1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:04,500 The room is dark, and you are far away. Too far. 2 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:09,000 It's only for a few nights, but that already feels like an eternity. 3 00:00:09,500 --> 00:00:12,500 It is late, and the room is warm. 4 00:00:13,000 --> 00:00:20,000 I toss the sheet aside, and lay naked on the bed, and I think of you, and miss your touch. 5 00:00:20,000 --> 00:00:31,500 I feel my heart speed up a bit, when I imagine you looking at me, touching me, caressing me, holding me, and then, so much more. 6 00:00:32,000 --> 00:00:40,500 At first, I learned what it felt like for you to take from me, and for me to have parts of myself stolen by such a masterful thief. 7 00:00:41,000 --> 00:00:45,500 You stole my body, my mind, and finally, my heart. 8 00:00:45,500 --> 00:00:51,000 I enjoyed the way you would take them, sometimes gently, sometimes not. 9 00:00:51,500 --> 00:00:59,000 You taught me how to feel, how to please, and how to surrender, to your touch, your desires, your will. 10 00:00:59,500 --> 00:01:04,000 You did it piece by piece, each and every part of me. 11 00:01:04,500 --> 00:01:09,000 I let my hands caress my face, and think of your touch. 12 00:01:09,000 --> 00:01:16,500 I press my fingertips to my eyelids, and run my fingers over them, thinking of the first time you took my sight. 13 00:01:17,000 --> 00:01:31,500 A silk scarf tied gently over my eyes, how it made me tingle, how it made me afraid, how it made me reach out to you for safety, and how you led me into a new world of sensation. 14 00:01:31,500 --> 00:01:40,000 Everything came alive for me in a new and different way, the conflict of wanting to see, and yet enjoying the helplessness of the darkness. 15 00:01:40,500 --> 00:01:48,000 I fled back to being little, afraid of the dark, only to be shocked back into the moment by your touch. 16 00:01:48,500 --> 00:01:52,000 I keep my eyes closed, remembering. 17 00:01:52,000 --> 00:02:08,500 I touch my lips and think of your kiss, how gently and tenderly you can press your lips to mine, how they make me hunger for you, how I lose myself in the feeling, and how, when you pull away, it feels like you take a part of me with you. 18 00:02:08,500 --> 00:02:23,000 My lips that kiss you, and please you, how I use them to kiss your neck, how I slowly place kisses along your chest, and then down your belly, until I reach your cock. 19 00:02:23,500 --> 00:02:29,000 How I wrap my lips around your cock and fuck you, feeling you get hard in my mouth. 20 00:02:29,500 --> 00:02:33,000 I pay attention to every little movement and sound you make. 21 00:02:33,500 --> 00:02:36,000 I want my lips to seduce you and thrill you. 22 00:02:36,000 --> 00:02:38,500 I want you to know they are yours. 23 00:02:39,000 --> 00:02:48,500 I don't use them just to suck your cock, I use them to worship it, to worship you, to feed on your passion, desire, and arousal. 24 00:02:49,000 --> 00:03:03,500 My lips can do so much, but you also know how powerful it is when you take them away from me, placing a gag in my mouth and strapping it tight, stealing my words from me, making me moan and muffling my pleas. 25 00:03:03,500 --> 00:03:15,000 When you take my mouth away, my eyes become my voice, and when you take both away, it transports me to a place where all I can do is squirm and whimper. 26 00:03:15,500 --> 00:03:26,000 Sometimes it is gentle, just a piece of tape over my lips and cheeks, other times something more, filling my mouth, truly silencing me. 27 00:03:26,000 --> 00:03:34,500 I can tell what you want me to be just by how you gag me, sometimes it is loving, and others it is violent. 28 00:03:35,000 --> 00:03:41,500 Sometimes it makes me feel loved and protected, and sometimes it makes me feel violated and used. 29 00:03:42,000 --> 00:03:53,500 And I touch my neck, I think of your hand there, tracing gently over my throat, I squeeze a bit, like you do. 30 00:03:53,500 --> 00:04:01,000 I feel every breath, I think of you holding me down, pinning my head against the bed. 31 00:04:01,500 --> 00:04:09,000 I think of you tightening your grip, making each breath harder and harder to take in. 32 00:04:09,500 --> 00:04:14,000 I think of you stealing my air, trusting you with my life. 33 00:04:14,000 --> 00:04:30,500 When you place my collar around my neck and buckle it shut, it reminds me of your touch, your fingers, your grasp, a constant reminder, both of my vulnerability and the ease with which you exploited. 34 00:04:30,500 --> 00:04:44,000 My breasts are tender and my nipples are hard now, I touch them and play with them, trying to imitate your touch and caress, but I know that I can't. 35 00:04:44,500 --> 00:04:54,000 Your hands always surprise me, luring me in with tenderness and then transforming it into pain, playing with all the sensations you can create. 36 00:04:54,000 --> 00:05:07,500 A dance of pleasure, pain, teasing and torment. Sometimes I feel like a goddess being worshipped, others like a common whore being manhandled for your amusement. 