I need to tell them God, I can't keep this inside any longer.
I just don't know how to tell them.
Maybe if I write down my thoughts, they'll understand.
And I don't have to give it to them, then if they find it, they find it.
Yeah, yeah, I'll write, I'll write down my thoughts.
Dear darling, I want to tell you a secret.
I mean, I wish I could.
I want to tell you what's in my heart, and the deepest secret of my desires.
First, I want you to remember that I love you.
I really, honestly do.
In fact, it's because I love you that I have this hidden wish, or dream, or desire.
So please, listen first, and read all of this letter, then read it again if you have to.
Because I need you to understand.
I want you, all of you.
I know I own your heart, but the secret is that isn't enough.
I want to own your lips, your tongue, your mouth, your hands, your fingers.
If I asked you to give me your whole body, would you?
Would you give yourself to me, completely and wholly?
I know, I know you are confused, you don't understand.
So please, read this next section carefully.
And think well before you answer, okay?
I want you to willingly submit yourself to me, yes.
Remember those articles that I showed you a while back?
Those, that is what I need from you.
You love me, right?
And after all that we have been through, after all that you've put me through, you owe me.
And this is how I want you to repay all the hurt you gave me.
I want you to give yourself to me in return for all of the times you shattered my heart.
I want to shatter you.
Look, I know what you've been through, I know that you've been hurt, I know that you've
had your choices taken away.
However, this time, you have the choice, the choice for all of the choices, the choice
to submit once and for all to me.
See, if you do this for me, you no longer have to worry, you don't have to doubt.
You know I will care for you, I always do, but now it's your turn to care for me.
Submit to me.
Give ownership of your body to me, let me do what I want to you.
You broke me once, let me break you.
Yes, there will be pain, there might even be bruises or a tiny bit of blood, perhaps,
but you will experience a release you have never thought possible.
I know you hurt inside.
Let me show you how to see past the pain in your heart.
I want to help you heal.
Let me own you.
Let me command you.
When my needs arise, let me take you somewhere private.
Let me see you drop to your knees and profess your love for me.
Let me hear how you wish to make up for all of the pain you caused by giving me all the
pleasure I should have had all along.
Let me hear you beg to pleasure me.
Let me hear you beg to taste me.
You know that I have needs.
You know that these needs hurt when they go unfulfilled.
This is how I want you to repay me for all of the hurt and pain you caused me.
Let me know for certain that you will never leave me or do anything to hurt me again.
Give me your body to use as I see fit.
When I need your fingers, your tongue, your cock, yes, that too, I want to touch you and
stroke you and suck you until you become so hard it hurts.
I want to edge you, to give you a small window into my world.
I want to ride you.
I want you to fuck me hard from behind.
I want you to give me everything I need without complaint, without hesitation, without argument
or guilt trip.
I want to use your body as I see fit.
Allow me to show you a world you never thought possible, where you can let go of all of your
worries and regrets, to learn to let go of all of your hurt.
I want to teach you that pain isn't always bad.
I can show you how to feel past the pain to a point where it all fades away to reveal
the intense pleasures underneath.
However, know that I will never push to a place where you do not want to be.
There will be boundaries and rules that even I obey.
This is not a desire for just my own pleasure, I promise you.
By submitting yourself to me, you will experience highs of pleasure you never thought possible.
And before long, you will find the healing and relief you have been craving for so long.
Let me take you into my arms and know for certain that you are safe and my love for
you.
After all, you do love me, right?
You do want to make up for all the pain you cost me, right?
This is how, this is how I want you to repay me for every mean word you uttered and every
tear you caused me to cry.
Submit yourself to me, become my willing servant, drop to your knees and profess your undying
love for me, love that will never leave and never do anything to hurt me again.
I want your sincere word that this is how you desire to be with me.
Tell me that you know that every flick of paint I cause you is one you desire.
Swear that from now on, you belong to me.
Please, my love, this is truly my deepest desire.
Submit to me and release all of your worries.
Make my dreams come true.