1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:08,880 okay third time's the charm right keep starting this recording and then 2 00:00:08,880 --> 00:00:18,160 something out and it's been two days of this I on my lunch yesterday laid back 3 00:00:18,160 --> 00:00:21,920 and played with my pussy I was trying to just you know I was like I'm due for a 4 00:00:21,920 --> 00:00:27,120 ramble fap and I'd like to masturbate so I started and I spent my whole lunch 5 00:00:27,120 --> 00:00:32,040 trying to come I'm on lysis on rise so it just didn't work out I had fun though 6 00:00:32,040 --> 00:00:38,920 and I keep having issues with the audio today and also my cat keeps running 7 00:00:38,920 --> 00:00:48,400 across the room and scratching stuff it's not the sexiest but I have been 8 00:00:48,400 --> 00:00:57,360 working on an audio or two but life is crazy I just was like hey oh sorry it's 9 00:00:57,360 --> 00:01:04,720 December I'm probably due for a ramble fap and I've been trying to think of 10 00:01:04,720 --> 00:01:11,400 topics or a theme or you know I have ideas for like a loosely you know talking 11 00:01:11,400 --> 00:01:17,360 about the concept that turns me on and you know it's just not happening and so 12 00:01:17,360 --> 00:01:23,600 I'm just putting the phone next to my face and playing with my pussy and if I 13 00:01:23,600 --> 00:01:33,200 come I do and if I don't I don't I'm just gonna enjoy myself with you and 14 00:01:33,200 --> 00:01:38,680 honestly just the idea that I'm gonna put this on the internet and it might 15 00:01:38,680 --> 00:01:43,840 someone first of all someone might hear it second of all out of those people 16 00:01:43,840 --> 00:01:48,800 someone might come from it or you know it may have contributed someone's 17 00:01:48,800 --> 00:01:55,560 orgasm I'm so fucking on just thinking it sounds egotistical but it's from a 18 00:01:55,560 --> 00:02:01,680 spirit of giving I promise the idea of a pussy or a cock out there with throbbing 19 00:02:01,680 --> 00:02:06,960 and cumming well I do 20 00:02:06,960 --> 00:02:14,280 that's like the biggest turn on of all this thinking of you getting all warmed 21 00:02:14,280 --> 00:02:27,800 up and tense maybe you fuck yourself or you stroke yourself maybe you do 22 00:02:27,800 --> 00:02:37,320 something else entirely maybe you grind your legs together maybe you can come 23 00:02:37,320 --> 00:02:41,280 hands-free I don't know I wish I could 24 00:02:43,800 --> 00:02:53,600 but whatever it is you do thinking of you writhing listening to this makes me 25 00:02:53,600 --> 00:03:06,200 so fucking wet thinking of all the little sighs and moans you must make are 26 00:03:06,200 --> 00:03:11,560 you loud in bed are you loud when you touch yourself 27 00:03:11,560 --> 00:03:25,920 oh even if you're quiet all those lovely little girls 28 00:03:25,920 --> 00:03:31,040 people make well they get closer so fucking good 29 00:03:31,040 --> 00:03:46,240 mmm and those big sighs when you finally come can you hear what I am just 30 00:03:46,240 --> 00:04:09,320 talking about that just teasing my pussy with this kind of smaller toy I'm not 31 00:04:09,320 --> 00:04:18,280 here to stuff myself I'm here to kind of just gently easily bring myself to 32 00:04:18,280 --> 00:04:22,680 pulsating slightly little mess 33 00:04:22,680 --> 00:04:51,640 oh fuck oh my god that's the only right there 34 00:04:52,720 --> 00:05:00,640 anyway I didn't really feel like putting on a show this is just me this is just 35 00:05:00,640 --> 00:05:07,280 new playing with her pussy in this bedroom that doesn't even belong to me 36 00:05:07,280 --> 00:05:12,960 desperately wanting to come and I'm desperately wanting you to hear it and 37 00:05:12,960 --> 00:05:23,640 I'm wanting you to come with me oh fuck yes oh my god 38 00:05:23,640 --> 00:05:51,640 oh fuck yes I've come so many times today I think I'm gonna come again 39 00:05:53,680 --> 00:06:04,680 oh fuck I'm so tender from all the playing oh my god oh I'm just fucking insatiable 40 00:06:04,680 --> 00:06:13,040 oh fuck yes I'm getting close are you insatiable or does the time have to 41 00:06:13,040 --> 00:06:19,040 hit right I'm a little combo of both at least when I want to come I have to be 42 00:06:19,040 --> 00:06:26,720 in a really particular place I think I picked the right time you know I should 43 00:06:26,720 --> 00:06:34,880 be asleep and I'm gonna be so tired tomorrow but I could work but oh my god 44 00:06:36,960 --> 00:06:44,000 being sore and tired the next day because of fucking myself 45 00:06:44,000 --> 00:06:49,600 holy shit it's worth it it's hot in and of itself I'm such an insatiable little 46 00:06:49,600 --> 00:06:57,200 commisite that I'll leave up sleep and suffer at work just to have another work 47 00:06:57,200 --> 00:07:02,840 as I'm yes fuck I'm so close I'm gonna come I'm gonna come I'm gonna come for 48 00:07:02,840 --> 00:07:16,480 you oh yes fuck yes listen to this fuck fuck yes oh oh my god oh fuck 49 00:07:33,400 --> 00:07:35,400 oh 50 00:07:35,400 --> 00:07:37,400 Oh my god. 51 00:07:47,400 --> 00:07:49,400 I feel so good. 52 00:07:55,400 --> 00:07:57,400 Fuck, I'm throbbing. 