37 00:05:08,000 --> 00:05:20,500 My breasts are your toys, gentle touches, flapping, clamps and clips, pinching and twisting, fingertips and fingernails. 38 00:05:20,500 --> 00:05:31,000 My arms, when you steal them I am helpless, hands tied, cuffed, bound, arms tightly tied behind me. 39 00:05:31,500 --> 00:05:40,000 When the rope is so tight, I feel my elbows touch, my shoulders stretch, my breasts pressing out obscenely. 40 00:05:40,000 --> 00:05:52,500 Sometimes soft leather cuffs, sometimes the harsh cold steel of the metal handcuffs. Scarlet of a rope can be soft, or its bite can be cruel. 41 00:05:53,000 --> 00:06:00,500 The leather arm-binder you slip over my limbs, buckling it on me and then tying the laces tight. 42 00:06:01,000 --> 00:06:06,500 I know there is no hope of escape, I know I am yours until you choose to release me. 43 00:06:06,500 --> 00:06:16,000 You are a master of stealing my arms, taking them from me in countless ways, making me feel so helpless and so exposed. 44 00:06:16,500 --> 00:06:22,000 Nothing else feels like it. When I lose them, I transform. 45 00:06:22,500 --> 00:06:32,000 I stop thinking and just feel. I stop trying and just wait, for whatever it is you want, need or desire. 46 00:06:32,000 --> 00:06:40,500 My hands slide down now, past my pussy and to my legs, and I think of how you take them too. 47 00:06:41,000 --> 00:06:45,500 Sometimes bound tightly together, but more often tied up and wide. 48 00:06:46,000 --> 00:06:51,500 The tender flesh of my inner thigh open, vulnerable and exposed. 49 00:06:51,500 --> 00:07:03,000 You touch me there and it sets off waves of tingles inside me, radiating from my belly down in between my legs, making my clit feel like it's vibrating. 50 00:07:03,500 --> 00:07:08,000 And when you slap them and spank them, I can feel the red welts rising. 51 00:07:08,500 --> 00:07:13,000 Memories of your touch, written in my skin in bright red stripes. 52 00:07:13,000 --> 00:07:21,500 The pain isn't pain. It feels like an electric shock each time you hurt me and I feel it everywhere. 53 00:07:22,000 --> 00:07:25,500 My belly, my nipples, my pussy and my chest. 54 00:07:26,000 --> 00:07:31,500 Each time I gasp and inhale, and as I do, it fills me with life. 55 00:07:32,000 --> 00:07:37,500 And when you spread my legs, I feel ashamed. Ashamed of my pussy and how much you make me. 56 00:07:38,000 --> 00:07:39,500 Ashamed of my need. 57 00:07:39,500 --> 00:07:44,000 Ashamed of how willing I have become to let you take each and every piece of me. 58 00:07:44,500 --> 00:07:49,000 You are my thief, but I am your willing victim. 59 00:07:49,500 --> 00:07:57,000 Now I touch my pussy, sliding my fingers in and out of myself, feeling my wetness grow. 60 00:07:57,500 --> 00:08:08,000 I am longing for you to steal my vision and my words, to take my arms, to strip away my modesty and replace it with shame, to take away my pleasure and return pain. 61 00:08:08,000 --> 00:08:15,500 I think of all the things you have taken from me, stolen from me and it makes my wetness grow. 62 00:08:16,000 --> 00:08:23,500 As I press my thumb hard against my clit and grind into my hand, I think of the night you took my pussy. 63 00:08:24,000 --> 00:08:30,500 I remember the night I was blindfolded and gagged, arms bound tight, legs splayed wide. 64 00:08:30,500 --> 00:08:38,000 How you fucked me. How you took my pussy and made it impossible for me to want anyone else inside me. 65 00:08:38,500 --> 00:08:45,000 That night you took that very last part of me, the part you had teased, touched and tormented. 66 00:08:45,500 --> 00:08:49,000 The part you had let me keep for myself. 67 00:08:49,500 --> 00:08:54,000 The part of me that was still just a part. 68 00:08:54,500 --> 00:08:59,000 There was a time when you took these things from me and I loved every moment of it. 69 00:08:59,000 --> 00:09:05,500 But when you put your cock inside me, bound, gagged and blindfolded and fucked me. 70 00:09:06,000 --> 00:09:12,500 When you rammed your cock in my pussy and pressed down on top of me and let your cock fill me over and over. 71 00:09:13,000 --> 00:09:21,500 When you finally pumped your hot cum inside me, filling me with it and then leaving me used, bound and helpless. 72 00:09:21,500 --> 00:09:30,000 When you took that last part of me and made it yours. That was the night you stopped being a thief. 73 00:09:30,500 --> 00:09:36,000 That was the night there were no more parts to take, nothing left for you to steal. 74 00:09:36,500 --> 00:09:45,000 And that night my body, heart, mind and soul were all wrapped up together, each part no longer separate. 75 00:09:45,000 --> 00:09:53,500 And now I am no longer in pieces, I have no more parts. For the first time in my life I am whole. 76 00:09:54,000 --> 00:09:57,500 And now that I am whole, there is nothing left for you to steal. 77 00:09:58,000 --> 00:10:05,500 There is only one thing left and you can't take it. It has to be given. It can only be given. 78 00:10:06,000 --> 00:10:12,500 Because even after you have stolen away all of my parts, I still have one thing left to give. 79 00:10:12,500 --> 00:10:15,000 All of me.