1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:02,460 I shine like a crazy diamond. 2 00:00:02,460 --> 00:00:06,000 I play in all kinds of costumes and I play them well. 3 00:00:06,200 --> 00:00:09,360 I am so strong, so smart, so beautiful. 4 00:00:09,680 --> 00:00:12,600 My mind is an architect and a sleigh of kings. 5 00:00:12,600 --> 00:00:16,700 My thoughts go deep and my hearts fill in abundance. 6 00:00:17,260 --> 00:00:20,900 But there are times where I seek relief in simplicity. 7 00:00:21,240 --> 00:00:22,920 I don't want to excel. 8 00:00:23,100 --> 00:00:25,340 I don't even want to be a person anymore. 9 00:00:25,740 --> 00:00:28,340 I need all those roles to be stripped away, 10 00:00:28,340 --> 00:00:30,640 along with the layers of my clothing, 11 00:00:30,640 --> 00:00:33,640 until I am nothing more than a mere sex object. 12 00:00:34,000 --> 00:00:36,840 No need to think, to speak, to pretend. 13 00:00:36,840 --> 00:00:40,200 No choice but to surrender to pure, primal lust. 14 00:00:40,920 --> 00:00:44,200 In that mood I desperately need to lose control. 15 00:00:44,200 --> 00:00:46,080 I yearn for you to take me, 16 00:00:46,080 --> 00:00:47,680 pound me senseless, 17 00:00:47,680 --> 00:00:50,080 fuck me into oblivion, 18 00:00:50,080 --> 00:00:52,240 help me get away from myself. 19 00:00:52,560 --> 00:00:54,440 To bring me closer to... 20 00:00:54,440 --> 00:00:55,240 God? 21 00:00:55,240 --> 00:00:56,320 I don't know. 22 00:00:56,320 --> 00:00:58,320 But it feels like heaven. 23 00:00:58,760 --> 00:01:02,640 It is your lust and only your lust that matters now. 24 00:01:02,640 --> 00:01:04,640 I'll be your free-lose girl. 25 00:01:04,640 --> 00:01:07,040 I'll let you be selfish without guilt. 26 00:01:07,440 --> 00:01:08,720 You feel the urge? 27 00:01:08,720 --> 00:01:11,400 Just bend me over the nearest surface and take me 28 00:01:11,400 --> 00:01:14,000 without any further preliminaries. 29 00:01:14,000 --> 00:01:17,680 Use me whenever or wherever it pleases you. 30 00:01:18,400 --> 00:01:20,240 I'll let you do anything. 31 00:01:20,240 --> 00:01:23,360 I thrive on the thrill of being made helpless, 32 00:01:23,360 --> 00:01:28,480 of being fucked ruthlessly until not a conscious thought remains in my brain. 33 00:01:28,480 --> 00:01:30,880 Tie me up so I can't move a limb. 34 00:01:30,880 --> 00:01:33,200 Blindfold me so I can't see. 35 00:01:33,200 --> 00:01:36,480 Put a ball gag in my mouth so I can't say a word. 36 00:01:36,480 --> 00:01:39,280 Make me your living fuck-door. 37 00:01:40,080 --> 00:01:42,800 And not only yours, if you choose so. 38 00:01:42,800 --> 00:01:44,320 Toys can be shared. 39 00:01:44,320 --> 00:01:46,400 Toys don't say no. 40 00:01:46,400 --> 00:01:49,680 Invite your friends, I'll be free-use for you all. 41 00:01:49,680 --> 00:01:52,000 Take me two or three at a time. 42 00:01:52,000 --> 00:01:54,640 Fuck me while I'm already covered in cum. 43 00:01:54,640 --> 00:01:57,360 Watch me take me more than I can handle. 44 00:01:57,360 --> 00:02:00,960 I may be sore and spent, but determined to push through the pain 45 00:02:00,960 --> 00:02:03,200 to satisfy you all. 46 00:02:03,200 --> 00:02:05,760 You see behind the exhaustion. 47 00:02:05,760 --> 00:02:07,760 That mad glint in my eyes. 48 00:02:07,760 --> 00:02:10,080 That ecstasy of surrender. 49 00:02:10,080 --> 00:02:12,080 You don't give me respite. 50 00:02:12,080 --> 00:02:13,520 You know what I need. 51 00:02:13,520 --> 00:02:17,360 Not a break, but the adrenaline rush of being tied to the bed, 52 00:02:17,360 --> 00:02:23,040 completely helpless and exposed while you hang out with the boys in the other room. 53 00:02:23,040 --> 00:02:29,520 I can't do anything but lie there, ready to be used again and again. 54 00:02:29,520 --> 00:02:32,000 Please, annihilate me. 55 00:02:32,000 --> 00:02:35,840 Push me to my limit and beyond. 56 00:02:35,840 --> 00:02:37,120 Where's my mind? 57 00:02:37,120 --> 00:02:40,560 My head has collapsed and there's nothing in it. 58 00:02:40,560 --> 00:02:44,400 Being completely in the moment, in a state beyond fear and judgment, 59 00:02:44,400 --> 00:02:46,480 I find my freedom. 60 00:02:46,480 --> 00:02:50,320 I'm floating, floating away. 61 00:02:50,320 --> 00:02:52,960 What I seek is not without risk. 62 00:02:52,960 --> 00:02:55,760 I give myself over, entirely. 63 00:02:55,760 --> 00:02:58,560 I trust you, deeply. 64 00:02:58,560 --> 00:03:03,920 I let down my guard so you can strip away my armor, piece by piece. 65 00:03:03,920 --> 00:03:06,640 Without it, I can't fly. 66 00:03:06,640 --> 00:03:08,640 High as a kite. 67 00:03:08,640 --> 00:03:13,440 I want to stay, stay in the forever place. 68 00:03:13,440 --> 00:03:16,720 But eventually I have to come back to Earth. 69 00:03:16,720 --> 00:03:23,040 There you are, helping me to land softly, gently bringing me back into this world. 70 00:03:23,040 --> 00:03:29,360 Putting all my pieces back together so I can re-emerge, stronger than before. 71 00:03:29,360 --> 00:03:33,680 Make me your beloved fuck toy, give me exactly what I need. 72 00:03:33,680 --> 00:03:44,400 You see, using me is not that egoistic after all.