I, um, can't stop thinking about you, I'm really, this is gonna sound ridiculous, but
I'm really excited for our date, I don't know, I know I've been on other dates before, but
the fact that we talk almost every night and we finally have schedules that match up and
we're able to sit down across from each other in person, that I'll be able to hear your
voice without static, that I'll be able to reach across and hand my hand over yours without
giving it a second thought, that all this build up will finally have some little teeny
tiny ease, so it won't go away, not by a long shot, not with you around, I can't help thinking
about you, wanting you, shut up, I knew you would say something like that on the phone,
I know, I know, hmm, what, relieve some tension, um, we've, um, we've never done that before,
shut up, I know, this is, this is how I get around you, I hear your voice, I see your
face over that screen and it's, I'm a puddle, I'm goo, take my hand, okay, okay, I can take
that off, oh no, you don't get to see, you'll just see the motion of it under the covers,
I can tell you how it feels, against my bare skin, the sheets are so soft, it does tend
to put me right in the mood, just laying in bed naked, especially if I've heard your
voice that day, okay, of course I'm wet, I'm, gently, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm,
I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm demise,
I'm so wet for you.
Fuck.
Yeah.
It does feel good.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Yes, I have two fingers inside me.
Oh, okay.
Yeah.
I can do that.
I can grab my toy.
Yeah.
Fuck.
It would be better if you were here.
That's what I want.
I want you here.
Playing with it.
Playing with me.
Use me.
Fuck.
Yes.
Yes, it feels good.
Yes, I'll keep playing.
I...
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
I feel so good.
Yes.
Okay, I'll turn it up.
Oh.
Oh, God.
Oh, God.
I feel so good.
I feel so good.
I feel so good.
Oh, fuck.
Fuck.
Oh, yes. Yes, I'm close.
Yes, I'm close.
I'm close. I'm close.
Oh, fuck.
Fuck. Fuck.
If you catch me blushing on our date tomorrow, do you know why?
Yeah. I can't wait to kiss you in person, you know?
Thank you for that.
You always think of me.
That's probably why I keep you around, huh?
Kisses. I love you.
And tomorrow is only a very, very small amount of hours away.
Prepare yourself. I am going to behave terribly on our date.
I'm hoping it gives me some action.
Night.