So many people are ahead of me in life.
She'll never get anywhere.
Meanwhile, the only thing I'm doing is making audios.
Worthless, pathetic.
That and work has been getting on my ass lately.
Can't even do my job right.
Isn't your grandmother sick?
I know my grandma's sick, there's not much I can do about it,
but I'm looking on the positive side.
Such a fat and ugly math, stupid whore.
Look, can I just think in peace for five minutes?
You're always wanting to put me down, I don't get it.
I swear you don't even know what you're talking about.
Of course I'm right, a new voice inside your head.
Every little thing you doubt is me.
I know you better than anyone else.
I know you're my brain, and I know you know me better than anyone else.
But it's just getting annoying.
I'm just gonna record an audio.
Gee, you're really making your parents proud.
You might as well quit.
It's not like you're gonna get any good.
You know what? Fuck you.
Huh?
I'm done.
You know, most of those things might be true,
but I'm learning how to love myself and how to deal with myself.
My family supports what I'm doing.
I'm making extra money to help out my grandma
so that way she can get medication to stop the pain.
And meanwhile, you just keep fucking with me.
I don't get it.
Um...
You know what?
Hold up a fucking minute.
So you be talking shit, huh?
What the fuck?
What's with that look? You scared?
I'm not scared.
You've never really talked back to me.
How long do we even get in your mind?
I've been thinking so much, I know how to get in my own head.
Don't come any closer!
Oh no, none of that stuff now.
No, no, stay away from me!
Don't let me out!
No, wait, please don't bite me, I'm begging you!
You like that, huh?
You gonna stop?
Yes!
You gonna let me think in peace?
Yes!
You gonna leave me alone?
Just leave me alone and go!
Come on, come on.
Be a good little deal.
Come on, you can do it.
There!
Next time you fuck with me,
and make me hate myself again,
we'll be doing this all night next time.
Yes, ma'am.
Why?
I guess sometimes you just have to fuck with me.