I don't do these very often. I think I've done, or let's say I've posted, I'm pretty sure, just one ramble fap.
It's weird to say fap. I don't fap. I fuck myself. But that's not very, that's not a very attractive branding.
Yeah, I have to go to work today and I really don't want to do that and I just have like a couple hours to kill.
Oh, there goes my heater, it's off, okay. And I really wanted to make myself cum and I kind of wanted to bring other people along, whether I do, I guess.
I don't know. I don't know. But yeah, here's something a little unscripted, I don't know. I'm going to nary.
I don't know, it's just going to be, no, sorry, just spacking, I don't know. I don't know.
I really don't know how long I intend for this to be, I guess. It'll be, it'll be over when I'm done, I guess.
Right now I have a hand looking right on my clit, just two fingers rubbing on either side.
I have a dildo in one of my hands. I don't know if I'm going to use it or if I'm going to use it. I don't know.
I guess I can put it in my mouth, can't I?
Okay.
You know, it might be kind of gross, but I do, I do enjoy sucking on my dildo. I do.
And I don't know, it's kind of this raw, but it's kind of nice. I mean, it's not the real thing, but it's something.
It's also nice to have another hole filled.
But if I do end up continuing these, I might want to tailor them. I might not. I don't know. I guess this is turning into a ramble path, isn't it?
But is that something that would be considered attractive?
No, I mean, it doesn't. At the end of the day, it doesn't really matter what anyone else thinks, does it? Because I'm getting the most fun out of it.
Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm.
I always feel really awkward doing these, or recording them, or posting them, or anything, just because they're not scripted, and I don't know, I find a bit of comfort having someone tell me what to do.
Mm-hmm.
So I'm just rubbing the underside of my cock right onto my clit, and I'm just moving it back and forth and up and down.
Mm-hmm. It's a very strange sensation. It is.
Mm-hmm.
Rubbing the head, or the divots, and then it carries on into the shaft.
Oh, God.
Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm.
Oh, God.
Like, like, like.
Oh, fuck.
Oh, fuck.
Oh, God.
Yes, yes.
Oh, fuck.
Like, like, like.
Like, like, like.
Oh, fuck.
Like, like, like.
Yes, yes, yes, yes.
Like, like, like.
Oh, fuck.
Oh, God.
Oh, fuck.
Like, like, like.
Like, like, like.
Oh, fuck.
Oh, fuck.
Oh, fuck.
Oh, fuck.
That was good.
That was really good.
I'm sorry that that was, I guess, just a lot of guessing on your part.
I had no idea what I was doing.
I hope it was enjoyable at least.
It was a lot of fun for me.
It was fun.
Oh, God.
I just turned you off.