okay third time's the charm right keep starting this recording and then
something out and it's been two days of this I on my lunch yesterday laid back
and played with my pussy I was trying to just you know I was like I'm due for a
ramble fap and I'd like to masturbate so I started and I spent my whole lunch
trying to come I'm on lysis on rise so it just didn't work out I had fun though
and I keep having issues with the audio today and also my cat keeps running
across the room and scratching stuff it's not the sexiest but I have been
working on an audio or two but life is crazy I just was like hey oh sorry it's
December I'm probably due for a ramble fap and I've been trying to think of
topics or a theme or you know I have ideas for like a loosely you know talking
about the concept that turns me on and you know it's just not happening and so
I'm just putting the phone next to my face and playing with my pussy and if I
come I do and if I don't I don't I'm just gonna enjoy myself with you and
honestly just the idea that I'm gonna put this on the internet and it might
someone first of all someone might hear it second of all out of those people
someone might come from it or you know it may have contributed someone's
orgasm I'm so fucking on just thinking it sounds egotistical but it's from a
spirit of giving I promise the idea of a pussy or a cock out there with throbbing
and cumming well I do
that's like the biggest turn on of all this thinking of you getting all warmed
up and tense maybe you fuck yourself or you stroke yourself maybe you do
something else entirely maybe you grind your legs together maybe you can come
hands-free I don't know I wish I could
but whatever it is you do thinking of you writhing listening to this makes me
so fucking wet thinking of all the little sighs and moans you must make are
you loud in bed are you loud when you touch yourself
oh even if you're quiet all those lovely little girls
people make well they get closer so fucking good
mmm and those big sighs when you finally come can you hear what I am just
talking about that just teasing my pussy with this kind of smaller toy I'm not
here to stuff myself I'm here to kind of just gently easily bring myself to
pulsating slightly little mess
oh fuck oh my god that's the only right there
anyway I didn't really feel like putting on a show this is just me this is just
new playing with her pussy in this bedroom that doesn't even belong to me
desperately wanting to come and I'm desperately wanting you to hear it and
I'm wanting you to come with me oh fuck yes oh my god
oh fuck yes I've come so many times today I think I'm gonna come again
oh fuck I'm so tender from all the playing oh my god oh I'm just fucking insatiable
oh fuck yes I'm getting close are you insatiable or does the time have to
hit right I'm a little combo of both at least when I want to come I have to be
in a really particular place I think I picked the right time you know I should
be asleep and I'm gonna be so tired tomorrow but I could work but oh my god
being sore and tired the next day because of fucking myself
holy shit it's worth it it's hot in and of itself I'm such an insatiable little
commisite that I'll leave up sleep and suffer at work just to have another work
as I'm yes fuck I'm so close I'm gonna come I'm gonna come I'm gonna come for
you oh yes fuck yes listen to this fuck fuck yes oh oh my god oh fuck
oh
Oh my god.
I feel so good.
Fuck, I'm throbbing.
Oh my god.
Okay, stop.
Okay, turn that off.
By the way, I think this is a WeVibe Tango X.
Highly recommended.
Holy shit.
Fuck.
Oh my god.
This cock tastes good.
I used to not like sucking myself off of a cock or fingers or whatever.
But it's recently become part of even just solo play.
I love it so much.
I could even more when I can taste two of us.
Do we taste good together, do you think?
Well, I promise I'm still here.
I am working on content.
And so many of you have reached out to check on me and encourage me.
Some of you are still listening to that series I did.
And just all the sex stuff aside, it warms my heart to know that I'm doing something for somebody out there,
even though it's like just porn, that I could be a part of your kind of everyday life.
The kind of mundane, the masturbating, the, you know, you scroll through all this content and you happen to find my stuff.
And it really means a lot to me when you have reached out and said kind things.
And someone gave me a Take My Energy Award, which was needed.
Just the continued support and genuine enjoyment of my stuff.
This makes me want to keep going.
I think I'm just a perfectionist.
And when it comes to scripts, especially, I put it off and I feel like I can't get the sounds right.
And I want everything to be perfect, but it actually kind of hinders me.
And, you know, just got to get it done.
But here's the other thing. I do this because I love it.
I do this for the love of the game.
And if I'm setting deadlines for myself and pushing and stressing, it's not really a hobby anymore.
I'll be around.
I'm always pretty horny these days and maybe posting this will help me kind of get back on track for the new year, huh?
Thank you for making my first couple months here just fabulous.
Thank you.
I have been undergoing some big, big changes in my life personally.
And this got me through it.
It really did.
It sounds silly.
But throwing myself into this work, especially last month, got me past the initial onset of some seasonal depression.
Normally fall and winter are really bad for me.
And this year, some other very big stuff happened, too.
I don't live in my house anymore.
I lost.
I only have one of my pets now.
And I've had to spend a lot of money.
But regardless, in all aspects of my life personally and work in here, I feel like an unstoppable force.
And you are a huge part of that.
Like you as an audience, it's not that many of you, but you are vocal and kind.
It's such a wholesome community despite the fact that we're all here like horny as fuck.
And I just really appreciate you.
And I'll be back, okay?
Have a good night.
Mwah.