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hiding behind a cupboard or something, waiting for me to slip up and I'll feel that heat cover my

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cheeks or the sting of whatever new electro gadget you've gotten your hands on.

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It's the first time I've been able to actually form a few sentences directed at you,

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and I think the issue is I'm not angry, and I don't know why I'm not angry, and in that same breath

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I feel like I'm supposed to be livid, destructively angry, but it's not there.

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The therapist, and I know she's going to want to listen to this, but what's the odds we'll

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actually get through this with anything worth sending to her? So much pressure. I think she

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wants me to be angry too, and it's all this pressure just sitting on me, boxing me in,

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and I can't really dig into what I'm actually feeling. Heck, it's only been three months since

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I was last in that room. The day before that, you were inside me, using me, over and over,

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like you always did. Except those last couple weeks, I started to feel kind of different,

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not really used. I felt like I could leave if I asked you. I didn't. I don't know why that is.

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I think I'd begin to want to be there. It's kind of weird to say it now, but I felt

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owned, like this strong, masculine, hard man owned me. I was his property, and every single time I

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could make him come, make him empty himself in me, on me, exclusively, for months. It was his way,

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no, his body's way of saying that I was just perfect. Fuck, and I'd make you come almost every

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day. I cried at the start. I remember the first time, coming to, realizing where I was, scared,

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scared, so fucking scared, you have no idea. First off, I remembered leaving the house feeling all

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morning as if someone had been watching me, tracing me, just that kind of you're not alone

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feeling. It was so unsettling, but I told myself not to overthink it. I followed my usual routine,

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and I think that was the issue, because I went for another late run. I guess it wasn't that late, but

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I shouldn't have gone there, near the woods, and yet I know now, sitting here, well, it turns me on

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to remember how hard your hand gripped around me, how I pulled away and ran so hard, my breath burnt

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my chest, inhaling like I'd been fucking, and I didn't have time to think, I just remember running,

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running and tripping when your weight pressed me down so hard, and I thought you were going to tear

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my thighs off, but you pressed your hand against my throat. It was dark. I couldn't see your face that

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well. Your hand was hot against my throat, my breath icy cold and stifled because I was being

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suffocated, and the next thing I recall is waking up, stripped of whatever I'd been wearing, just in

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panties, just in cotton panties, and I'm ashamed to admit it now, that I felt a wet spot in them.

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I had a bruise on my cheek, and my throat hurt badly. You came in, showing me your face, though

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whenever someone asks, I say that you wore a mask. You didn't say anything, just lifted

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and pressed me against a cold wall. Then you smelled my crotch.

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God, am I really touching myself while I'm thinking about this?

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You smelled my cunt, and around my asshole. You were filthy. You wanted to smell how wet I was,

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and then you ripped my panties down, and you dipped your tongue wet and slick into my cunt,

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eating me out like you would your girlfriend. I tried so hard not to come,

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but after a few minutes, having my pussy and asshole eaten, I came on your tongue.

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What a little slut I was. I was so angry at myself. I fucking hated you.

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So much in that moment. So much. You didn't even acknowledge me, just my holes.

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You took your cock out, stood on your feet, and told me to turn around. I looked at your eyes as

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long as I could. You only looked at my body. I wanted to grab your fat dick so badly, and when

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I saw you spit on it, and glide so furiously over the tip, I thought I was going to kill you.

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Glide so furiously over the tip, did I try and reach out, realizing too late my fucking hands

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were handcuffed. I was so fixed on your thick cock. I knew you were going to come. I felt ashamed,

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like something was wrong with me, but I kept watching you milk your cock, tugging at your balls,

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and then you whimpered, quietly, before the groaning started, and you came so hard.

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I wanted it to land on my skin so badly, but it didn't. We did that for a while, every now and then,

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for what could have been a month, eating me until I came, then jerking off while you perved on my

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body. You'd feed me twice a day, allowing me to bathe, never too much. You craved my smell,

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not that of lotion. You dressed me, just for warmth. It stopped being about sustenance, really.

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I counted days in that little room by the loads of cum you shot on the floor,

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watching them land on my feet, which you always had me keep pedicured, on my stomach at times,

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even touching my breasts when you made me kneel in front of you, but never in my mouth.

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Fuck, I'm so wet. I'm just a dirty girl, and I don't know how to tell anyone,

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how to tell anyone that I've been masturbating for weeks to the memories of what you did to me.

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How, after that month, you finally fucked me. You used rope to spread my legs over a work table,

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had my pussy perfectly trimmed, and my body smooth and washed. You treated me like your girlfriend,

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not a little rapeslet. But I was a rapeslet. A little rape victim you snatched in a forest,

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a cheap little whore who couldn't even run from you. I can't tell anyone how I stuck my tongue out

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for you to spit on me while you fucked into me. How I loved feeling the rope, how I loved

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into me, how I loved feeling the rope burn me, and how your cocks split me. I don't even know your

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name, but I've never come like that. You drained my asshole, fucked in and out of it like a cunt.

