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there really must be something wrong with me it's just I can't stare at you

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longer than a few seconds without this glorious indescribable flea feeling

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fluttering inside me this can't be normal right

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butterflies in my stomach is that is that how they say it fucking hell who

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would have thought that I had a romantic in me I certainly didn't at least not

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until you came along honestly I don't know when or how it all started we've

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been friends forever I don't know when exactly things change between us but

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since then it's like I don't even know myself anymore as I spend more time with

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you I learn more and more about myself too it's a little scary sometimes it's

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like I'm getting to know a stranger but I'm not complaining

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god I'm so fucking helpless so fucking powerless I wonder if you know about the

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effect you have on me I think maybe you do one look of time is one look or tiny

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smile from you and I melt into a puddle reason flies out of the window all the

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negativity and stress vanish into smithereens my mind goes blank and gets

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filled with a thought of you you you nothing else but you I can't believe how

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lucky I am to have you in my life what did I even deserve to have someone like

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you and no one hell am I running ruining this no fucking way I just I just can't

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this whatever this is manifests itself physically too I get this weird feeling

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in my stomach my chest tightens my heart quickens its pace my breath itches in my

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throat often the words threatened to spill out of my mouth even though I'm

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sure I wouldn't know how to express myself what would I even tell you my

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lips crave the feeling of yours against mine and my arms my arms ache and yearn

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for your touch sometimes thinking about all these hurts knowing that it's all

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just in my head god I wonder if you know about the effect you have on me look at

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you right now we're chilling at your favorite cafe like what we do nearly

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every weekend God look at you so carefree so pure so fucking breathtaking I

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could stare at you all day I love the way you tilt your head back and erupt into

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laughter when I say something remotely funny I love the way you simply revel in

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the present moment not worrying about anything else and your lovely eyes I

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love the way they crinkle when you laugh the way they twinkle when you tell me

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things you're passionate about oh when you have something devious in my you

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cheeky little thing I love the way your eyes fix on me so intently when I'm

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speaking you make me feel like I'm the most interesting people person in the

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world like nothing else no one else can capture your attention like I'm the only

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one that matters when I'm with you I always wish I couldn't just freeze time

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then and there just you and me a time when I don't have to worry about the

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future or reality a time when I can pretend that our thoughts and feelings

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are in think a time when my fantasies can happen when anything can happen

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god how badly I wish I can replay this moment a thousand times over but there's

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no use thinking about the impossible right now I just want to savor this

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moment with you I love you fuck I guess that's what it is then love maybe I love

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you it leaves a foreign but pleasant taste in my mouth I love you god you have

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no idea how much I fucking love you I wish I could tell you how I feel but I

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can't I can only say it in my head for now this will have to do