor even though you've taught me a lot particularly about self-acceptance

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and there's no point in denying that there is a big age difference between us

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after all you are significantly older than me and yet we interact as peers

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i don't pick up any trace of condescension from you you never talk down to me

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if anything you're the one who seems in awe of me you're always complimenting me

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telling me how amazing i am acknowledging the work i do admiring the commitments i enact and

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praising my imagination and my capacity for empathy it makes me feel very special

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so do you know the term sapiosexual it means loving someone of any gender for their mind

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sapiosexual is someone who's attracted to intelligence and that's how i think of myself

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i am drawn to people whose talents accomplishments and intelligence i admire

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yeah like you

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is that okay uh do i embarrass you i'll stop if any of this is making you uncomfortable

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it isn't oh that's good because uh my secret is that that i find you very attractive

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i mean there's something about your mind your manner your vocabulary that makes me think of

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you as a real man what do i mean well for a start your kindness you are so generous with your time

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so ready to support my endeavors that i can only assume that the same generosity applies to your

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love making uh is it still okay for me to continue oh are you trembling oh i am too

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um too uh you know my boyfriends are also sexed up they are just desperate to come

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but don't care if i use my hands my mouth my pussy just as long as they have an orgasm

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i think i could bring them off just as quickly they stuck it under my armpits or in my ear or

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whatever and then it's like dropped on as far as they are concerned but you well i sense you'd be

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different i can imagine you taking your time focusing on your lover not hurry setting the moods

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gazing into her eyes murmuring all kinds of endearments knowing that for her the gentlety

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is everything oh i'm getting quite warm over here

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i think that one problem is porn now don't get me wrong i love porn i watch it listen to it

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and it may shock you to know but i have also created some but the predominant dynamic in porn

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is so male dominated the woman is supposedly so desperate for penetration that she is so

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desperate for penetration that all a man needs to do is stick his dick in her pump it in and out

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a few times and she comes and while i love to feel a man inside me uh i really only come from

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clitoral stimulation and i swear a lot of guys have no idea where my clitoris is

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and if they do they start off by munching and slobbering all over it there's no sensitivity

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no build-up no slow teasing my clit is very sensitive it needs to be teased open approached

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very carefully i need to be kissed on the mouth and in my breasts massaged gently my neck

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kissed my hair throat my nipples licked and even though none of that involves direct genital contact

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it's all a part of clitoral stimulation do the things and i feel these delicious stirrings in my

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groin i start to squirm to move my hips knowing that sooner or later i'll want my man to open my

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legs because if i feel love for him eventually i want to be exposed to him my most intimate part

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my most intimate part being fully and completely open for him but that process can be rushed

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getting to a place of erotic venerability takes time care and loving attention

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and that's how i imagine you as a lover because i have thought about you that way

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on nights when i'm feeling particularly lungous i run myself a hot bath light some candles

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lie back and let the warm water and sudden fold me and i'll imagine that it's your arms i'm lying

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back in that you are kissing my neck running your hands over my breasts and letting your finger

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stray down to my private place or i'll turn the heating up high and stretch out on the bed

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my pillows will be plumbed up behind me and i'll think about what it would be like to have you lying

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next to me sometimes in my mind are you you're fully clothed and other times you are completely

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naked but always you are murmuring to me telling me how beautiful i am how desirable you find me

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how i am your good girl and then there's that moment when your finger straight through the

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outside of my labia and then run across my stomach pulling at my pussy with an upward motion

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that's the move that sends this tingle because my lips

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are you still okay with me talking like that oh you like it

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do you mind if i continue but that i pretend that you're really doing those things to me

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yes you agree that makes me very happy so kiss me

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i've dreamt about this moment for so long let me lean back on the bed

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yes no make love to me is the way i've dreamed about for so long

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your hands are warm and your touch is strong message my thighs

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that's nice kiss me again

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oh that's lonely i love having my inner thighs trot

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message on yes i have some it's on the dress over there

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this feels nice on my thighs

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no it's not too cold your warm hands have taken their chill

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oh yes push my legs apart oh fuck oh sir you're opening me up so slowly but so deliberately

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i feel loved by you completely confident in your hands

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oh this feels so vulnerable you can see all of me oh fuck i love how you press the skin on my thighs

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smoothing it caressing it and then moving your hands closer to my center but still no direct contact

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oh direct contact oh i feel your fingers on my lips barely touching them but putting them very

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slightly apart oh shit ah it feels amazing how do you do that i knew i just knew that you tease me

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like this are you putting oil on your fingers please let that mean what i think it means

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sir please i'm already it's time please touch me

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okay oh my sweet glit when you pull on the skin around it you expose it so beautifully

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i can feel it naked vulnerable exposed please touch it i don't care what you use

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the fingers lips tongue i just need some love

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oh sorry your fingertip it's just grating over the surface please please please figure with your tongue

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figure with your tongue oh thank you sir that feels so soft

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oh sir please please please move your hands across me there rub me as fast as you can

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fuck i don't believe it i'm already getting close

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oh okay is that my tildo oh why the fuck did you find that oh yes i put the tip in but keep

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flicking my sweet glit more oil god this is going to be a hell of a mess to clean up but oh it feels

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so good yeah you can put my toy in a little more keep rubbing it around in me and then oh that's it

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let it run over my glit okay i think i'm gonna come oh fuck oh keep blinking me

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i'm coming fuck it i can't stop it i'm coming oh sir hold me hold me in your arms oh fuck oh fuck

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oh fuck oh god sir i need some water please

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fuck that was amazing you were so loving just like i knew you would be

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that's what i've been waiting for for so long someone who would take their time and put my pleasure

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oh why do we have to be of different generations oh well i'm just happy that you could do that for me

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that you could do that for me uh maybe next time i can show you how i would bring you pleasure

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would that be okay yes thank you