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Hi. It's been ages since I recorded anything and I'm very sorry about that. I'm not going

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to record any fiction today. I thought I would tell you a little story about the time I had

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sex with a man who was nearly 20 years older than me. So, a little background about me

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I guess is that I've always been very, very attracted to men who are older than me. From

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I was very, very young I've always had this sort of, like I've always been drawn to like

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teachers who were way older than me, to like coaches who were way older than me, to my

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friend's dads. Just always, like obviously I've also liked the younger guys, guys my

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age but I don't know, it's just always been something about the more mature men that sort

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of interested me and I guess turned me on quite a lot. Most of my like celebrity crushes

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are men in their 50s or older and yeah, I don't know, I just have such, like I'm so

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turned on by men who are at least in some people's eyes way too old. I am on Tinder.

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I feel like most single people probably are and I use Tinder mainly for sex and hookups

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and that kind of thing. And I just thought to myself like a couple months ago that you

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know I'm an adult and like there's no harm really. We would both be adults who could

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make decisions on their own and you know nothing illegal would be happening so I bumped up

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my age search or the age thing that you can put to well over twice my age and I just started

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like swiping away and it didn't take very long before this man, let's call him John,

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just to give him a name until he showed up on my feed and I thought he was very very

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attractive. He was also just looking for sex and to explore sex and I don't know, just

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he was very open about what he was looking for which was very nice because I'm also not

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looking for anything other than sex. So I swiped right on him and we matched and he

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actually texted me first and from there our conversation grew. He was incredibly stimulating

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to chat with. He was very very sweet, very nice. I usually never like being called like

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overly sweet pet names but he would always like call me dearest or sweetest or you know

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call me a clever girl or he would just always compliment me and for some reason the way

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that he managed to do this just always made like, I don't know, just gave me butterflies

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in my stomach. He is also married and he and his wife have always had an open relationship

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and he was very straightforward and open about that in his Tinder bio, I knew that matching

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with him but I guess it also made everything like a bit more safe, like it wasn't, I wasn't

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gonna have to introduce my mum to my boyfriend who was like her age. He's happily married

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but therefore because he is happily married and obviously lives with his wife, when we

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talked about meeting obviously we had to be at mine which is absolutely fine. He, god,

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just segway into some of the things that we chatted about via text but I don't think

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I've ever been so turned on genuinely texting and it wasn't always necessarily like overtly

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sexual or like it wasn't always sexting but just the way that he, just his relationship

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with sex and how he would put so much emphasis on feeling each other and touching each other

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and playing and this whole like enjoying each other's bodies and the exploration that at

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least it seemed never to leave him even though he'd had sex probably a million times before.

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It was sort of like a, almost like an air of wonder when it came to like to be naked

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with another person and it was just so nice, it was an amazing break from, and maybe I'm

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just biased and maybe I've just been very unlucky but it was just such a great break

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from how I feel like many guys my age talk about sex and how they sext and eventually

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John and I exchanged Snapchats and even then it was very teasing, it was very, just it

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was so much sexier to receive a picture or a short video from him than it ever has been

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receiving a picture or a short video from any guy my own age.

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He just has a sort of almost sophisticated as well as a childish approach to sex and

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it's always teasing and it's just very respectful and very, he's very mindful of the fact that

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we are two people engaging in sex and it's very important for him that I'm also being

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pleased and that it feels good to me as well.

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Whereas I feel like many younger guys, their objective basically is to put their cock in

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a pussy as quickly as possible and I don't know, I've never experienced foreplay before

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the way that I have with John but I'm getting ahead of myself because as I said we had to

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meet at my place and we agreed on a date and we had the entire evening just ourselves,

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the first time meeting and I was so nervous because I had never done anything like this

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before and I haven't done anything like it since.

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I was just, I was shaking like a leaf, I was so nervous because I genuinely was so attracted

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to him from how we've been chatting and from what I'd seen of him and his body and so he's

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both very visually and very mentally stimulating and I was just so excited to finally meet

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him but also very nervous and I get a bit worried that it would just be business as

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usual where sex would be very heavily male focused and again that's okay, I love sex

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and if I had the choice I would have sex every single day.

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I love sex, it feels amazing and I love to please and I love to know that what I'm doing

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is making my partner feel really good but it's nice to, it's nice to you know to take

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the time and to be touched and to be teased and to sort of have plenty of time to get

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in the right head space as well.

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He came over and we chatted for a bit, just got to like know each other and we sat on

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my sofa in my living room and he just started out like while we were talking to gently just

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stroke his pointer finger up and down my calf and I was sitting cross legged on the sofa

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with my legs on the sofa and it was just so nice that he took his time carefully and slowly

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moved his finger up and down my shin, my calf, rounded out my knee and went back down again

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and he sort of acquainted to him touching me, to us having physical contact, it wasn't

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like he came into my flat and then immediately started kissing me and touching me, he took

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his time, he let our bodies get acquainted with each others with very innocent touches

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and that was so nice, I don't think I'd ever realised how much more comfortable I would

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feel if we just took that time to get used to being touched by somebody.