53 00:07:57,400 --> 00:08:05,400 Oh my god. 54 00:08:10,400 --> 00:08:12,400 Okay, stop. 55 00:08:14,400 --> 00:08:16,400 Okay, turn that off. 56 00:08:16,400 --> 00:08:26,400 By the way, I think this is a WeVibe Tango X. 57 00:08:26,400 --> 00:08:28,400 Highly recommended. 58 00:08:28,400 --> 00:08:30,400 Holy shit. 59 00:08:30,400 --> 00:08:32,400 Fuck. 60 00:08:36,400 --> 00:08:38,400 Oh my god. 61 00:08:44,400 --> 00:08:46,400 This cock tastes good. 62 00:08:46,400 --> 00:08:58,400 I used to not like sucking myself off of a cock or fingers or whatever. 63 00:09:02,400 --> 00:09:10,400 But it's recently become part of even just solo play. 64 00:09:10,400 --> 00:09:12,400 I love it so much. 65 00:09:12,400 --> 00:09:17,400 I could even more when I can taste two of us. 66 00:09:17,400 --> 00:09:21,400 Do we taste good together, do you think? 67 00:09:31,400 --> 00:09:34,400 Well, I promise I'm still here. 68 00:09:34,400 --> 00:09:37,400 I am working on content. 69 00:09:37,400 --> 00:09:46,400 And so many of you have reached out to check on me and encourage me. 70 00:09:46,400 --> 00:09:51,400 Some of you are still listening to that series I did. 71 00:09:51,400 --> 00:10:03,400 And just all the sex stuff aside, it warms my heart to know that I'm doing something for somebody out there, 72 00:10:03,400 --> 00:10:10,400 even though it's like just porn, that I could be a part of your kind of everyday life. 73 00:10:10,400 --> 00:10:18,400 The kind of mundane, the masturbating, the, you know, you scroll through all this content and you happen to find my stuff. 74 00:10:18,400 --> 00:10:24,400 And it really means a lot to me when you have reached out and said kind things. 75 00:10:24,400 --> 00:10:30,400 And someone gave me a Take My Energy Award, which was needed. 76 00:10:30,400 --> 00:10:37,400 Just the continued support and genuine enjoyment of my stuff. 77 00:10:37,400 --> 00:10:39,400 This makes me want to keep going. 78 00:10:39,400 --> 00:10:42,400 I think I'm just a perfectionist. 79 00:10:42,400 --> 00:10:50,400 And when it comes to scripts, especially, I put it off and I feel like I can't get the sounds right. 80 00:10:50,400 --> 00:10:55,400 And I want everything to be perfect, but it actually kind of hinders me. 81 00:10:55,400 --> 00:11:03,400 And, you know, just got to get it done. 82 00:11:03,400 --> 00:11:06,400 But here's the other thing. I do this because I love it. 83 00:11:06,400 --> 00:11:09,400 I do this for the love of the game. 84 00:11:09,400 --> 00:11:18,400 And if I'm setting deadlines for myself and pushing and stressing, it's not really a hobby anymore. 85 00:11:18,400 --> 00:11:20,400 I'll be around. 86 00:11:20,400 --> 00:11:30,400 I'm always pretty horny these days and maybe posting this will help me kind of get back on track for the new year, huh? 87 00:11:30,400 --> 00:11:37,400 Thank you for making my first couple months here just fabulous. 88 00:11:37,400 --> 00:11:39,400 Thank you. 89 00:11:39,400 --> 00:11:47,400 I have been undergoing some big, big changes in my life personally. 90 00:11:47,400 --> 00:11:49,400 And this got me through it. 91 00:11:49,400 --> 00:11:50,400 It really did. 92 00:11:50,400 --> 00:11:52,400 It sounds silly. 93 00:11:52,400 --> 00:12:06,400 But throwing myself into this work, especially last month, got me past the initial onset of some seasonal depression. 94 00:12:06,400 --> 00:12:10,400 Normally fall and winter are really bad for me. 95 00:12:10,400 --> 00:12:14,400 And this year, some other very big stuff happened, too. 96 00:12:14,400 --> 00:12:17,400 I don't live in my house anymore. 97 00:12:17,400 --> 00:12:20,400 I lost. 98 00:12:20,400 --> 00:12:24,400 I only have one of my pets now. 99 00:12:24,400 --> 00:12:28,400 And I've had to spend a lot of money. 100 00:12:28,400 --> 00:12:40,400 But regardless, in all aspects of my life personally and work in here, I feel like an unstoppable force. 101 00:12:40,400 --> 00:12:43,400 And you are a huge part of that. 102 00:12:43,400 --> 00:12:49,400 Like you as an audience, it's not that many of you, but you are vocal and kind. 103 00:12:49,400 --> 00:12:54,400 It's such a wholesome community despite the fact that we're all here like horny as fuck. 104 00:12:54,400 --> 00:12:57,400 And I just really appreciate you. 105 00:12:57,400 --> 00:12:59,400 And I'll be back, okay? 106 00:12:59,400 --> 00:13:01,400 Have a good night. 107 00:13:01,400 --> 00:13:14,400 Mwah.