1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:09,500 I need to tell them God, I can't keep this inside any longer. 2 00:00:09,500 --> 00:00:16,340 I just don't know how to tell them. 3 00:00:16,340 --> 00:00:21,980 Maybe if I write down my thoughts, they'll understand. 4 00:00:21,980 --> 00:00:26,580 And I don't have to give it to them, then if they find it, they find it. 5 00:00:26,580 --> 00:00:36,320 Yeah, yeah, I'll write, I'll write down my thoughts. 6 00:00:36,320 --> 00:00:43,560 Dear darling, I want to tell you a secret. 7 00:00:43,560 --> 00:00:47,560 I mean, I wish I could. 8 00:00:47,560 --> 00:00:55,040 I want to tell you what's in my heart, and the deepest secret of my desires. 9 00:00:55,040 --> 00:00:59,320 First, I want you to remember that I love you. 10 00:00:59,320 --> 00:01:03,560 I really, honestly do. 11 00:01:03,560 --> 00:01:12,600 In fact, it's because I love you that I have this hidden wish, or dream, or desire. 12 00:01:12,600 --> 00:01:23,840 So please, listen first, and read all of this letter, then read it again if you have to. 13 00:01:23,840 --> 00:01:28,360 Because I need you to understand. 14 00:01:28,360 --> 00:01:32,760 I want you, all of you. 15 00:01:32,760 --> 00:01:40,400 I know I own your heart, but the secret is that isn't enough. 16 00:01:40,400 --> 00:01:50,080 I want to own your lips, your tongue, your mouth, your hands, your fingers. 17 00:01:50,080 --> 00:01:57,520 If I asked you to give me your whole body, would you? 18 00:01:57,520 --> 00:02:02,880 Would you give yourself to me, completely and wholly? 19 00:02:02,880 --> 00:02:08,800 I know, I know you are confused, you don't understand. 20 00:02:08,800 --> 00:02:14,620 So please, read this next section carefully. 21 00:02:14,620 --> 00:02:20,920 And think well before you answer, okay? 22 00:02:20,920 --> 00:02:28,200 I want you to willingly submit yourself to me, yes. 23 00:02:28,200 --> 00:02:32,360 Remember those articles that I showed you a while back? 24 00:02:32,360 --> 00:02:38,520 Those, that is what I need from you. 25 00:02:38,520 --> 00:02:41,800 You love me, right? 26 00:02:41,800 --> 00:02:49,440 And after all that we have been through, after all that you've put me through, you owe me. 27 00:02:49,440 --> 00:02:55,600 And this is how I want you to repay all the hurt you gave me. 28 00:02:55,600 --> 00:03:03,640 I want you to give yourself to me in return for all of the times you shattered my heart. 29 00:03:03,640 --> 00:03:07,000 I want to shatter you. 30 00:03:07,000 --> 00:03:14,480 Look, I know what you've been through, I know that you've been hurt, I know that you've 31 00:03:14,480 --> 00:03:17,360 had your choices taken away. 32 00:03:17,360 --> 00:03:25,920 However, this time, you have the choice, the choice for all of the choices, the choice 33 00:03:25,920 --> 00:03:30,480 to submit once and for all to me. 34 00:03:30,480 --> 00:03:40,520 See, if you do this for me, you no longer have to worry, you don't have to doubt. 35 00:03:40,520 --> 00:03:49,680 You know I will care for you, I always do, but now it's your turn to care for me. 36 00:03:49,680 --> 00:03:52,920 Submit to me. 37 00:03:52,920 --> 00:04:00,520 Give ownership of your body to me, let me do what I want to you. 38 00:04:00,520 --> 00:04:06,920 You broke me once, let me break you. 39 00:04:06,920 --> 00:04:16,120 Yes, there will be pain, there might even be bruises or a tiny bit of blood, perhaps, 40 00:04:16,120 --> 00:04:24,640 but you will experience a release you have never thought possible. 41 00:04:24,640 --> 00:04:28,800 I know you hurt inside. 42 00:04:28,800 --> 00:04:33,720 Let me show you how to see past the pain in your heart. 