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I laughed and told him that I was very nervous and he just had, he has this sort of calm

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over him, very guiding and care taking and is that even a word care taking, just I don't

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know he has almost like a parental air about him and he just like held my knee, god I can't

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even speak now and looked at me and said okay it's okay to be nervous and then he gently,

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he was so gentle, kissed me, both his hands were on both of my knees and he initiated

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the kiss but ultimately it was so light that if I hadn't kissed him back and if I hadn't

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continued on kissing him then that would have been it, I never felt like he sort of attacked

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my mouth and just went at it, it was very, god I don't know how to explain it, it was

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just so respectful of any boundaries I might have had and we just shared a really nice

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long kiss and then I kissed him back and the more we kissed the more his hands sort of

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grabbed at my, like at the top of my knees and his hands like slowly made their way grappling

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at my thighs and almost as if checking to see if I would draw away and obviously I never

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did but I always had the feeling that if I ever drew away from the kiss or sort of took

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a step back he would too, like it was almost like a dance, it was probably the best kiss

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I've ever had in my life, like the perfect amount of pressure, perfect amount of tongue,

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he would never like come at me tongue first, he also wouldn't push his tongue into my mouth,

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it was very just soft and wet and very sensual and his hands moved to my hips and sort of

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drew me into his lap, I was petting my hands over his shoulders and like over his chest

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and his neck and his hair like up into his hair in the back of his neck and just touching,

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we sort of helped each other shed our clothes and I just, I felt so admired in a way that

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I haven't felt before and I haven't had sex with a million people but I've had sex

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with like a handful of guys and like none of them have ever had that sort of hungry

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look on their face once my clothes had come off, he genuinely looked like he was just

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about ready to absolutely devour me, like he couldn't wait to get his mouth and his

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lips and his tongue all over my chest, around my nipples, around my stomach, around my thighs

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and the way that he kissed me more intensely and the way his hands sort of tried to grab

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at everything at once just further made me so wet, I was so, I was dripping before he

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had even properly touched me and I had never ever tried that before, I was so turned on,

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he moved his way slowly down my body and sort of like reached right underneath my breast

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and then we were sort of hindered by sitting on the couch so we moved to my bed where he

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could properly kiss me and kiss my body and just touch me gently with his fingers and

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just he knew exactly where to touch and how to touch and when he finally, finally ghosted

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his fingers over my clit, he, like he didn't put a bunch of pressure on it and just started

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rubbing it really hard like he was trying to remove a spot on a car, he was so gentle

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and like built up the pace and built up the pressure that he was putting on my clit and

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he just kept going, he kept going, he kept touching, he kept kissing, he kept sucking

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and he moved down and started licking at my lips and sucking them into his mouth and finally

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just changed his fingers out with his lips and his tongue and moved his finger in, inside

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of me and I don't know what spot in me that he has found because it's not at least the

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G spot that I think I have found from just playing around myself, it's so much deeper

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located and it, when he, when he stimulates that spot, it genuinely feels like I'm right

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on the edge, like from the second he does that until he lets me come I guess, there's

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no better way to describe it, I really and I've since tried to reach that spot myself

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and I can't, I don't know what kind of sorcery that he had, I don't know but it felt amazing,

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I've never been eaten out like that before ever in my life, ever, like he was down there

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for a while and he just seemed to really, really enjoy it himself and it made me relax

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so much and I'm really, really difficult to make come, I have a hard time making myself

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come and like I think only one guy has ever made me come was an ex-boyfriend and even

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he struggled and John, first time ever meeting me, gave me like one of the biggest orgasms

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I've had like in such a long time, it was just a whole body feeling, it wasn't just

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located to my pussy, it was just, it radiated heat down my thighs, it reached up through

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my stomach and like I almost spasmed and I just kept coming and I kept coming and I

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kept coming and it felt just incredible. His cock is immaculate, it's big, it's on

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the longer side and really nice and thick and unlike most young guys, he was actually

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able to stay hard without a problem after the condom went on because I always practice

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safe sex. He had no trouble staying hard at all and he just laid me back down on my back

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and gently guided himself in inch by inch and like he was overwhelming, it felt almost

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overwhelming having him inside me. It was just such, it was just a complete feeling

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of being so filled up and so stretched out, I've never felt anything like that before.

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And then he took me like that in missionary and like I feel so bad for my neighbours because

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I had no control over how loudly I was moaning. It felt amazing and he was able to keep going

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for so much longer than, again, than I've ever had a guy go before and the whole time

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I just felt so sexy and I felt so safe and I felt appreciated and like my body was not

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just something for him to jerk off into but like he genuinely, it was important for him

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and his pleasure that I felt good and he looked amazing like the way that he looked above

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me, his face, the way he contorted when I clenched around him and the sounds that he

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made and it was just so amazing and yeah, after that he just cuddled me into him while

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we were both naked still and kissed my forehead and just sort of pet my cheek and we just

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laid there and talked for a little while, while he was gently caressing me and touching

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me and I don't know, just, he was so nice. He made me cum again and then he kissed me

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deeply and another round slowly started back up again. I think I'm gonna leave that story

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for now. I did blow him and if I do say so myself that was probably one of the best blow

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jobs I've ever given and I will absolutely do a short record and a little audio describing

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that if that has any interest and yeah, I'm sorry I've probably said a million times but

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I hope that this was at all enjoyable to listen to and did it again. Okay, thank you for listening.

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Bye.