1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:13,060 I never know where to start. This week has been like every other week. I'm just so frustrated. 2 00:00:13,060 --> 00:00:19,760 I know that we've talked about how therapy isn't a magic wand, and I definitely feel 3 00:00:19,760 --> 00:00:24,920 like you've helped me become more aware of how I process things. I look forward to coming 4 00:00:24,920 --> 00:00:36,040 here every week and talking to you, but I still have all the same urges. I'm still just 5 00:00:36,040 --> 00:00:44,240 so horny all the time, and it's starting to make me go beyond the things I've done before. 6 00:00:44,240 --> 00:00:48,960 I'm starting to worry that it's going to interfere with my life. I'm already doing things I never 7 00:00:48,960 --> 00:00:57,920 thought I would do, and I'm honestly thinking about doing a lot more. No. I know what we 8 00:00:57,920 --> 00:01:08,420 talked about last week, but I haven't been able to stop. I masturbated at least three 9 00:01:08,420 --> 00:01:17,320 times every day in the last week. What goes through my mind when I do it is just how frustrated 10 00:01:17,320 --> 00:01:27,440 I am, and horny, and like, how close I am to having sex, but how it still feels like 11 00:01:27,440 --> 00:01:33,400 it's something out of reach. Do you think it's possible for a virgin to be sexually 12 00:01:33,400 --> 00:01:45,640 frustrated or like a nymphomaniac or something? What do you think? I think you must be a pretty 13 00:01:45,640 --> 00:01:53,280 good therapist because you answer every question with a question. I think that's why I masturbate 14 00:01:53,280 --> 00:02:00,560 so much, because I think about sex constantly, and I feel like I must be the only virgin 15 00:02:00,560 --> 00:02:08,480 on campus, and it's like I just know everyone around me is having sex all of the time, and 16 00:02:08,480 --> 00:02:13,440 I want to do it too. I just don't want my first time to be with some asshole from Tinder 17 00:02:13,440 --> 00:02:20,360 who's just trying to get laid. I could definitely make that happen, and I think about it. I 18 00:02:20,360 --> 00:02:27,400 do. I know that guys look at me. I feel their eyes on me. Even when I don't see them looking, 19 00:02:27,400 --> 00:02:34,280 I know they are, and when I masturbate, I just think about how they all want to touch 20 00:02:34,280 --> 00:02:42,840 me, about teasing and showing off until they can't hold back and they want to molest me, 21 00:02:42,840 --> 00:02:51,720 but not in a bad way. Like, they know I want it, that I want to let them touch me. They 22 00:02:51,720 --> 00:03:01,080 can just tell I want them to fondle me over, grab my tits, rub between my legs, and squeeze 23 00:03:01,080 --> 00:03:08,520 my butt. I think about them grinding their hard cocks against me in a dark corner or 24 00:03:08,520 --> 00:03:16,920 a dark room. You've heard of Reddit, right? Well, there's this place on there where girls 25 00:03:16,920 --> 00:03:23,080 post naked pictures of themselves, and some guys do too, and I started looking at those 26 00:03:23,080 --> 00:03:31,120 pictures all the time. I know I shouldn't have done this, but after a few weeks, I took 27 00:03:31,120 --> 00:03:37,120 a naked picture of myself and I posted it, and almost immediately I started getting comments 28 00:03:37,120 --> 00:03:44,720 and messages one after another. It made me feel so good to know that guys were enjoying 29 00:03:44,720 --> 00:03:54,160 my body, and it made me want to post more, so I kept doing it. I take photos of myself 30 00:03:54,160 --> 00:04:00,200 while I masturbate. Sometimes I go into public bathrooms and take photos and post them in 31 00:04:00,200 --> 00:04:05,600 the middle of the day. Last week I was getting coffee and I was sitting in the table in the 32 00:04:05,600 --> 00:04:11,160 corner, and when I thought nobody was looking, I pulled my top off and took a picture of 33 00:04:11,160 --> 00:04:19,640 my tits right there in public, and I posted it. I go in there all the time looking at 34 00:04:19,640 --> 00:04:27,000 comments and posting new photos. It makes me really horny, and I end up masturbating 35 00:04:27,000 --> 00:04:33,320 in the middle of the day between classes back in my room, or sometimes I go to the bathroom 36 00:04:33,320 --> 00:04:44,720 wherever I am and rub my clit really hard. It's making me horny just talking about it. 37 00:04:44,720 --> 00:04:53,720 I want to play with myself. Can I? Can I just play with myself a little while we talk? I 38 00:04:53,720 --> 00:05:04,160 mean, I feel really comfortable with you. I know, I know what's wrong, but don't tell 39 00:05:04,160 --> 00:05:12,320 me no, please. You always say that therapy is a safe place, and that all I need to when 40 00:05:12,320 --> 00:05:23,960 I'm here is just be who I am, and who I am is a horny girl, and I want to play. Don't 41 00:05:23,960 --> 00:05:32,880 you want to see me play? I can tell you do. I've seen the way you look at me too, even 42 00:05:32,880 --> 00:05:43,840 though you're my therapist, and it's wrong. I know you want to see me naked, and it makes 43 00:05:43,840 --> 00:05:57,080 me horny. I want you to see my body. Look. Look at me. If I just pull the edge of my 44 00:05:57,080 --> 00:06:09,160 skirt with my fingers, and spread my legs, do you see my panties? I like to rub my fingers 45 00:06:09,160 --> 00:06:17,720 over my panties sometimes, and then pull them down when I start getting really excited, 46 00:06:17,720 --> 00:06:28,000 like I am now. It makes me wet to spread my legs for you. When I play, I like to put my 47 00:06:28,000 --> 00:06:38,800 fingers like this, and pull back so my clit can come out to play, and then I make my fingertips 48 00:06:38,800 --> 00:06:52,320 on my other hand a little wet, and just gently I play on my clit while I spread, and I think 49 00:06:52,320 --> 00:07:05,800 about guys watching me play. Do you like watching me play? Is your cock hard? Yeah, I know it 50 00:07:05,800 --> 00:07:13,880 is. I want you to take it out, and stroke it for me. I want to see what men do when 51 00:07:13,880 --> 00:07:29,760 they look at my body. I know it's bad. Be bad with me. Help me. I need you to help me 52 00:07:29,760 --> 00:07:38,640 get this out of my system. That's it. Show me. I want to see how you stroke your cock 53 00:07:38,640 --> 00:07:59,520 to me. Yeah, make it wet. Use your spit and make it wet. It's dirty. Be dirty with me. 54 00:07:59,520 --> 00:08:10,800 Do you like seeing my pussy? Do you like how it looks when I spread it? I love how you 55 00:08:10,800 --> 00:08:19,800 bump your cock. Do you want to hear what other dirty things are on my mind? I watch a lot 56 00:08:19,800 --> 00:08:32,800 of porn, and I watch girls like me, the same age as me, getting fucked by big, beautiful 57 00:08:32,800 --> 00:08:45,200 cocks like yours. Do you ever jack off to porn? I think it's amazing how some girls 58 00:08:45,200 --> 00:08:54,040 do hundreds of scenes, and I think about how hot it would be if I were a porn girl. I'd 59 00:08:54,040 --> 00:09:04,360 love knowing that millions of guys are looking at me, watching me fuck, and that they know 60 00:09:04,360 --> 00:09:12,920 every inch of my naked body because they've jacked off to me so many times. I love seeing 61 00:09:12,920 --> 00:09:19,680 girls get fucked really hard. I imagine how their pussies must feel so full when guys 62 00:09:19,680 --> 00:09:31,160 are forcing their big cocks inside. And I love how nasty the girls are, how they let 63 00:09:31,160 --> 00:09:40,400 the guys cum all over them, how every scene ends with a girl getting covered with cum 64 00:09:40,400 --> 00:09:49,240 all over her face. I've had my toy inside me, but I want to know what it feels like 65 00:09:49,240 --> 00:10:05,280 with a real cock. Please, who cares? I want you to be my first fuck. Yeah, we both want 66 00:10:05,280 --> 00:10:16,480 it. It's okay. Grab me and put your cock inside me. I want to feel how it feels to be grabbed 67 00:10:16,480 --> 00:10:29,680 and fucked. I'm really, really wet. It's okay. You can fuck me as hard as you want. Yeah, 68 00:10:29,680 --> 00:10:47,480 make me feel it. Make me feel you deep inside me. Oh, fuck. You're so fucking thick. Fuck. 69 00:10:47,480 --> 00:11:00,680 I feel myself all spread open and it feels so good. It feels so good. It feels so good 70 00:11:00,680 --> 00:11:10,840 to finally get fucked. Fuck. When I become a porn girl, you can jack off to me and know 71 00:11:10,840 --> 00:11:18,040 that you were my first fuck. That you fucked me when I was a horny virgin pouring my heart 72 00:11:18,040 --> 00:11:28,040 out to you in your office. I'm not a virgin anymore though. I'm not a virgin anymore thanks 73 00:11:28,040 --> 00:11:41,240 to you. Fuck me. Oh, fuck me, fuck me. You can come all over me. Use me to get your cock 74 00:11:41,240 --> 00:11:52,440 off and cover me and come. Cover me and come and make me a porn girl. Fuck, fuck, fuck, 75 00:11:52,440 --> 00:12:10,840 fuck, fuck. Yeah, yeah, it feels really fucking nice. Do it. Yeah, yeah, do it. I want to 76 00:12:10,840 --> 00:12:18,840 feel you come. I want to feel it shoot out all over me. I want to feel how it feels to 77 00:12:18,840 --> 00:12:39,240 be a dirty and messy and have my face full of cum. Oh my god. Oh my god. I love it. It 78 00:12:39,240 --> 00:12:52,440 feels, it feels so hot. All over my skin. Yeah, all over my face. Fuck. Oh fuck. That 79 00:12:52,440 --> 00:13:09,640 was, that was amazing. I had no idea that today was going to be the day. I needed that, 80 00:13:09,640 --> 00:13:17,640 but I'm not, I'm needing your help though. We've dealt with my virginity, but I'm still 81 00:13:17,640 --> 00:13:23,640 a nymphomaniac. I guess we'll pick up there next week, huh?