43 00:04:33,720 --> 00:04:38,320 I want to help you heal. 44 00:04:38,320 --> 00:04:40,880 Let me own you. 45 00:04:40,880 --> 00:04:43,840 Let me command you. 46 00:04:43,840 --> 00:04:48,960 When my needs arise, let me take you somewhere private. 47 00:04:48,960 --> 00:04:54,800 Let me see you drop to your knees and profess your love for me. 48 00:04:54,800 --> 00:05:00,840 Let me hear how you wish to make up for all of the pain you caused by giving me all the 49 00:05:00,840 --> 00:05:05,040 pleasure I should have had all along. 50 00:05:05,040 --> 00:05:08,640 Let me hear you beg to pleasure me. 51 00:05:08,640 --> 00:05:12,840 Let me hear you beg to taste me. 52 00:05:12,840 --> 00:05:15,560 You know that I have needs. 53 00:05:15,560 --> 00:05:20,240 You know that these needs hurt when they go unfulfilled. 54 00:05:20,240 --> 00:05:29,960 This is how I want you to repay me for all of the hurt and pain you caused me. 55 00:05:29,960 --> 00:05:39,840 Let me know for certain that you will never leave me or do anything to hurt me again. 56 00:05:39,840 --> 00:05:45,280 Give me your body to use as I see fit. 57 00:05:45,280 --> 00:05:54,960 When I need your fingers, your tongue, I want to edge you, to give you a small window into 58 00:05:54,960 --> 00:05:56,800 my world. 59 00:05:56,800 --> 00:06:04,520 I want you to give me everything I need without complaint, without hesitation, without argument 60 00:06:04,520 --> 00:06:07,000 or guilt trip. 61 00:06:07,000 --> 00:06:12,120 I want to use your body as I see fit. 62 00:06:12,120 --> 00:06:20,200 Allow me to show you a world you never thought possible, where you can let go of all of your 63 00:06:20,200 --> 00:06:27,000 worries and regrets, to learn to let go of all of your hurt. 64 00:06:27,000 --> 00:06:30,760 I want to teach you that pain isn't always bad. 65 00:06:30,760 --> 00:06:36,480 I can show you how to feel past the pain to a point where it all fades away, to reveal 66 00:06:36,480 --> 00:06:39,720 the intense pleasures underneath. 67 00:06:39,720 --> 00:06:47,000 However, know that I will never push to a place where you do not want to be. 68 00:06:47,000 --> 00:06:52,200 There will be boundaries and rules that even I obey. 69 00:06:52,200 --> 00:06:57,960 This is not a desire for just my own pleasure, I promise you. 70 00:06:57,960 --> 00:07:06,000 By submitting yourself to me, you will experience highs of pleasure you never thought possible. 71 00:07:06,000 --> 00:07:14,840 And before long, you will find the healing and relief you have been craving for so long. 72 00:07:14,840 --> 00:07:22,240 Let me take you into my arms and know for certain that you are safe and my love for 73 00:07:22,240 --> 00:07:23,240 you. 74 00:07:23,240 --> 00:07:28,000 After all, you do love me, right? 75 00:07:28,000 --> 00:07:33,440 You do want to make up for all the pain you cost me, right? 76 00:07:33,440 --> 00:07:42,920 This is how, this is how I want you to repay me for every mean word you uttered and every 77 00:07:42,920 --> 00:07:47,120 tear you caused me to cry. 78 00:07:47,120 --> 00:07:54,060 Submit yourself to me, become my willing servant, drop to your knees and profess your undying 79 00:07:54,060 --> 00:08:02,320 love for me, love that will never leave and never do anything to hurt me again. 80 00:08:02,320 --> 00:08:08,080 I want your sincere word that this is how you desire to be with me. 81 00:08:08,080 --> 00:08:16,400 Tell me that you know that every flick of paint I cause you is one you desire. 82 00:08:16,400 --> 00:08:20,360 Swear that from now on, you belong to me. 83 00:08:20,360 --> 00:08:28,360 Please, my love, this is truly my deepest desire. 84 00:08:28,360 --> 00:08:33,280 Submit to me and release all of your worries. 85 00:08:33,280 --> 00:09:00,280 Make my dreams come true.