I want to tell you about a reoccurring dream I've had over the weekend. I didn't
want to put it in a diary, I didn't want to write it down anywhere because I don't
know, I feel kind of dirty having had this dream but I need to get it out of
my system somehow so so this is why it this is this is gonna exist it's gonna
be bad and it's not scripted or anything but I thought I'd share so there's this
guy who is in one of my classes and he and I have never really talked before
basically we just we know each other by name and and that's it and I just find
him so attractive I think he's so handsome and good-looking and I just
have a weird not crush on him but I'm so attracted to him it's ridiculous well
over the weekend I had a dream and he was in it I dreamt that we were over at
his place probably starting us something and we ended up kissing on his couch and
it seems just really cute and you know so cliche that to students who share a
class end up kissing at some point one of his hands start trailing the outside
of my thigh and you sort of start grabbing a bit of my hip and it feels
really good like yes there's really big hands and he's sort of the way he's
gripping me sort of makes my hip rot a bit anyways his other hand then moves
from behind my ear just to below my jawline and sort of sits around my the
front of my neck like right on my throat and he's not choking me but he's sort
of holding me there and it's so simple but I just feel so dominated the second
he does that like the whole scene just shifts and it's no longer this cutesy
imagination of me kissing a really cute boy this is all of a sudden him slowly
dominating my body he keeps kissing me and I keep kissing him and the grip
around my neck tightens he starts leaning in beckoning me to lie down on
my back and he sort of slots himself in between my legs so now he has a hand
around my throat and a hand gripping at my outer thigh and hip while he slotted
his own body in between my legs and is fully overpowering me at this point on
the sofa and then he moves his hand that has my thigh up and he sort of grabs at
both my hands and lifts them above my head and holds them there and it's he
effectively just renders me completely helpless against him and he does this
while retaining almost like a sweet and innocent kiss as if what he's doing is
not completely and utterly just sexual and pure I don't even know like just
dominance and he hasn't said a word yet he's completely wordlessly just
commanded that I just follow his instruction without question I don't
know if that makes sense I feel like that sentence didn't make sense he moves
the hand he has around my throat down to my hip now so he has my hands in like my
arms above my head in one hand and his other hand has now trailed down to my
hip and he's sort of grabbing around and underneath my hip so he can lift me up
into his core and sort of grind me into him and he starts kissing at my neck and
my throat now that that's exposed because his hands his hand was there
previous and it's not now and it just feels really good like I remember the
night I had this dream I could I could physically feel him kissing around my
jawline and just underneath my ear and it just felt so real and it felt so good
and just the way he was using his hand to lift almost lift my whole pelvis up
into him and I could feel him getting harder and harder underneath his pants
he was grinding himself into me and he was using his hands to grind me up into
him so he could sort of meet in a sort of in a wavy motion and it felt really
good at one point he sort of sits back up and he like he brings me up with him
and we end up standing and we're in the middle of the room near near my doorway
and we start back up with kissing and this time I'm closer to a wall and he
cradles my face and his hands and I keep sort of tugging at his shirt because I
just want it off I just want to undress him completely I just want him to take
me at that point I'm like I'm desperate for it at that point but he just keeps
like taking my hands in his hand and like putting them behind my back with
his arm and keeping me fixed up against the wall like he keeps completely
wordlessly taking charge of me in this whole scenario and it's so sexy like he
just turns me on so much
while I'm pressed up against the wall I get the idea to to sink down to my knees
because if you won't let me use my hands to undress him maybe he will undress
himself a bit if I encourage him so I start pawing at his cock through his
trousers and I start giving like little kisses along the bare bit of skin
between his shirt and his pants and he takes his belt off and he lets me
unbutton his trousers and sip the sipper down and pull his trousers down and he's
just there in his pants now and I start kissing the outline of his cock and like
he's completely hard I feel really powerful that I've that I've made him
hard without really touching him yet but I also feel so excited at the just
knowing that at the end of the day he's in complete control of what's gonna
happen and I don't know what's gonna happen I sort of tease him outside of
his boxers both with my hands and with my mouth and I pull his pants down and
his cock just springs free and I start carefully like running my hand up and
down his cock and kissing around his thighs and just below his belly button
scratching along his inner thigh with my nails and and he's he leans in above me
and rests his hand like he rests on his on his on a hand and on his forearm up
against the wall and he's sort of looking down at me and I take his cock
in my mouth and I look back up at him and he's just completely hunched over me
just looking down at me with his mouth slightly open while I start to take his
cock in and out of my mouth and I sort of follow my mouth with my hand because
he's really big and I struggle to take all of him but the more I the more slick
I get him you know saliva the easier it gets for me and the less I need to
follow my mouth with my hand and the more I can just use my hands to like
tease his thighs and lightly hold that cop his balls and and at that point he
reaches down with his arms and grabs at my arms and he holds my both my hands
above my head and he pushes me a little bit back so my back is so but it's flat
up against the wall behind me while I'm still on my knees and my arms are above
my head in his hands and he starts just thrusting into my face like he starts
fucking my throat and it I just like it makes me so wet to just think about it
like the way he's completely like he has me just at his mercy in that position
with my arms above my head there's nothing I can do and he's just fucking
my face and I have like saliva just drooling down my chin down to my chest
and it's just it's so messy and I can feel the head of his cock just hit the
back of my throat over and over and over again and he's panting above me and
looking down at me and all I can do is just look up at him and try to catch my
breath between him thrusting his cock down my throat and in the end he sort of
let go of my hands he takes both of my hands in his hand so he has my my wrists
in one hand and his free hand he sort of holds in my hair and keeps me still
while he presses his cock all the way down my throat and he just grabs my hair
so hard and just holds me still while he comes down my throat and there's nothing
I can do other than just sputter and sort of gasp for air when he finally
pulls out he tugs at my hair and makes me look up at him and he just tells me
to swallow and I'm looking back up at him and I have saliva and cum all over
my mouth and chin and it's dripping down to my chest and it's slightly on the
floor and it's just a mess and I swallow everything I possibly can and I wipe my
face with my hand and lick the back of my hand clean for him and he just calls
me a good girl and sort of pats the side of my face in almost like a gentle slap
I'm not sure if if women can have orgasms in their sleep but I know I woke
up and felt like I've been teased physically right to the edge of an
orgasm just right to the brink as close as humanly possible to orgasm but not
quite there and it felt like I had I'd been teased that way and edged that way
all night so yeah so most of Saturday morning was was spent just reliving that
dream and taking care of a very edged pussy yeah