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I think hearing me cry makes you come harder, slapping my face, pinching my nipples,

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and choking me. It all makes your thick, fat cock even harder. You trained my throat,

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stopped my gag reflex, showed me what happens when I'm good. I promise I'll be so good, sir. I promise.

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You were so animalistic with me, so fucking primal. You smelt my holes, sucking on my breasts.

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Sometimes you even licked my underarms, tasting me. You were so dirty. I think you chose me

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because you wanted someone who you could use for your every sexual woman. Someone who,

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with enough training, would sit between your legs and eat your ass. Eat your ass while I jerked your

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cock off. Yes, whoever else is listening, my hands were always tied up. And sometimes,

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when they were, it's because he needed the illusion that I was struggling.

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But, eventually, he wasn't raping me. He was just using me because I wanted to be used.

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And raped. And owned. And I feel like I tripped on purpose sometimes. Like I wanted to see

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if you'd rape me. Make me cum and cry in the dirt. Cum like a slut in the woods covered and filled

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with your perfect cum. I'm going to cum for you again. Just like I did yesterday, and the day

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before, and the weeks before that. Thinking about the first time your cock filled me up. How good it

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felt being full. Wondering what the news report said. Wondering what they'd say if they heard me

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moaning. Wimpering like a little bitch in heat because of your fat, heavy cock was making me

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cum again. What would they say if they saw me pressing to your lips, trying to kiss you while

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I got close to cumming, over and over. And then you had me hung up in ropes. And when the lights

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come on, you entered. There was an audience. Maybe eight people. And then you came in. And

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eight people who I'd seen many times during the months that went on. You'd fuck me in front of

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them. Treating me like a sex toy you were jerking off with. They'd watch and play with each other.

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Women and men. It made me cum knowing that I was just porn to them. No personality. No interests

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and desires. No hopes and dreams. Just a flesh. Holes. A pretty face and a tight body. Hanging

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there, trying to balance with my hands roped above my head. My body displayed for everyone.

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I've never felt sexier. When you walked in, calling you sir,

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knowing that every time I said it, I'd get wet. Hearing your footsteps in the passageway, I'd feel

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my pussy tense and pulse, ready to cum for you like a good girl. Later on, I'd beg for it.

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Shouting and moaning if you hadn't made me cum in 24 hours. It makes me cum now.

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Pressing my fingertips over the scars where you cut me, or beat me, or slapped me.

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Joking myself just the way that you would. I didn't want to leave. I want to go back.

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I still jog the same route, you know. Hoping you'll rape me by a tree, dump your cum in me,

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make out with me, tell me what a good little victim I am.

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That's all I want, sir. I want to be your good girl again. I want to make you so proud. I want

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to hear your footsteps. I want to smell your cologne, and your skin, and your cock. I want

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to lick your balls, and suck your dick until you've cum all that you can. I want you to drain your

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heavy balls for me. I hope you haven't fucked any other little bitch since then. I'm your little

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whore, and I want to be your whore again. I want you to beat me, and choke me, spit on my face,

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and choke me, spit on my face, eat my pussy and asshole. I want you to rape me

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until I'm your little submissive slut again. I promise I'll do good. I won't disappoint you.

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I promise. Oh fuck. Don't you hear how what I am?

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Don't you hear how badly I need you to rape me in front of your friends again?

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I can only masturbate to the memories so much. I need new memories, sir. I promise

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I'll be so good, sir. I swear on it. I'll suck your toes, kiss your feet, lick all over your

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hard, perfect body. I'll be your perfect slave again, better than I was last time. I'll moan

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and beg for you. I'll keep your cock absolutely empty. I just want to cum for you. Please.

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God, I hope you're masturbating to me wherever you are.

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I know you've got videos of us. Recorded scenes of you raping me.

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I bet you're sitting down, stroking your perfect fat cock while you watch us.

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While you watch your perfect little girl. God, I want to cum so badly.

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I want you to cum with me. Please, just do it. I'm gonna cum so hard that you'll be

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like, I'm gonna cum so hard thinking of you coating my little whore face in your cum while

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your friends watch. I'm gonna make you so proud. Please, sir. Oh, fuck. Please, sir. Please.

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Please cum for me, please.

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Please, sir.

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I'm so frustrated.

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I just want you to own me again. To slap me. Fuck me. Choke me. Own me. Please,

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kidnap me again. You know I'll struggle like a good girl. I can take it. I promise.

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I guess this is another unsuccessful attempt. God, what's wrong with me?

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Oh, it must be time for that run, I suppose.